this year is going to be full of ups and downs, i can feel it, and i know that this is only the beginning. shall tender my resignation soon i guess. but im feeling sorry for pangseh-ing hairul. he has his reasons for holding on, he told me. but now everyone in his shift is quitting, including me. there are times whereby he will tell me that life will get boring once we all leave...
he is a great friend, i will feel bad. but i want my life too. somebody give me an answer.

and my team leader is treating me well. i like her. and i just got comfortable with her presence. we even set aims to achieve together...
and omg, that one thousand bucks as a compensation for breaching the contract, i can never let it go.

so many things are flashing across my mind right now. and im feeling so stressed up as there are requirements that i need to meet, and also many undone stuffs for customers that are left hanging in mid air. that's irresponsible of me, but here i am, having MC-cum-offday, still sitting infront of the comp checking my starhub email to check on updates. super sian.

if im gonna tender, i shall do it on the 6th.
i have about a week to decide. im not suited for this job afterall.

totally tanned after our trip to marina barrage. but not enough, i need SENTOSA. :D

shopping tomorrow with zhiwei and elicia. then taiwan shopping trip in july. haha, life is going to be good awesome. for now, i shall earn more bucks first before i tender my resignation letter.

i have decided, and no one is going to stop me from handing my resignation letter on 6April2011. and i have planned. after leaving starhub, im going to serve at Mutts & Mittens.
hey doggies and kitties, wait for me kay? :)

seriously, i dont know how i got over my grades so easily. just give me one night, and that's it. but you cant imagine how hard i cried on results day itself. i fell asleep after hours of crying in my bedroom, and im pretty sure i cried in my dreams too. i literally turned into a frog the very next day. i couldnt even open my eyes, as swollen as... ping pongs.
went to the doc for an mc, cooled my eyes, and off i go to meet elicia & zhiwei. remember we have a date to watch Deathbell 2 together when it's out! :)

although i have faced my grades, i cant face the limitations to my choices of courses. this sucks. of course i would love to get into local uni so that my parents wont have such a heavy financial burden, but seriously lah, where can my grades bring me. look at all those Cs on my cert! as though they are having a gathering or something. >:(

not very positive with regards to my future, but neither am i feeling very negative. i believe there's a place where i can go, restart my life, and continue shining. in fact i just yearn for a simple life, which i personally dont think it's difficult to achieve.
life will still be good, definitely. :)

work is boring. and here they are, trying to stress me with call statistics again. D':

shall be my turn to quit when april comes. there are a dozen things that i planned to do while taking the exams, but once exams are over, i commit myself to this job. i really need some life back. i probably should OT more often & earn as much as i can first. haha.


friday is coming. i once had a dream and guess what, i had a U for my maths. if i get U for my maths, what hopes do i have for my other subjects? lol. *prays hard*

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