smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
finally got an MC! after enduring for 5days. and yup, am feeling better already. :)went to the zoo the previous saturday for some service learning, where we walked around the zoo with some disabled people. everything was pretty fine and exciting until i start to realise what kind of person my beneficiary is like...
he touched my thighs and my butt and he kept leaning on my shoulders to smell me. *shivers*
he may be disabled, and probably a little mentally, i dont know. and he touched jianing's butt too!
gosh. talk about it no more. kinda disgusts me.
but overall, it was quite an educational trip cos i finally see an EMU. i swear didnt know what it was. haha!
^ this is billy! he is such a happy person. :Dmy 2nd beneficiary, after having the previous one swopped with taisoon.
thank goodness.
^ some vandalism on one of the tables in school.interesting huh! i think NYJCians are creative.
although i dont quite understand the last statement. lol.
have to get well by tonight! 'cos buffet tomorrow with biz club, and cool event on saturday! ♥
Friday, April 23, 2010
it's the weekends once again. time's flying. and i know that very soon, i will be sitting for my major examinations. am not ready, but am in the midst of doing so already. trying to gear myself to the "correct" path, and maintain it that way...hope it lasts, haha!
^ am in love with jocelyn's kuku ('cos its not digital and works on film haha) but pretty camera!such a pretty white, my favourite, i like! ♥
^ BIZ CLUB! finally am stepping down. handed over my position as a MEMBER of biz club to the juniors.
and hence, am finally free on wednesdays, and it means... more time for school work.
=O
^ yiling in her friend's yukata for 'get high!".
^ BEAST!and there is tsunomon on the extreme right. ♥
^ dancepartner jiajin is entering NS soon - have fun in NS! :Dbuddy matthew's birthday today - happy birthday buddy! and, have fun in NS too! lol. :D
had sore throat, then headache, then cough, and now flu. i know my health is deteriorating day by day. but school is a little more than fun to be missed (excluding the studying and exams part of course). heh, gossip girls...
all right, shall do some housework and grab a nap before i die. lol.
zoo tomorrow for service learning!
byebye!
Saturday, April 17, 2010
im blogging less frequently now. but that doesnt really matter. at this point of time, one of my top priorities is to sleep. and my body is gearing me towards my bed now. lol. *yawns*0934 has 100% aces for Project Work! impressive or not, tell me. :D
am utterly disppointed with my integration test once again. i know i hate integration to the core but that should not be my excuse for scoring poorly.
i shall reflect on myself tonight, while staring at BEAST. haha.
^ talking about BEAST, so this is the BEAST i was talking about.my first poster in my room after ENERGY's, which was 6 years ago i think.
Dawn gave this poster to me, haha, thanks girl! ♥
oh and by the way, my dad was super shocked upon seeing it and he exclaimed:
"做么连老鼠也要画 eyeliner?" which implies that BEAST looks like mice.
=.=
oh daddy... pfft. lol.
^ i need alot of motivation lately.especially for the econs test on friday.
[which turned out pretty bad. zzz. but i did my best.]
aha! and here comes ONEW in my planner. :D
and of course dawn's quote, winston churchill's quote, xinyi's encouraging message and B2ST's photo.
*laughs like spongebob*
^1st MAY!WE ARE COMING! ♥
if you wanna know the truth, i will tell you the truth, and nothing else but the truth:
i am scared of you. really. kind of, little by little...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
^ for me.and you and you and you.
♥♥♥
expectations, criticisms, humiliation, competitions, grades, studying, tuition, school, 'bright' future, hard work, stress, pressure, hypocrisy, comparisons, examinations, teachers, Alevels, education, tears, worries, burden, heart aches, headaches, weariness, dissatisfaction, displeasure, fatigue, depression, suspicion, misunderstandings, insecurities, labeling, naming, mocked, demoralised, disheartened, confusion, failure, constraints, smoked, spurious, pretence ...whatever these are for. i dont want them.
i just wanna be happy.
like a kid. like yoo geun.
