smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Friday, June 30, 2006
cannot stand it larhhs. i want go see mi lu bing tomorrow lerhs. at parco bugis junction. idiot siias. really want to go support them. got interview with them... QnA. then got photo taking session. cool siias. but can i go? i dont know siias... i want to go....
Thursday, June 29, 2006
just found out hta milo peng practising damn bloody hard for this revival round. they mid night still working on it. i remember the timing. it was this morning 5.57am. wth. i wasnt even awake yet. they just slept awhile, then meet up to get things prepared. sam... poor chap. he slept for only 4 hours. dude. who can stand that? even valerie needs 10 hours of sleep! 5.57am this morning. they were preparing for the revivals. heart pain arhs... poor fellows. hope that the result will really not disappoint them. and ME! i chipping in all my allowance for these 2 weeks liao. although not much larhs. i one week $15 nia. two weeks $30. maybe use up abit during recess. so should be left with about... $25? not much i know. but i want to help out marhs. i still want to see milo peng on stage you know.
yarhs, and thats all. tomorrow need to pass up social studies project! god. i am starting only now. hope that i can finish it.
god bless me and mi lu bing!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
im like... very free at home. hahas! dont feel like doing any of the homework teachers gave. very sian. ive been sitting infront of the computer whole day. and i have done some "work". hahas. here are some of the modified pictures of milo peng. by me!
love you mi lu bing!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
wth siias. i really cannot believe that milo was out. i was sad. yeah. i WAS. i am not now. cos i believe my milo will make it to the finals. know why? because they have my support! muahahas! aiyarhs. i know my support not that useful. but i really do support them okayys. i love them. and i am saving money now for them. gonna vote them back to the competition. i using up all my savings. although not much larhs. maybe only fifteen dollars i guess. but i tried my best liao. if milo still out... then i go die. CHOI. but i really dont wish milo to be out larhhs.
today in school. nothing much happened. just crapping around in school, as always. just that today abit more... unusual. because of last night's result show. grr. it ruined my day. last night i could not even sleep. everything turned better when im with rachel and valerie though. but still abit worried larhs. scared milo didnt get in even after pia-ing in the revival rd. support them always.
today's guides was not too bad. got the four other members from teen titans to accomapany me. and i found out something. all five titans are PLs of guides! hahas. that shows how united we are. muahahas. during guides we just did some marching. wth. it was like a second speech day. so sian. and we are not GOH again. i know guides not that good larhs. but see 'their' standard... i dont know. acceptable larhs. but should give us guides a chance what. we the titans stepping down next year lerhs, let us try being GOH first larhs...
Monday, June 26, 2006
first day of term three. it sucked. not very bad though, but very... how do you say... sian? there should be a better word but i just cant seem to remember it. all the lessons were disgusting. i could not absorb any of the teachers' words. well... except for miss winnie teo's. dont know why. starting to like her alot. and thats good. i can finally improve my chemistry.
after school went century square with my buddies. rachel and valerie. to watch JUST MY LUCK. it was not too bad. but not excellent. and mcfly's song rock! hahas. and yarhs, saw adriano once again. immediately when we step out of the cinema. he was near comics connection. just the place where clara and me last saw him. he was with his other two friends. actually i didnt see him de. but when we stepped out of the cinema, i just saw 3 temasek guys. then i just let out a remark:"there. adriano." and i pointed to his direction. "ya! its really adriano! is that adriano?!"
just now 8.43pm reached home. immediately on Channel U. and wth. Mi Lu Bing was B4. they were just over! shucks. missed them. i skipped my tuition class for them lerhs. haiis. hahas. not exactly though. i dont feel like going today anyway. besides, after the movie, it would be too late to go for tuition. is like, take bus to tuition centre, sit down 10 minutes then dismiss. what for waste my bus fare? so i decided to go home... and i missed mi lu bing! grr. but never mind. saw alfred. SOUL rocks. they got first this week dude. hahas! but mi lu bing got last. mi lubing got 30 marks. while man tou got 31! wth. hope that today not mi lu bing out. i wish, i pray...
Saturday, June 24, 2006
just now finished watching the encore of SUPERBAND. qinghui and cerlyn were right man. sam from mi lu bing very cute. muahhaas. but i still think mi lu bing is like children. all small small size. very cute ones. and i support SOUL. yeah. alfred, who is renfred(campus superstar) brother very charming. hahas. love 'em! but too bad qinobe out liao.
my fever has subsided. thats great. but now i am stuck with all the homework. a maths. e maths. history. compre. book reviews. and higher mother tongue homework. argghs.
gonna start doing them now. hope that i will be able to attend school on monday. if not i gonna miss my friends.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
i am having a fever. god. headache, running nose. i am dying... plus, i have not finish doing my holiday homework. how can i finish them in such a condition?
yesterday guides. qinghui, huihui, alicia, cerlyn and me formed the TEEN TITANS. lolls. i am cyborg. qinghui is beastboy. huihui is starfire. alicia is robin. and cerlyn is raven. hahas. we are the jokers larhs. fooling around.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
just happened to read this poem on the net. well, its very nice. so i post it up here.
When You Love Someone by Preppie
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong.
Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed.
You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt.
He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend.
One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame.
He thought the relationship was getting too serious, And that you had become a little too curious. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said were in the past.
You thought that you would marry him some day, But this time God wanted to get his way. You wanted things back how they were before, But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.
It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock, You heard the news and it wasn't a shock. You knew this was going to happen soon, As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.
Monday, June 19, 2006
rachel has gone to malaysia! oh well. will miss her definitely...
went for PL training today in school. well. quite a tiring one. actually we were supposed to be dismissed at 6.30pm. but iffah mam and kathy mam let us off early. all came except aline and cerlyn. they werent feeling well i guess. all 5 leaders(not including yisiew and jessica, as theyve got a course) had a talk with iffah mam, kathy mam, and siewhoon. we talked about leadership. hahas. and what we gonna be lee kuan yew number two. muahahas. and we talked about benevolent dictatorship. later we had drills. i kept doing horse kick. tired probably. its the very first time i had enjoyed drills, after being not-so-committed in guides this year.
well. after that me and huihui went whitesands. had macdonalds. and bubble tea. i saw yuxian! she just came back from clara's house. then huihui and me went to this fashion. nothing nice. hahas. my 'standard' is getting higher.
then after seeing huihui off to her number 88 bus, i took bus 3 to tuition centre. i was stinking after perspiring so much in guides. stayed there til 8.45pm i guess. now then reached home.
tomorrow is a free day. will have to try and complete ALL the holiday assignments. and yarhs! i forgot about the LEAD assignment which was dued on 17 june! shucks. but, never mind larhs. hahas.
one more thing. i saw khim(campus superstar) at whitesands with huihui! quite pretty though.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
i am really very sorry rachel... sorry for saying that i can go to sentosa with you, but in the end i backed out at the very last minute. but i didnt know that it needs parents signature. yes, i want to go to sentosa with you. but i really cannot make it. thus i thought of making use of the time to get my dad a great present for fathers day. he then said he do not want one...
i promise i will not promise anything beforehand in the future anymore, without making things clear.
