smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
hey leekeat,
there's an oasis of serenity somewhere amid the chaos.... ♥
there's an oasis of serenity somewhere amid the chaos.... ♥
did i just miss my chance of seeing B2ST? *rolls eyes*
leekeat, grow up, grow up. get over it.
you are already nineteen. *jaw drops*
still love doojoon & junhyung though.
*smiles*
leekeat, grow up, grow up. get over it.
you are already nineteen. *jaw drops*
still love doojoon & junhyung though.
*smiles*
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
^ my apologies to Canon in D,
but i think i would like to have this as my wedding song instead.
没有错, it's none other than Oasis(Instrumental).
♥♥♥
but i think i would like to have this as my wedding song instead.
没有错, it's none other than Oasis(Instrumental).
♥♥♥
it's mid years next week already. if you ask me whether i have used my holidays wisely, i would reply you with "not really". on the whole, i didnt study enough for an A; i didnt sleep well enough to have a healthy and calm brain for me to reach a B; i didnt practise my essay writing skills well enough for a C; and worst of the worst, despite not doing much, i didnt even play well enough. totally deprived i realise.
omg, im not believing that holidays is ending this soon. :(
im not self-sympathising or anything. im just reflecting. btw im hating people coming up to me and telling me that he/she is going to be a goner for midyears & other stuffs. im so sick of comforting people. i can encourage you, but definitely not comfort you. 'cos im not abit sympathised. i feel extremely awkward trying to do it. i will comfort when my sympathy really steps in. im a human afterall...
you, you, you and you. what does it make me? i mean, im already in a bad shape myself. so, dont expect a reply from me...
[ this is practically the reason why i say "我是坏人". i wasn't like this anytime before. ='( ]
Jiggy makes me feel happier and lighter, anytime anywhere; Oasis is a totally amazing song, which makes me feel sadder when i'm down, happier when im over the moon, safer when im totally stressed out.
^ totally love the rapping part by Junhyung!
his 大舌头 makes him so cute.
his 大舌头 makes him so cute.
Oh lonely night, it’s an endless and stuffy dark night
Those are the days when I cried alone during the dark nights
In lieu of the people
who would only hurt my callow heart (thanks a lot)
and my heart was having a draught
But that’s okay you make a way
The person who will be always guiding me is you, you you you
The only reason of living only you
Within my desert you are my Oasis, the sweetest chocolate
Those are the days when I cried alone during the dark nights
In lieu of the people
who would only hurt my callow heart (thanks a lot)
and my heart was having a draught
But that’s okay you make a way
The person who will be always guiding me is you, you you you
The only reason of living only you
Within my desert you are my Oasis, the sweetest chocolate
Thursday, June 17, 2010
14june2010: finally, out with the lovelies. ♥
^ ps/ sorry yumin for not being free on the actual day of your birthday.and so sorry for being late with the wishes.
nevertheless, i love ya Kyuhmin(?)! ♥
stay happy, my little chipmunk!
- yours truly, O-KAY (Onew + elleKAY)
^ ps/ hey lovely qianhui, i love ya too! ♥stay cheerful like always and woo-laa-laa, stay sexy! :D
no more standing baby hair, gong xi gong xi~ lol.
^ argh, til then my lovely ladies. :(before meeting up with the girls above: cycling and bathing in rain at east coast park with leon, shuhui, and kailing.
没有错! LEON IS BACK! ♥
15june2010: it's time for farewell once again. kns.
天下无不散之筵席, wu ching long leon, take care kay. =')
^ the JOKER. ♥TIME FOR BED! ANNYEONG!
Sunday, June 13, 2010
it's a brand new day with brand new goals!my goal today is to finish off revision for 4 chapters of maths.
then i foresee myself watching SAFEGUARDS at 7.30pm! :)
it is true that my state of mind right now is as depicted.(that's a photo of yoseob btw!)
but i dont careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
FIGHTING! ♥
so very frustrating. these two pictures took me 45mins to upload into blogger. pfft.