长长的路上 我想我们是朋友 如果有期待 我想最好是不说
你总是微笑的你 总是不开口 世界被你 掌握
月亮绕地球 地球绕着太阳走 我以为世界是座 宁静的宇宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过 在预言着什么
在无声之中你拉起了我的手 我怎么感觉整个黑夜 在震动
耳朵里我听到了 心跳的节奏 星星在闪烁 你(会)怎么说
你心中一定有座 浓雾的湖泊 任凭月光再皎洁 照也照不透
你眼中闪烁湖面 无边的温柔 那波光在 诱惑
你已经有他就不应该 再有我 世界的纯真此刻为你 有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻 放开你的手 我却没有力气 这么做
你总是微笑的你 总是不开口 世界被你 掌握
月亮绕地球 地球绕着太阳走 我以为世界是座 宁静的宇宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过 在预言着什么
在无声之中你拉起了我的手 我怎么感觉整个黑夜 在震动
耳朵里我听到了 心跳的节奏 星星在闪烁 你(会)怎么说
你心中一定有座 浓雾的湖泊 任凭月光再皎洁 照也照不透
你眼中闪烁湖面 无边的温柔 那波光在 诱惑
你已经有他就不应该 再有我 世界的纯真此刻为你 有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻 放开你的手 我却没有力气 这么做
- 五月天 <纯真>
Friday, April 09, 2010
you wont believe how deprived i am from kpop. just last night, i dreamt of BIG BANG's full length DIRTY CASH music video. lol. i would have been a happier person today if i have dreamt about SHINee or Beast or DBSK. heh~and today, during our GP common test, i chose to write on "Celebrities have nothing to be envied. DYA." and guess what, all my kpop knowledge was being dumped in there. i got very much agitated when i came to the factor of celebrities having to face harsh criticisms. i talked about U-KISS being criticised as lesbians by that DJ MO from Philippines duh. argh, super agitated for that one and a half hour. haha.
but my essay ended up as though i am venting my frustration on my blog. i guess im a goner this time round. :(
^ happy international friendship day! (taken on 07april2010)thank you J1s from Biz Club for this balloon which jianing named it "the retard".
and thank you yiling for the white heart balloon (in the background) too.
♥
^ so yesterday was stanley's birthday!but we celebrated it only today...
anyway, another 19-year-old in the class now.
HAHA! ;D
happy birthday 大弟!
^ and yesterday was SHINee's Jonghyun's birthday too.
have been keeping this .gif of him in my photobucket since... i dont know when.
haha. sigh, i wanna watch HELLO BABY!
yes. after Alevels, after Alevels...
(psycho-ing)
^ xinyi's tutorials are full of "shit".she never fails to make me laugh hard every morning during SEA tutorials.
especially so when im physically in class but mentally in some faraway dreamland...
^ this picture of Yoseob totally cheered me up.it makes me wanna do integration. LOL.
but i think i need to catch back some much needed sleep first.
school's draining me out every single minute.
so BYE! ♥
but i think i need to catch back some much needed sleep first.
school's draining me out every single minute.
so BYE! ♥
i hate it when i know i have put in effort and yet the results i get are not satisfactory, or even way below satisfaction.
it makes me want to give up EVERYTIME.
我不喜欢这样!
Sunday, April 04, 2010
finally visited TeoHeng yesterday with vanessa, nadzirah and jin qi. andand, it wasnt too bad. they have most of the songs that i wanted, but zzz, no have MBLAQ's... lol.i wanna thank yumin zaizai who accompanied me on sms while i was waiting for my friends. 谢谢 love...
okay, i'd better make this post quick. havent touched any work. and omg, i hate to say this every week. but procrastination is seriously acting up on me once again. 我不要! D';
^ my primary school friends!♥♥♥
^ i wonder why i look uber sickly in these photos... i had a great sleep what... :(
^ SO BEAST! ♥
^ i just fell in love distorting my face via photobucket.its pretty amazing, lol.
and i distorted the doll on my necklace too, whom i named him little doojoon.
heh, he is my favourite accessory since the start of 2010...
[little doojoon was in fact a keychain from ling. LOL. sorry for detaching it though.]
as for friday, i spent my time with dawn, jianing, xinyee, and gladys! ;D
^ the day which im currently looking forward to other than june holidays. HAHA.ZUNO SHOWCASE 2010!