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I knowYou better than my friends of many years.
The days I spent with you are like a tape. I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.
I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
reached home. finally. actually today i was supposed to go out with rachel to sentosa. then i backed out. sorry rachel. thus, i went out with my mum to have breakfast with my ah yi and maternal side's grandpa at bedok. while my brother went to the doc with my dad. the breakfast was meant to have a simple celebration. its my ah yi's birthday. and guess what, some guy sent flowers to her siias. muahahs.
then later, i went to help out at my mum's shop, since im already at bedok. and i stayed for the whole day. now then reach home. it was tiring though. but i think its worth it. because of someone.
hahas! and guess what. im not troubled about the fathers day present. my dad said that we dont have to buy a present for him. he just want us to treat him a good lunch. and thats it. i love my dad!
on my way home, walked pass cavana. saw "danny". it was already 10++pm, and he was still there. hahas. someone know that he work til so late, thus her heart ached like hell. but she forced up a brave front, and said he crazy. hahas. so fake. you know who you are larhs right...?
oh yarhs. and on the train, i saw xue er.
and today is one of the best days this year. i finally saw my prince. once again. after so long. good to see him smile back at me. and see his charming face. still remembering last year. hahas. miss that day alot. love you! my PRINCE CHARMING!
Friday, June 16, 2006
i am really having a big problem here... what should i get for my daddy as his father's day gift? i am feeling vexed over it. i dont know what my daddy wants. he always appear to be confident and kind. i really do not know what he needs and wants. i have asked so many people what they are getting for their dads. then is like... all OUT!
my mummy is sick. she got flu. and now, my brother is having fever too. hope that they will get well soon.
my cbox is finally back. i can use it once again. i miss cbox so much. hahas.
went to school for mock oral. qinghui de specs really broke. i really wonder how she make her way to school in the morning. if i were her, i would have 'died'. no specs, no secure. i will die man. my specs is my life. back to oral. it turned out okok larhs. can be improved. i guarentee.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
morning 11.30am like that fiona, yuxian, and clara came my house for project i. did some video editings... and watched The Pianist. they stayed til 4.20pm barhs. then i rushed out of home to meet valerie chua at tampines This Fashion.
we browsed for so long, and none caught our attention. then we went to century square's arcade. thought we did see adriano. but val chua suddenly remembered that adriano had went back to indonesia... hahas. but we still went larhs. we played Outrun 2. then House of the Dead 4. then the drum thingy. quite fun. and i kept winning valerie. muahahas!
later, we HOPPED to simei. saw a crowd at I.P. Zone. there was a sale! what would a lady do when there's a big sale going on?! SHOP!!! hahas. we ransacked the whole place. theres one design which caught our attention. its very nice. i really love the black one. but in the end i chose the white one. because i can share with my mummy marhs. muahahas. then val took the black one. its really very nice.
then we went eastpoint's This Fashion. theres a skirt. very nice. but if i buy, i would have been broke. so i decided to leave it there. sobbs. but never mind... hahas.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
great. my eyes are back to normal. just that they will hurt whenever i look down. just what i am doing now, while i am typing. in any case, i am happy enough to have my vision back. it was really scary to lose my vision. especially last night when i am chatting with val on msn. i need to strain so much, and face so near to the screen to see what she typed.
dont feel like playing water margin anymore. studies come first ya? although i dont think i will study anyway. hahas. i will try to study more larhs.
and yarhs, i am going to do my powerpoint slides for the project i. its going to take so much time off my back.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
the cbox is out for trouble. its irritating me and valerie chua. hahas. it just doesnt want to appear larhs. grr. so i changed to this. grabbed it from shi fu(kang xy) derhs. although i prefer cbox larhs... and i dont quite like this new one... but! i take care of shi fu's interest. hahas! so i will bear with it for now. until i can use my cbox.
12pm went library instead of mac for project. did finish the essay. now i am left with only the powerpoint. yuxian went to cavana for lunch. fiona and me accompanied her. hahas. and we found out that the cavana shuaii guy kept looking at yuxian! hahas! then yuxian very paiseh. oh yarhs. and we saw him use a broom shoo away a cat. quite funny. but i am angry at the same time. he go poke the cat siias. mad man. then whenever the cavana shuaii guy walk pass, we will "erh...?!" at yuxian. then kept signalling to yuxian that he was there. hahas.
oh yarhs, and we saw kunyuan, samuel that gang. didnt say hi. later, i rush home to change into my swimming costume. and went for a swim. reached there liao so many guys, they were talking real loudly. as if the God cannot hear them. grr. interrupted my emotions. after the swim, my vision bacame blur. even til now. i cannot seem to see a thing clearly. everything was blur. as if i didnt wear my specs. or maybe even worse. hope to get my eyes recover soon. will i get blind...?!
Monday, June 12, 2006
as usual. 12pm at second floor mac. did til 2pm only, then stop le. went library and we read magazines. found some with g-boys. yuxian and me were going gaga over them. yuxian like daniel, while i like kenneth. and ya, we some sort of "why you like that?!", "daniel better what!". hahas.
later. we saw a guy at cavana. he is going to be employed... hahas. saw his back view, yuxian and me felt that he PASSED. then we moved abit to the left, and we felt that he PASSED. hahas! quite decent looking. wear specs derhs. hahas. gonna see him tomorrow at cavana. muahahs!
and last night saw diyana. my loyang friend working at mac. it was about 10pm? i guess. then i found out from her that she work from 6pm to 11.pm. good to see her.
and yarhs, just now went for tuition. just then come back. missed SUPERBAND. haiis. supporting qinobe all the way!