Friday, June 11, 2010
time check: 3:47amam doing the stuffs for chemistry which kathy mam wanted me to do. it's for my own good though. lol, but it's seriously taking me forever... i'm so 累了. :(
kathy mam, got 感动 not... haha.
anyway, im online for a quick break. for BEAST. :D
^ this photo of BEAST totally made my night!junhyung junhyung junhyung junhyung junhyung.
junhyung so shuai can. ♥
[junhyung = top right fyi]
sigh, my friend is having alot of problems now. yes i sympathise her, i lend her my ears, and i give her my honest opinions. but i am pretty sure that she is relying too much on me. what happens when im officially on hiatus for Alevels?
and she is expecting too much from me. i need my own time for my own stuffs, and for my studies, not talking on the phone or smsing...
mama, what should i do?
feeling better now.
shall get back to chemistry! then i can scrape that irritating thing off my to-do list.
FIGHTING! ♥
Monday, June 07, 2010
i have trouble breathing well for the past weeks. my breathing is short. and it seems as though there isnt enough oxygen for me to take in. i wonder what's wrong. especially while im studying. you can see me gasping for air literally. im pretty scared though. lol. hope it's not asthma or anything...and so! BEAST will still come to singapore... argh. whatever man. in fact my greatest wish is only to see them sing OASIS live right in front of my eyes. but never mind, it's okay. it's the same on youtube... yeah right. you know how influential/motivational that song is to me right? :(
speaking of which! youtube suspended my account! @#&*($^#ABCD&^%78$#~!! i didnt even do anything! in fact google suspended my blogger too, but they managed to recover it after my report. but youtube is as though it has no intention to recover my account. zzz. all my precious 'favourites' and 'subscriptions'... my shinee & big bang & dbsk & ukiss & beast... :(
anyway, 04june, elicia, zhiwei, valerie and me actually planned to visit TABOO. at 10pm when it was finally open for business, we totally freaked out and decided to hail a cab and go to TIMBRE instead. LOL! so much for all the research and wait... haha. argh, im kinda regretful now though. haha, next time then, buahahaa.
^ ahhaa, i know im totally under-dressed for TABOO.but aiyah, i had tuition right before that what taoyan~
so ma fan. LOL.
anyway, i dont like the taste of alcohol now. i never did though, but im more anti-alcohol now as compared to last time. the taste makes me want to push it away and order some orange juice...05june! went to the new scape building with valerie for some shopping at the flea market. the trip wasnt very rewarding, maybe because we reached there pretty late i guess. i dont know. i still wanna go again next time! :D
"I'm the joker, did you hear my name?"
yup, ily joker. ♥
Thursday, June 03, 2010
yup, this picture of yoseob pretty much sums up whatever i want to blog about right now.june holidays has just started but i keep having the feeling that it's going to end like tomorrow.
which means, not much time left for midyears, prelims, and ultimately, Alevels.
=O
^ our doodles during history lecture.those were jianing's, followed by mine, then jieying's and lastly xinyi's.
i detest this chapter of international history btw. lol.
and i think you can guess how much the other girls detest it too. haha.
When you found out that I ran away
Were you disappointed
I had courage to come back because you were there
You’re the one always in my heart
I believe dream for you and me
You are the long waited rain in my draughty day.
You soaked my heart and gave me courage
You make me fly and smile again
Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently,
just like a rainbow after a shower
I wanna make a love
- Beast's Oasis ♫
Were you disappointed
I had courage to come back because you were there
You’re the one always in my heart
I believe dream for you and me
You are the long waited rain in my draughty day.
You soaked my heart and gave me courage
You make me fly and smile again
Coming into my arms and giving happiness silently,
just like a rainbow after a shower
I wanna make a love
- Beast's Oasis ♫
okay, back to being a good girl.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
