okay.
im kinda crazy over my dog recently. and have been snapping pictures of him every now and then with my Xperia.
gosh, i love Xperia so much. and of course my blackie. heh.


okays.
prelims have started and
im pissed that my breathing problem is back. my heart rate is only at an average of 55 beats per minute. and when im talking about this, im so damn serious. im worried about my health status and the way it is disrupting my studies. i cant focus due to the lack of oxygen in my brain, and the fact that i need to breathe super duper deep every single time so that i wont suffocate.
i already had this problem during midyears but it wasnt this serious. but now, it's hitting me like tsunami every single day and i really cant stand it.
my parents promised that they will bring me to the hospital for checkup once prelims end. and im still waiting for that day to come. i wish that my condition is still hopeful.
i cant wait for 23rd november too. MY VERY LAST PAPER FOR ALEVELS. gosh. i wanna get this over and done with. i think i have said this many times but i still wanna say it again: three years of jc is no joke. i wanna end this asap. with good grades would be best of course, but i seriously just wanna end it.
okays. no paper tomorrow but i shall start with more readings to prepare for my history on thursday.
jiayou everyone. especially andy, aaron and jiahui! although i know you people wont see this. lol. but ah well. it's 3years for us. you know it, and i know it. it's tough to adapt in a new world by yourself and try to balance ourselves well to ensure that history wont repeat. but sometimes things just dont go the way we want. i just hope that all four of us will succeed. ♥
browsed through yoogeun's fanpage on facebook uh... last last week?
[okay, i didnt know time can fly this fast] and i found some really funny pictures which the owner edited i think. aiyah who cares. but they are really cute. hahaha.




^ this is so funny!


^ OMG THIS IS EPIC.I LOVE THIS THE MOST.
LOL!

^ one more poster up in my room!
dawn bought it from korea.
it's onew! ♥
i feel that im not doing enough for this major exam but at the same time, im afraid that my stamina will die out faster than i predict. and im so damn serious about this. im trying to pace myself out... but i have a mixed feeling about this. argh, ji dan.