Sunday, June 11, 2006
clara has gone to malacca. haiis. did project i with fiona and yuxian today. again, at mac second floor. saw sean, alvin they all. dont know them, so never say hi. nothing much happen larhs. later we went to cavana again. they eat i watch. feeling very full after eating the old chang kee curry puff which i smuggled into cavana.
later still need to go out for dinner. celebrating maternal side de ah gong's birthday cum ah yi's birthday. dont know what to wear.
tomorrow going out for the project i again. hahas! mac second floor, again.
i have grown to level 30! now saving silvers to buy a hero. i am getting more tired on playing water margin. but i just cannot seem to stop...
Saturday, June 10, 2006
try rapping this! hahas. got it from samuel lau teck wa de friendster. its real funny.
i like what i do. i do what i like. Why are you petrified, move aside. Cause when i'm inside, no-one will defy. So, Step aside. Cause i wanna Pang Sai.
[Composed by: Samuel Lau]
reached home finally. after dining out with yuxian and fiona at cavana. at first we were there at mac for project. i wasnt hungry at all. so i just had a cup of milo. later fiona said that she would be going to eat at cavana. i wasnt hungry at that point of time too. but i still went. you should know why. i ordered red roast chicken rice. and i guess you know why too. hahas! fiona ordered the same. then ya... yuxian, fiona and me started chatting. about bio stuffs. then change to the handsome cavana guy. hahas. yuxian seems to like him alot. oh yar, and i forgot to say:"the cute cavana guy is still not there." then i think the handsome guy know that we were talking about him. hahas. why is it always so obvious?! lolls. yu xian kept looking at him. then strangely, he will look back at us. hahas! is that what we call xin1 ling2 xiang1 tong1? hahas! then when he looked at us, yuxian will act blurr. hahas. very fake, but cute.
just now went to rachel's blog. her dream disgusted me. muahahs! i dont know.will i PS her because of old car?! i think i have asked myself that a dozen times before i posted this entry. and the answer is obvious. NO. then i read on... she, the murderer? are you sure. she doesnt even look like one. but ya, her description of the scene was scary. hope that she is feeling alright.
Friday, June 09, 2006
now chatting with nadzirah on msn. she is my girl too. xD realised that we haven gone out eith each other for so damn long. except that we saw each other sometimes. and it seemed that our PLACE is always that particular bus stop under nads block. hahas! love that bus stop. the bus stop where i alight after tuition. the bus stop which i take to tampines mall. the bus stop where i meet my girl. haiis. "im lovin it!"
just now got the superband advertisement. its about one of the bands called 'xia4 ri4 feng1'. their singing sucks though. but i can feel that they have put in alot of effort to make themself fit into this superband competition. but the more they do, the more they are OUT! and the shuaiiest guy in the band looks like someone i know... hmmms. really a look-a-like.
when then can go out with my GIRLS arhs?! nadzirah, vanessa, jin qi... i am waiting for you... DESPERATELY.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
its the second post of the day. went out with my dii dii just now. went swimming. then it started drizzling, again. then we stopped our swimming. haiis. not fun enough. then saw cerlyn at downtown east. she was meetin eileen i guess.
and just now went to rachel's blog. she dreamt of me dude. muahhas! xD and i simply love it. i cannot imagine myself as a woman in black though. but i am definitely happy to appear in rachel's dream.
today feel very lonely larhs. dont know why. going to go berserk. still remembered yesterday. the ice cream guy. muahas! i think i like shy guys. dont know. my taste changes everytime. it was such a far cry compared to last time. i previously love those MAD guys. hahas! who jokes around, and shout and scream that kind. but now, after the cavana guy... i am starting to like shy guy. and these shy guys are cavana and the ice cream guy! =)
went to school today for the oral preparation with mr khoo. found out that i have a big problem with my reading. and i am going for chinese o-level this year! shucks. i scared.
oh yarhs, just now went to whitesands with qinghui and shuiman after the oral thing. shuiman had mac, while qinghui and me just see her eat. i was really hungry then though. qinghui too. so we bought old chang kee. yumms. and yarhs, on our way back to school gate, whereby shuiman will be meetin yenny and huihui for project, we talked about our palms again. how many boyfriends larhs... when will you get married larhs... blahs blahs blahs.
nothing special today larhs. no SV card. no chocolate ice cream. at the worse of all. no CAVANA. sian arhs. on my way home, it started drizzling, and i was wet. and now i am here blogging. dont feel like getting the wet shirt out of my body. too lazy i guess. and now i am going for water margine again.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
early in the morning wake up after a dream. i totally forgot what is it about. but i just remembered cerlyn appearing in one of the scenes. lolls. dont know why got cerlyn. hahas! then wake up liao, played awhile of water margin, then go out to meet clara and yuxian for project i(history) at fiona's house. well. we watched pearl harbour. clara, yuxian and me were totally into the show. especially danny. muahhas! he was handsome. and we kept screaming and yelling over him.
after that we went home liao. we waited at the bus stop for bus 15, my ex-favourite number, but it turned out to be an unlucky one. we were waiting... and chatting. when suddenly, a strike of lightning flushed, and it hit the roof of the bus stop shelter. there was a spark and then smoke. it was very scary. yarhs. and i thought i was going to die again. wa lauu.
oh yarhs. and before we reached fiona's house, we took the wrong direction de bus 3. then while we came down to change bus, my sandals' de 'mouth' opened. haiis. unlucky. then i have to walk bare footed. then all thanks to fiona's mum, who glued it back for me.
and today i went to whitesands. and found out that the kah xian guy was gone. he said he will still be there today derhhs! never mind about that. i walked to cavana. and the cavana guy was not there too. so long never see him. almost forgot how he look like...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
went to school today. ele math book not up to mr ang's satisfaction. thats why. after that, went to whitesands. took bus. reach interchange. and on our(rachel and me) way to whitesands, we walked passed these two tall guys. they were on a roadshow... yarhs. and they got us. he introduced this SV card by the future-tel. okays. let me tell you guys about it... its something which you can use. like DUH! okayys... it allows you to call your loved ones only 3 cents per minute. yupps. good right? and both rachel and me bought a one dollar card. which allows us to call out for 30 mins. see?! 30 mins... just for 1 dollar?! good right?! and when you have used that 1 dollar up, you may top it up at AXS Payment Kiosks, ATM, etc... if you are interested, please go look for them at the linkway in between pasir ris interchange, and pasir ris mrt station. they are found beside EC House... and they said they will still be there tomorrow. so... grab them!
and one of them is called kah xian, 21. and the other one... almost 21. hahas! they are handsome... well... but now i am still devoted to my cavana. so... hahas! and that kah xian left us his contact number. saying that we can call him asking him about this SV card if we have problems... but, what for?! when he had already done all the activations on our phones... and still cracked some lame jokes. 'there, virus come in already.' or something like that.