^ my brother is kind of a crazy brat,he topped HaiSing for Emaths in Olevels 2009!
pro or not you say... im just jealous. lol.
but he'd better work doubly hard in MJC or else...
hmph.
sigh, its sunday already! i still want more holidays. ;'(
international history test tomorrow and integration test on wednesday... 我不喜欢, but still, back to work. buhbye.
PS. LEON WU WILL BE BACK FROM HK DURING JUNE! ;D
"i know it aint easy but that's okay, you make a way~ ♫" -BEAST's OASIS
HERE COMES ANOTHER IMMATURE PERSON ON THE NET.
IF YOU WANT PEOPLE TO ACCEPT YOUR OPINION IN SAYING THAT U-KISS LOOKS GAY,
(YOU EVEN SAY THEY LOOK LIKE LESBIANS, WTF!)
DO ACCEPT OUR OPINIONS THAT THEY DONT LOOK LIKE GAYS NOR LESBIANS.
STOP CALLING US 12-YEAR-OLDS 'COS YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU LOOK LIKE YOU ARE IN YOUR NINTIES, GET IT?
EVEN U-KISS' PARENTS FOUND THIS OUT AND DEMAND AN APOLOGY.
AFTER CREATING A WAR AND SUCH A STUPID PIECE OF MESS,
CANT YOU JUST SAY A SIMPLE SORRY, YOU DUMBASS.
LOW INTELLECTUALS LIKE YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO THE PHILIPPINES.
WANT US TO ACCEPT YOUR OPINIONS AND INSULTS TO U-KISS?
ACCEPT OUR INSULTS TOO THEN.
LET'S SEE HOW LONG YOU CAN STAND THE HUMILIATION AND "POPULARITY".
U-KISS DOESNT DESERVE SUCH AN INSULT FROM YOU, YOU ASS!
*KICKS THE WALL AND CRIES DAMN LOUDLY*
YOU CALL YOURSELF MR. BRIGHTSIDE? HOW ABOUT YOU CHANGE IT TO MR. BACKSIDE. SOUNDS BETTER ON YOU.
ACCEPT MY OPINIONS YO.
WTS. TMD.
http://www.motwister.com/blog/2010/4/4/korean-pop-group-ukiss-and-their-fans-are-upset.html?currentPage=23#comments
starts chanting what jianing taught dawn and me:"I will ignore low intellectual people because they will fall and die."
IF YOU WANT PEOPLE TO ACCEPT YOUR OPINION IN SAYING THAT U-KISS LOOKS GAY,
(YOU EVEN SAY THEY LOOK LIKE LESBIANS, WTF!)
DO ACCEPT OUR OPINIONS THAT THEY DONT LOOK LIKE GAYS NOR LESBIANS.
STOP CALLING US 12-YEAR-OLDS 'COS YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU LOOK LIKE YOU ARE IN YOUR NINTIES, GET IT?
EVEN U-KISS' PARENTS FOUND THIS OUT AND DEMAND AN APOLOGY.
AFTER CREATING A WAR AND SUCH A STUPID PIECE OF MESS,
CANT YOU JUST SAY A SIMPLE SORRY, YOU DUMBASS.
LOW INTELLECTUALS LIKE YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO THE PHILIPPINES.
WANT US TO ACCEPT YOUR OPINIONS AND INSULTS TO U-KISS?
ACCEPT OUR INSULTS TOO THEN.
LET'S SEE HOW LONG YOU CAN STAND THE HUMILIATION AND "POPULARITY".
U-KISS DOESNT DESERVE SUCH AN INSULT FROM YOU, YOU ASS!
*KICKS THE WALL AND CRIES DAMN LOUDLY*
YOU CALL YOURSELF MR. BRIGHTSIDE? HOW ABOUT YOU CHANGE IT TO MR. BACKSIDE. SOUNDS BETTER ON YOU.
ACCEPT MY OPINIONS YO.
WTS. TMD.
http://www.motwister.com/blog/2010/4/4/korean-pop-group-ukiss-and-their-fans-are-upset.html?currentPage=23#comments
starts chanting what jianing taught dawn and me:"I will ignore low intellectual people because they will fall and die."
