this is such an old photo, but the point is, im literally doing this (covering my eyes) now, even at home. i look hideous. my eyes are swollen and the skin around it has patches of red. and worst of all, i have work in 4hours' time. D'=
i dont put full, thick make up, but im left with no choice today. this is gonna be tough, fighting!

and the weirdest thing about my eyes, is that i will cry just by standing under the sun. it doesnt happen all the time, but it just does happen! crazy eyes.

and this furry black patch beside me is my dog. zhiwei said she thought it was a bear. =.=

i notice and care for my dog more than the past now. 'cos my family and i realised that our little dog is no longer little, but old. he cannot hear well, as usually he will run towards us whenever we unlock the lock of our front door, but now, it takes him minutes to realise that we are actually home.
furthermore, he seems to have nightmares every now and then. (do dogs have dreams?) since he sleeps with me in my room every night, i can see him jerk and even shiver in his sleep pretty clearly.

^ INFINITE's Be Mine 내꺼 하자

be mine. i love you. okay?

i worry about you. okay?
i will be responsible for you until the end.

be mine. you understand me. right?
you see me. right?
until the end i will protect you.

do you hear me, do you hear me.

my comp has exploded. i literally hear the explosion no kidding. lol. (using my bro's comp now since he is in school) am saving up for a macbook pro. but after calculation, i can only get it after 3months of intensed work schedule. but if i include my daily expenses, i think i will take 4months to hit my target. sigh, money no enough. :(

off to watch an episode of infinite's sesame player before my bath! adios world, for now. ♥