then later, we went to century square. and watched X men 3. well. at first i hated this kind of hero hero stuffs. i think its bo liao. victory always goes to the 'GOOD' guys. then the 'BAD' guys will suffer miserable defeats. is always like that. just one word to describe: BORING. unlike Lord of the Rings. i simply love part one - three. and yarhs, back to X men 3. went to watch it with rachel. find it quite nice after all. even though i dont know who is this and who is that. but i find it a pity that scott (i thought he was called cyclops? got that term from my street fighter game) died early. and that jean... i dont think she is pretty. hahas! i dont know larhs. then why the wolverine and scott like her. haiis... but i must really say that her figure was superb. i want it too. hahas! i dont think the story of X men is nice. just like what i have said. GOOD guys win. BAD guys lose. and then K.O. i just like the computer effects... the bombings, the fire... and for some parts, i think they were funny. like at one of the scenes, wolverine hit a mutant whose hand will grow back after being sliced off. then he some sort of was astonished. then wolverine go kick that guy's dick. and said 'it will grow back too.' hahas! ya larhs, its not funny when i say it like that. go watch it.
then after that, rachel lost her wallet. it was found out only when we reached the mrt station. she was panicky, and unhappy. so we made our way back to century square. went to the toilet which we went. then went back to the lady at the counter. yupps. and rachel's new roxy wallet was there. she was lucky enough to have it back. if not her money will be gone... it was like, PHEW.
and umms... today heard quite alot from rachel. about our class... then what jealous thing what what what. mmms. i dont know how to change it though. but i must say that i am really not as good as you think. really! but i will try to change it. sorry to upset anyone of you or something. sorry.
Monday, June 05, 2006
arhs! guess what. the SAMSUNG i talked about... his name was actually shamsul. okays. it was something that khai kept stressing on. hahas! but calling him samsung makes him special marhs...
today went out with fiona early in the morning. go bugis walk walk. then meet clara and yuxian for history's project i. went to library to look for resources. chatted alot there instead to researching. girls' talk larhs... talk about how many boyfriends we have by looking at the palm... and fiona has the most. lolls! she got four! while i only got two. never mind. and we talked about yuxian's stead... she broke with him today. which i think is a waste. he is such a nice guy. but well... its their relationship after all. not mine. so i cant interfere...
nothing much happened today larhs. just that i have eaten alot. muahhas!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
its family day again today. went to starhub centre to eat japanese food. omg. it rocks from head to toe. a reasonable price... and food is fresh. eat til now i very full.
on our way home, i brought my daddy and didi to cavana(whitesands) to see the cute guy. but he not there lerhs. instead, got a new guy... muaahhhas. stylo milo. he very shuaii, but like idling around, nothing to do. then kana scolded by his supervisor. hahas! but i really still prefer the cute one which val chua like.
needa chiong water margin liao. my didi now so pro. must win him...
Saturday, June 03, 2006
bintan bintan bintan! arhhs! i hate it. so many mosquitoes and flies and lizards and bees. the weather was hot. then will suddenly rain too. then the activity will stop. sian arhs. the food was average. what i really like most about this loola trip was our trainer, and his name is SAMSUNG. muahhas! and so we are NOKIA, SONY ERICSSON and MOTOROLA. hahas. he very handsome, and sporty. and most importantly, he is a great gentleman. and sylvia loves him so much. hahas! i also like him too. especially after seeing him in his red shirt on the second day. looks really like a gentleman. and that he hurt his legs after playing some soccer, we were all so worried for him. he hopped and hopped. so ke lian. we all heartpain siias. he real shuaii.
first day did kayaking. hahas. i love the water. it was warm. muahhas. after that got archery! yeah! i was the one and only person sho managed to shoot the middle yellow lerhs! i am so proud. hehhs! then second day did boomnetting. it rocks man! i felt as if i am going to jumping off some cliffs or something. like commit suicide. really. i swear i wouldnt want to die. i scared. a while later, we took the speedboat to a small island. sat there awhile and chatted. then we decided to swim back to the ship(with our boomnet). but cos qinghui is a poor swimmer, so i said i will save her, and called her not to worry. and she trusted me, so karina, qinghui, huihui, sihui, shuiman and me went. we held our hands tightly together. then suddenly we came to a deep floor. even me, the tallest among all, cant reach the sea floor. i started to panick. qinghui(on my left) and shuiman(on my right) also struggled to keep their heads out of water. i paid more attention to qinghui. i helped pushing her up, out of the water, whereby i will be under water. i was really scared. but i really want to save qinghui. i couldnt breathe. i was scared. when i really couldnt stand it anymore, i started pulling qinghui into the water. then we both struggled like dogs. i really thought i am going to die. but later, with the help of others, we were saved. i think the most steady one among us was karina. wa kaox. i call her help me by pulling my hand, she just looked at me, as if i was tricking her. wth. but later she grabbed me larhs. if not i die there at bintan liao. it was scary larhs! after that was flying fox which i didnt try. arhs! i regretted it now. rejected doing it at first because i think i too fat. so dont dare go. but i really regretted it now. later, we got bbq and campfire. that one was boring. we were there to feed the mozzies. but SAMSUNG was amazingly attractive that night. muahhahas.
then at night, sylvia, eileen that gang, with qinghui and huihui went to the open place where SAMSUNG slept and they chatted. i didnt go. cos i prefer to be quieter at night... thats why i am disgusted with the night clubs and pubs. yarhs. and they chatted til very loud. me and karina, with the other 3 sec ones were chatting with miss irene lee. hahas. we chatted about school, about pai kias, chio bus and so on... then later she taught me home econs. hahas! what gelatinisation, porridge, milk, vitamins...
third day we did rock climbing. i took the left one, which was harder, but i managed to reach the top. yeah... hahas! oh yarhs! and we collected a lot of seashells for shuiman. but she very fussy over them. only choosed some to bring back. lolls. waste my effort... later, npcc came. we had lunch. then we left with our belongings to shopping centre to shop. omg. the shopping centre was very empty. nothing much to buy. so just bought some titbits, sweets. hahas.
think thats all barhs. i am just missing the stars and moon over there. there were numerous bright stars. so dazzling and glamorous. not like singapore. so sucky. and i like the people over there. they were so friendly. unlike singapore. singaporeans, including me, are selfish and proud. maybe because of the stress we face as we live in cities. but i just dont like singaporeans. they were so much better than us...
and besides the stars, i miss SAMSUNG and JASRI... yeah! xD
cannot stand it larhhs. i want go see mi lu bing tomorrow lerhs. at parco bugis junction. idiot siias. really want to go support them. got interview with them... QnA. then got photo taking session. cool siias. but can i go? i dont know siias... i want to go....
