it was MILU BING's gathering once again, after so damn long. 我們都長大了... ='D
5years ago, i was still a kid; 5years ago, they were fighting so hard for their dreams & finally achieved their fame.
now... we are all living our lives, the aftermath of 非常SUPERBAND.
to be honest, i miss those crazy times. i was happy. other than knowing MLB themselves, i am so glad that i have made a few good buddies who became so important in my life.
these special people hear me out whenever im feeling low, and share my joy whenever im feeling high. basically people who accepts who i am.
although i have also lost contact with other few special people whom i have shared precious memories with, i am not particularly sad about the losses, just gladness that i have those memories to keep. sometimes i miss them so much. lol, but i dont know what to do. *shrugs*

anyway, to those whom may have left, and to those who are still by my side:
I LOVE YOU, &THANK YOU.
and, THANK YOU 迷路兵! ❤

do you know how much this song meant to me?
*smiles* you have no idea..... :)

and do you know when will i purposely listen to this song?
when im extremely happy or when im extremely sad.
this time round, it has got to be.........

i tell you, i can pay attention in all lectures except for economics. tell me how, tell me how. sweets cant keep me alive either. that lecturer is like singing a lullaby. and it's the time i fangirl. lol, seriously. smartphones ftw.

got my pay like 2days ago. am treating my family plus my ah ma to lunch tomorrow at some restaurant! i dont know what the name of the restaurant is, and even if i asked my mummy, i wont know what it is either, so i shall save my breath. HAHA. the joy of earning your own money, and treating your family to something good is totally awesome. it's like... another step towards being older growing up. :)

school is okay. especially with huipin & tselin & peiyu around. makes me feel so much safer, since im still not familiar with that place. school isnt big at all, but i just, dont know my way. lol.

yesterday was an awesome day with my family at resort world, when every other girls were queuing for SHINee's concert. i wished i was there too. 'cos Onew is like the most ideal guy i would ever dream of. but haha, let's be super duper extremely realistic. so what if i really see him. so i saved up that 200bucks & time to be with my family members instead! :D

xinyi went for Shinee's concert since she had the chance, and i cant believe that she fell asleep. *roll eyes* that woman is seriously... idk what to say. she still had the face to boast it to me when she was back. LOL. THAT WOMAN! *sigh* if i was there, i wont even let my eyes shut for even a second. seriously, how can i...?! i think blinking would even be a waste of time. haha.

im sick. i think i have turned into a vacuum cleaner. sucking every food that i see in sight. and i have weird cravings for carbs. i craved for bread, fries, potato, biscuit, rice, noodles, nuts and BABOOOOOM! the weighing machine is justifying it right, just not the justification i needed... D'=
i thought the cravings were so bad that i decided to get something that might satisfy it but not put extra pressure on my weighing machine so much. who knows one fine day i might take out a hammer and smash it into bits and pieces. LOL. this cereal was on offer which caught my attention. *winks* and wo de tian, it's super yummy to my surprise. die liao lor, 完蛋. haha.

im doing this because i simply dont see what's shown in the picture below:
because why...? because this is what the society cannot accept. fat = sin. not that i want to conform, but this is the norm. there are people trying to make a difference but i dont think it's ever enough to change the mindset of the society.
thin is always labeled as beautiful, while fat is being labeled as ugly. this is such a sad fact. what's even sadder is that im also one of the many trying to be thin, thinking that thin = beautiful. when can i ever be happy with my own body?

http://beauty-in-life.tumblr.com/

i love this tumblr. i hope everyone can be beautiful, as in being confident about themselves. including you, leekeat, YOU.

it's monday once again tomorrow. time flies faster than my heart can handle.

had a power nap and now im ready to study. full shift tomorrow, fighting! :)

i super like this photo above. 'cos my ah ma looks so cute. HAHA, sorry. i actually tried taking pictures being beside her a few times and every single time she would turn and look at me. super funny!

anyway, they are my beloved family members who stood by me whenever im down dead and needed power to be alive. i couldnt have asked for more, although i may have grievances sometimes. im a human afterall right... haha.
but nevertheless, 我愛你們.



this is the smile that i fell in love with. ONEW FTW.

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ellekay.
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