Thursday, June 29, 2006
just found out hta milo peng practising damn bloody hard for this revival round. they mid night still working on it. i remember the timing. it was this morning 5.57am. wth. i wasnt even awake yet. they just slept awhile, then meet up to get things prepared. sam... poor chap. he slept for only 4 hours. dude. who can stand that? even valerie needs 10 hours of sleep! 5.57am this morning. they were preparing for the revivals. heart pain arhs... poor fellows. hope that the result will really not disappoint them. and ME! i chipping in all my allowance for these 2 weeks liao. although not much larhs. i one week $15 nia. two weeks $30. maybe use up abit during recess. so should be left with about... $25? not much i know. but i want to help out marhs. i still want to see milo peng on stage you know.
yarhs, and thats all. tomorrow need to pass up social studies project! god. i am starting only now. hope that i can finish it.
god bless me and mi lu bing!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
im like... very free at home. hahas! dont feel like doing any of the homework teachers gave. very sian. ive been sitting infront of the computer whole day. and i have done some "work". hahas. here are some of the modified pictures of milo peng. by me!
love you mi lu bing!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
wth siias. i really cannot believe that milo was out. i was sad. yeah. i WAS. i am not now. cos i believe my milo will make it to the finals. know why? because they have my support! muahahas! aiyarhs. i know my support not that useful. but i really do support them okayys. i love them. and i am saving money now for them. gonna vote them back to the competition. i using up all my savings. although not much larhs. maybe only fifteen dollars i guess. but i tried my best liao. if milo still out... then i go die. CHOI. but i really dont wish milo to be out larhhs.
today in school. nothing much happened. just crapping around in school, as always. just that today abit more... unusual. because of last night's result show. grr. it ruined my day. last night i could not even sleep. everything turned better when im with rachel and valerie though. but still abit worried larhs. scared milo didnt get in even after pia-ing in the revival rd. support them always.
today's guides was not too bad. got the four other members from teen titans to accomapany me. and i found out something. all five titans are PLs of guides! hahas. that shows how united we are. muahahas. during guides we just did some marching. wth. it was like a second speech day. so sian. and we are not GOH again. i know guides not that good larhs. but see 'their' standard... i dont know. acceptable larhs. but should give us guides a chance what. we the titans stepping down next year lerhs, let us try being GOH first larhs...
Monday, June 26, 2006
first day of term three. it sucked. not very bad though, but very... how do you say... sian? there should be a better word but i just cant seem to remember it. all the lessons were disgusting. i could not absorb any of the teachers' words. well... except for miss winnie teo's. dont know why. starting to like her alot. and thats good. i can finally improve my chemistry.
after school went century square with my buddies. rachel and valerie. to watch JUST MY LUCK. it was not too bad. but not excellent. and mcfly's song rock! hahas. and yarhs, saw adriano once again. immediately when we step out of the cinema. he was near comics connection. just the place where clara and me last saw him. he was with his other two friends. actually i didnt see him de. but when we stepped out of the cinema, i just saw 3 temasek guys. then i just let out a remark:"there. adriano." and i pointed to his direction. "ya! its really adriano! is that adriano?!"
just now 8.43pm reached home. immediately on Channel U. and wth. Mi Lu Bing was B4. they were just over! shucks. missed them. i skipped my tuition class for them lerhs. haiis. hahas. not exactly though. i dont feel like going today anyway. besides, after the movie, it would be too late to go for tuition. is like, take bus to tuition centre, sit down 10 minutes then dismiss. what for waste my bus fare? so i decided to go home... and i missed mi lu bing! grr. but never mind. saw alfred. SOUL rocks. they got first this week dude. hahas! but mi lu bing got last. mi lubing got 30 marks. while man tou got 31! wth. hope that today not mi lu bing out. i wish, i pray...
Saturday, June 24, 2006
just now finished watching the encore of SUPERBAND. qinghui and cerlyn were right man. sam from mi lu bing very cute. muahhaas. but i still think mi lu bing is like children. all small small size. very cute ones. and i support SOUL. yeah. alfred, who is renfred(campus superstar) brother very charming. hahas. love 'em! but too bad qinobe out liao.
my fever has subsided. thats great. but now i am stuck with all the homework. a maths. e maths. history. compre. book reviews. and higher mother tongue homework. argghs.
gonna start doing them now. hope that i will be able to attend school on monday. if not i gonna miss my friends.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
i am having a fever. god. headache, running nose. i am dying... plus, i have not finish doing my holiday homework. how can i finish them in such a condition?
yesterday guides. qinghui, huihui, alicia, cerlyn and me formed the TEEN TITANS. lolls. i am cyborg. qinghui is beastboy. huihui is starfire. alicia is robin. and cerlyn is raven. hahas. we are the jokers larhs. fooling around.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
just happened to read this poem on the net. well, its very nice. so i post it up here.
When You Love Someone by Preppie
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong.
Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed.
You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt.
He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend.
One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame.
He thought the relationship was getting too serious, And that you had become a little too curious. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said were in the past.
You thought that you would marry him some day, But this time God wanted to get his way. You wanted things back how they were before, But you knew this couldn't happen anymore.
It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock, You heard the news and it wasn't a shock. You knew this was going to happen soon, As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.
Monday, June 19, 2006
rachel has gone to malaysia! oh well. will miss her definitely...
went for PL training today in school. well. quite a tiring one. actually we were supposed to be dismissed at 6.30pm. but iffah mam and kathy mam let us off early. all came except aline and cerlyn. they werent feeling well i guess. all 5 leaders(not including yisiew and jessica, as theyve got a course) had a talk with iffah mam, kathy mam, and siewhoon. we talked about leadership. hahas. and what we gonna be lee kuan yew number two. muahahas. and we talked about benevolent dictatorship. later we had drills. i kept doing horse kick. tired probably. its the very first time i had enjoyed drills, after being not-so-committed in guides this year.
well. after that me and huihui went whitesands. had macdonalds. and bubble tea. i saw yuxian! she just came back from clara's house. then huihui and me went to this fashion. nothing nice. hahas. my 'standard' is getting higher.
then after seeing huihui off to her number 88 bus, i took bus 3 to tuition centre. i was stinking after perspiring so much in guides. stayed there til 8.45pm i guess. now then reached home.
tomorrow is a free day. will have to try and complete ALL the holiday assignments. and yarhs! i forgot about the LEAD assignment which was dued on 17 june! shucks. but, never mind larhs. hahas.
one more thing. i saw khim(campus superstar) at whitesands with huihui! quite pretty though.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
i am really very sorry rachel... sorry for saying that i can go to sentosa with you, but in the end i backed out at the very last minute. but i didnt know that it needs parents signature. yes, i want to go to sentosa with you. but i really cannot make it. thus i thought of making use of the time to get my dad a great present for fathers day. he then said he do not want one...
i promise i will not promise anything beforehand in the future anymore, without making things clear.
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I knowYou better than my friends of many years.
The days I spent with you are like a tape. I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.
I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
reached home. finally. actually today i was supposed to go out with rachel to sentosa. then i backed out. sorry rachel. thus, i went out with my mum to have breakfast with my ah yi and maternal side's grandpa at bedok. while my brother went to the doc with my dad. the breakfast was meant to have a simple celebration. its my ah yi's birthday. and guess what, some guy sent flowers to her siias. muahahs.
then later, i went to help out at my mum's shop, since im already at bedok. and i stayed for the whole day. now then reach home. it was tiring though. but i think its worth it. because of someone.
hahas! and guess what. im not troubled about the fathers day present. my dad said that we dont have to buy a present for him. he just want us to treat him a good lunch. and thats it. i love my dad!
on my way home, walked pass cavana. saw "danny". it was already 10++pm, and he was still there. hahas. someone know that he work til so late, thus her heart ached like hell. but she forced up a brave front, and said he crazy. hahas. so fake. you know who you are larhs right...?
oh yarhs. and on the train, i saw xue er.
and today is one of the best days this year. i finally saw my prince. once again. after so long. good to see him smile back at me. and see his charming face. still remembering last year. hahas. miss that day alot. love you! my PRINCE CHARMING!
Friday, June 16, 2006
i am really having a big problem here... what should i get for my daddy as his father's day gift? i am feeling vexed over it. i dont know what my daddy wants. he always appear to be confident and kind. i really do not know what he needs and wants. i have asked so many people what they are getting for their dads. then is like... all OUT!
my mummy is sick. she got flu. and now, my brother is having fever too. hope that they will get well soon.
my cbox is finally back. i can use it once again. i miss cbox so much. hahas.
went to school for mock oral. qinghui de specs really broke. i really wonder how she make her way to school in the morning. if i were her, i would have 'died'. no specs, no secure. i will die man. my specs is my life. back to oral. it turned out okok larhs. can be improved. i guarentee.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
morning 11.30am like that fiona, yuxian, and clara came my house for project i. did some video editings... and watched The Pianist. they stayed til 4.20pm barhs. then i rushed out of home to meet valerie chua at tampines This Fashion.
we browsed for so long, and none caught our attention. then we went to century square's arcade. thought we did see adriano. but val chua suddenly remembered that adriano had went back to indonesia... hahas. but we still went larhs. we played Outrun 2. then House of the Dead 4. then the drum thingy. quite fun. and i kept winning valerie. muahahas!
later, we HOPPED to simei. saw a crowd at I.P. Zone. there was a sale! what would a lady do when there's a big sale going on?! SHOP!!! hahas. we ransacked the whole place. theres one design which caught our attention. its very nice. i really love the black one. but in the end i chose the white one. because i can share with my mummy marhs. muahahas. then val took the black one. its really very nice.
then we went eastpoint's This Fashion. theres a skirt. very nice. but if i buy, i would have been broke. so i decided to leave it there. sobbs. but never mind... hahas.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
great. my eyes are back to normal. just that they will hurt whenever i look down. just what i am doing now, while i am typing. in any case, i am happy enough to have my vision back. it was really scary to lose my vision. especially last night when i am chatting with val on msn. i need to strain so much, and face so near to the screen to see what she typed.
dont feel like playing water margin anymore. studies come first ya? although i dont think i will study anyway. hahas. i will try to study more larhs.
and yarhs, i am going to do my powerpoint slides for the project i. its going to take so much time off my back.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
the cbox is out for trouble. its irritating me and valerie chua. hahas. it just doesnt want to appear larhs. grr. so i changed to this. grabbed it from shi fu(kang xy) derhs. although i prefer cbox larhs... and i dont quite like this new one... but! i take care of shi fu's interest. hahas! so i will bear with it for now. until i can use my cbox.
12pm went library instead of mac for project. did finish the essay. now i am left with only the powerpoint. yuxian went to cavana for lunch. fiona and me accompanied her. hahas. and we found out that the cavana shuaii guy kept looking at yuxian! hahas! then yuxian very paiseh. oh yarhs. and we saw him use a broom shoo away a cat. quite funny. but i am angry at the same time. he go poke the cat siias. mad man. then whenever the cavana shuaii guy walk pass, we will "erh...?!" at yuxian. then kept signalling to yuxian that he was there. hahas.
oh yarhs, and we saw kunyuan, samuel that gang. didnt say hi. later, i rush home to change into my swimming costume. and went for a swim. reached there liao so many guys, they were talking real loudly. as if the God cannot hear them. grr. interrupted my emotions. after the swim, my vision bacame blur. even til now. i cannot seem to see a thing clearly. everything was blur. as if i didnt wear my specs. or maybe even worse. hope to get my eyes recover soon. will i get blind...?!
Monday, June 12, 2006
as usual. 12pm at second floor mac. did til 2pm only, then stop le. went library and we read magazines. found some with g-boys. yuxian and me were going gaga over them. yuxian like daniel, while i like kenneth. and ya, we some sort of "why you like that?!", "daniel better what!". hahas.
later. we saw a guy at cavana. he is going to be employed... hahas. saw his back view, yuxian and me felt that he PASSED. then we moved abit to the left, and we felt that he PASSED. hahas! quite decent looking. wear specs derhs. hahas. gonna see him tomorrow at cavana. muahahs!
and last night saw diyana. my loyang friend working at mac. it was about 10pm? i guess. then i found out from her that she work from 6pm to 11.pm. good to see her.
and yarhs, just now went for tuition. just then come back. missed SUPERBAND. haiis. supporting qinobe all the way!
Sunday, June 11, 2006
clara has gone to malacca. haiis. did project i with fiona and yuxian today. again, at mac second floor. saw sean, alvin they all. dont know them, so never say hi. nothing much happen larhs. later we went to cavana again. they eat i watch. feeling very full after eating the old chang kee curry puff which i smuggled into cavana.
later still need to go out for dinner. celebrating maternal side de ah gong's birthday cum ah yi's birthday. dont know what to wear.
tomorrow going out for the project i again. hahas! mac second floor, again.
i have grown to level 30! now saving silvers to buy a hero. i am getting more tired on playing water margin. but i just cannot seem to stop...
Saturday, June 10, 2006
try rapping this! hahas. got it from samuel lau teck wa de friendster. its real funny.
i like what i do. i do what i like. Why are you petrified, move aside. Cause when i'm inside, no-one will defy. So, Step aside. Cause i wanna Pang Sai.
[Composed by: Samuel Lau]
reached home finally. after dining out with yuxian and fiona at cavana. at first we were there at mac for project. i wasnt hungry at all. so i just had a cup of milo. later fiona said that she would be going to eat at cavana. i wasnt hungry at that point of time too. but i still went. you should know why. i ordered red roast chicken rice. and i guess you know why too. hahas! fiona ordered the same. then ya... yuxian, fiona and me started chatting. about bio stuffs. then change to the handsome cavana guy. hahas. yuxian seems to like him alot. oh yar, and i forgot to say:"the cute cavana guy is still not there." then i think the handsome guy know that we were talking about him. hahas. why is it always so obvious?! lolls. yu xian kept looking at him. then strangely, he will look back at us. hahas! is that what we call xin1 ling2 xiang1 tong1? hahas! then when he looked at us, yuxian will act blurr. hahas. very fake, but cute.
just now went to rachel's blog. her dream disgusted me. muahahs! i dont know.will i PS her because of old car?! i think i have asked myself that a dozen times before i posted this entry. and the answer is obvious. NO. then i read on... she, the murderer? are you sure. she doesnt even look like one. but ya, her description of the scene was scary. hope that she is feeling alright.
Friday, June 09, 2006
now chatting with nadzirah on msn. she is my girl too. xD realised that we haven gone out eith each other for so damn long. except that we saw each other sometimes. and it seemed that our PLACE is always that particular bus stop under nads block. hahas! love that bus stop. the bus stop where i alight after tuition. the bus stop which i take to tampines mall. the bus stop where i meet my girl. haiis. "im lovin it!"
just now got the superband advertisement. its about one of the bands called 'xia4 ri4 feng1'. their singing sucks though. but i can feel that they have put in alot of effort to make themself fit into this superband competition. but the more they do, the more they are OUT! and the shuaiiest guy in the band looks like someone i know... hmmms. really a look-a-like.
when then can go out with my GIRLS arhs?! nadzirah, vanessa, jin qi... i am waiting for you... DESPERATELY.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
its the second post of the day. went out with my dii dii just now. went swimming. then it started drizzling, again. then we stopped our swimming. haiis. not fun enough. then saw cerlyn at downtown east. she was meetin eileen i guess.
and just now went to rachel's blog. she dreamt of me dude. muahhas! xD and i simply love it. i cannot imagine myself as a woman in black though. but i am definitely happy to appear in rachel's dream.
today feel very lonely larhs. dont know why. going to go berserk. still remembered yesterday. the ice cream guy. muahas! i think i like shy guys. dont know. my taste changes everytime. it was such a far cry compared to last time. i previously love those MAD guys. hahas! who jokes around, and shout and scream that kind. but now, after the cavana guy... i am starting to like shy guy. and these shy guys are cavana and the ice cream guy! =)
went to school today for the oral preparation with mr khoo. found out that i have a big problem with my reading. and i am going for chinese o-level this year! shucks. i scared.
oh yarhs, just now went to whitesands with qinghui and shuiman after the oral thing. shuiman had mac, while qinghui and me just see her eat. i was really hungry then though. qinghui too. so we bought old chang kee. yumms. and yarhs, on our way back to school gate, whereby shuiman will be meetin yenny and huihui for project, we talked about our palms again. how many boyfriends larhs... when will you get married larhs... blahs blahs blahs.
nothing special today larhs. no SV card. no chocolate ice cream. at the worse of all. no CAVANA. sian arhs. on my way home, it started drizzling, and i was wet. and now i am here blogging. dont feel like getting the wet shirt out of my body. too lazy i guess. and now i am going for water margine again.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
early in the morning wake up after a dream. i totally forgot what is it about. but i just remembered cerlyn appearing in one of the scenes. lolls. dont know why got cerlyn. hahas! then wake up liao, played awhile of water margin, then go out to meet clara and yuxian for project i(history) at fiona's house. well. we watched pearl harbour. clara, yuxian and me were totally into the show. especially danny. muahhas! he was handsome. and we kept screaming and yelling over him.
after that we went home liao. we waited at the bus stop for bus 15, my ex-favourite number, but it turned out to be an unlucky one. we were waiting... and chatting. when suddenly, a strike of lightning flushed, and it hit the roof of the bus stop shelter. there was a spark and then smoke. it was very scary. yarhs. and i thought i was going to die again. wa lauu.
oh yarhs. and before we reached fiona's house, we took the wrong direction de bus 3. then while we came down to change bus, my sandals' de 'mouth' opened. haiis. unlucky. then i have to walk bare footed. then all thanks to fiona's mum, who glued it back for me.
and today i went to whitesands. and found out that the kah xian guy was gone. he said he will still be there today derhhs! never mind about that. i walked to cavana. and the cavana guy was not there too. so long never see him. almost forgot how he look like...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
went to school today. ele math book not up to mr ang's satisfaction. thats why. after that, went to whitesands. took bus. reach interchange. and on our(rachel and me) way to whitesands, we walked passed these two tall guys. they were on a roadshow... yarhs. and they got us. he introduced this SV card by the future-tel. okays. let me tell you guys about it... its something which you can use. like DUH! okayys... it allows you to call your loved ones only 3 cents per minute. yupps. good right? and both rachel and me bought a one dollar card. which allows us to call out for 30 mins. see?! 30 mins... just for 1 dollar?! good right?! and when you have used that 1 dollar up, you may top it up at AXS Payment Kiosks, ATM, etc... if you are interested, please go look for them at the linkway in between pasir ris interchange, and pasir ris mrt station. they are found beside EC House... and they said they will still be there tomorrow. so... grab them!
and one of them is called kah xian, 21. and the other one... almost 21. hahas! they are handsome... well... but now i am still devoted to my cavana. so... hahas! and that kah xian left us his contact number. saying that we can call him asking him about this SV card if we have problems... but, what for?! when he had already done all the activations on our phones... and still cracked some lame jokes. 'there, virus come in already.' or something like that.
then later, we went to century square. and watched X men 3. well. at first i hated this kind of hero hero stuffs. i think its bo liao. victory always goes to the 'GOOD' guys. then the 'BAD' guys will suffer miserable defeats. is always like that. just one word to describe: BORING. unlike Lord of the Rings. i simply love part one - three. and yarhs, back to X men 3. went to watch it with rachel. find it quite nice after all. even though i dont know who is this and who is that. but i find it a pity that scott (i thought he was called cyclops? got that term from my street fighter game) died early. and that jean... i dont think she is pretty. hahas! i dont know larhs. then why the wolverine and scott like her. haiis... but i must really say that her figure was superb. i want it too. hahas! i dont think the story of X men is nice. just like what i have said. GOOD guys win. BAD guys lose. and then K.O. i just like the computer effects... the bombings, the fire... and for some parts, i think they were funny. like at one of the scenes, wolverine hit a mutant whose hand will grow back after being sliced off. then he some sort of was astonished. then wolverine go kick that guy's dick. and said 'it will grow back too.' hahas! ya larhs, its not funny when i say it like that. go watch it.
then after that, rachel lost her wallet. it was found out only when we reached the mrt station. she was panicky, and unhappy. so we made our way back to century square. went to the toilet which we went. then went back to the lady at the counter. yupps. and rachel's new roxy wallet was there. she was lucky enough to have it back. if not her money will be gone... it was like, PHEW.
and umms... today heard quite alot from rachel. about our class... then what jealous thing what what what. mmms. i dont know how to change it though. but i must say that i am really not as good as you think. really! but i will try to change it. sorry to upset anyone of you or something. sorry.
Monday, June 05, 2006
arhs! guess what. the SAMSUNG i talked about... his name was actually shamsul. okays. it was something that khai kept stressing on. hahas! but calling him samsung makes him special marhs...
today went out with fiona early in the morning. go bugis walk walk. then meet clara and yuxian for history's project i. went to library to look for resources. chatted alot there instead to researching. girls' talk larhs... talk about how many boyfriends we have by looking at the palm... and fiona has the most. lolls! she got four! while i only got two. never mind. and we talked about yuxian's stead... she broke with him today. which i think is a waste. he is such a nice guy. but well... its their relationship after all. not mine. so i cant interfere...
nothing much happened today larhs. just that i have eaten alot. muahhas!
Sunday, June 04, 2006
its family day again today. went to starhub centre to eat japanese food. omg. it rocks from head to toe. a reasonable price... and food is fresh. eat til now i very full.
on our way home, i brought my daddy and didi to cavana(whitesands) to see the cute guy. but he not there lerhs. instead, got a new guy... muaahhhas. stylo milo. he very shuaii, but like idling around, nothing to do. then kana scolded by his supervisor. hahas! but i really still prefer the cute one which val chua like.
needa chiong water margin liao. my didi now so pro. must win him...
Saturday, June 03, 2006
bintan bintan bintan! arhhs! i hate it. so many mosquitoes and flies and lizards and bees. the weather was hot. then will suddenly rain too. then the activity will stop. sian arhs. the food was average. what i really like most about this loola trip was our trainer, and his name is SAMSUNG. muahhas! and so we are NOKIA, SONY ERICSSON and MOTOROLA. hahas. he very handsome, and sporty. and most importantly, he is a great gentleman. and sylvia loves him so much. hahas! i also like him too. especially after seeing him in his red shirt on the second day. looks really like a gentleman. and that he hurt his legs after playing some soccer, we were all so worried for him. he hopped and hopped. so ke lian. we all heartpain siias. he real shuaii.
first day did kayaking. hahas. i love the water. it was warm. muahhas. after that got archery! yeah! i was the one and only person sho managed to shoot the middle yellow lerhs! i am so proud. hehhs! then second day did boomnetting. it rocks man! i felt as if i am going to jumping off some cliffs or something. like commit suicide. really. i swear i wouldnt want to die. i scared. a while later, we took the speedboat to a small island. sat there awhile and chatted. then we decided to swim back to the ship(with our boomnet). but cos qinghui is a poor swimmer, so i said i will save her, and called her not to worry. and she trusted me, so karina, qinghui, huihui, sihui, shuiman and me went. we held our hands tightly together. then suddenly we came to a deep floor. even me, the tallest among all, cant reach the sea floor. i started to panick. qinghui(on my left) and shuiman(on my right) also struggled to keep their heads out of water. i paid more attention to qinghui. i helped pushing her up, out of the water, whereby i will be under water. i was really scared. but i really want to save qinghui. i couldnt breathe. i was scared. when i really couldnt stand it anymore, i started pulling qinghui into the water. then we both struggled like dogs. i really thought i am going to die. but later, with the help of others, we were saved. i think the most steady one among us was karina. wa kaox. i call her help me by pulling my hand, she just looked at me, as if i was tricking her. wth. but later she grabbed me larhs. if not i die there at bintan liao. it was scary larhs! after that was flying fox which i didnt try. arhs! i regretted it now. rejected doing it at first because i think i too fat. so dont dare go. but i really regretted it now. later, we got bbq and campfire. that one was boring. we were there to feed the mozzies. but SAMSUNG was amazingly attractive that night. muahhahas.
then at night, sylvia, eileen that gang, with qinghui and huihui went to the open place where SAMSUNG slept and they chatted. i didnt go. cos i prefer to be quieter at night... thats why i am disgusted with the night clubs and pubs. yarhs. and they chatted til very loud. me and karina, with the other 3 sec ones were chatting with miss irene lee. hahas. we chatted about school, about pai kias, chio bus and so on... then later she taught me home econs. hahas! what gelatinisation, porridge, milk, vitamins...
third day we did rock climbing. i took the left one, which was harder, but i managed to reach the top. yeah... hahas! oh yarhs! and we collected a lot of seashells for shuiman. but she very fussy over them. only choosed some to bring back. lolls. waste my effort... later, npcc came. we had lunch. then we left with our belongings to shopping centre to shop. omg. the shopping centre was very empty. nothing much to buy. so just bought some titbits, sweets. hahas.
think thats all barhs. i am just missing the stars and moon over there. there were numerous bright stars. so dazzling and glamorous. not like singapore. so sucky. and i like the people over there. they were so friendly. unlike singapore. singaporeans, including me, are selfish and proud. maybe because of the stress we face as we live in cities. but i just dont like singaporeans. they were so much better than us...
and besides the stars, i miss SAMSUNG and JASRI... yeah! xD