i really really really shouldnt be here. but there's a force acting on me. making me type these words. HAHA. coscos.... this is really really really important...

today is young zhiwei's sweet sixteen!
[isnt this important enough?! HAHA!]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIWEI~! :]

hmms. and i almost forgot. tomorrow is shunxiong's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUN BEAR BEAR!

its hiatus time!
hiatus, hiatus, hiatus, HIATUS!

all the best to everyone~
Olevels will soon be over! :]

history was... phew~ HAHA. all that i have prepared came out. JAPAN came out. CHINA came out. GORBACHEV came out. butbut, i didnt manage to do a 6mark SBQ. hope that doesnt kill me...

i guess this year's Olevels would be a very tough one. cos of the moderations they are going to make. it would be a close fight for everyone... i think cos of this stupid moderation, i will be losing alot of my As. butbut, thats Os... SIGH!

monday! 29october2007. three papers in one day. english p1, english p2, emaths p1. it would be a tiring day~ ohoh, what else. 29october, 8pm, channel u. [校花校草追赶跑/hey! gorgeous] got milu bing! :]

i am going to get an A for my english! cos... i dont want to include my hmt as my L1. off for more practices! all the best everyone!

ohoh. andand, our ez-links! :]

and FINALLY, i can post. blogger keeps logging me out! when i desperately need a place to pour out my worries. =.=

okay. andand, im really getting VERY nervous. taking history paper later. prepared 6 out of the 10 chapters. and only one chapter on germany. this is so gross. i am so damn worried that those chapters that i didnt study for would come out for Os, just like it did for prelims. grahh~ please please please... CHINA, come out! POLICY OF APPEASEMENT, come out! GORBACHEV, come out! JAPAN, come out! as for the others.... please, dont come near me.

sigh~ guess every historians are as nervous as me...

okok. back to revision. i think i am going to faint soon. from nervous-ness, from shock, from fatigue, whatever.

"baby想给你爱的鼓励
在你需要的时候
加油打气
baby想给你爱的鼓励
雨后还能有彩虹
别放弃"

1. The person who tagged you was :
there's TWO! elicia and zhiwei!

2. Your relationship with him/her is? :
we three are the so-called "storytellers"...
andand, elicia is my lucky star! :]

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her? :
for elicia, she is keipo(not till THAT extent), confident, sociable, happy all the time, and noisy!
for zhiwei.. she is friendly, looks emo(that was my FIRST impression of her. haha!), looks blur(but she is actually very smart!), a pretty girl-next-door, and brave('cos she pierced her ears without saying "ouch~")

4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you? :
hmms. same for both of them. listen to my stories... :]

5. Most memorable words he/she has said to you? :
for elicia, it would be: "leekeat, 你今天很奇怪."
for zhiwei... hmmm. i dont know. HAHA.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will? :
hurh~
dont think that will ever happen.
i am very straight. :]

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?:
let me repeat.
I AM STRAIGHT.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? :
oh please, some one up there...
dont let it ever happen to me, and both zhiwei and elicia!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? :
for elicia, i dont know~
butbut, for zhiwei, the reason would be that i support mao zedong while she supports chiang kai-shek(or vice versa)!

10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be? :
help both elicia and zhiwei with... *coughs* *coughs*

11. Overall impression of him/her? :
elicia is cheerful.
zhiwei is very friendly.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
HAHAHAH!
i dont know~

13. A character trait you love about yourself? :
shall we skip this question?
cos i will take a whole lifetime to answer it.

14. A character trait you hate about yourself? :
i think i am not observant and sensitive enough.

15. Person you want to be? :
no one.
i want to be ME! :]

16. Say something to the people who care for you!:
HAHAHHA!
is there really someone out there who cares for me in the first place?
LOL!
butbut, if there is, i will say:"I LOVE YOU!" and give him/her a big hug. :]

17. 10 ppl who u want to pass this quiz to...
hmm. i dont want to pass. guess everyone's pretty packed now.

ADIOS! [learned from nuts!]

eleven more to go!

oh wells~ i shall let myself off this once. HAHA. since there's no paper tomorrow. now i know... i seriously cannot live without my computer.

there's so so so many things i want to blog about. butbut~ i guess i shall keep part of it in my heart for the time being. till i want to release them out, some day... ...

last friday, yaoguo got nominated by miss irene lee to get the something something HAI-STAR INDEPENDENCE AWARD. its another lame thing lah. butbut~ my didi got it. guess he is really doing well in ncc. he received the badge infront of the whole school hao bu hao~ :] too bad the whole sec four level wasnt present. if not i would have been promoting my brother infront of everyone. HAHA. he is such a smart alec. but i guess his end of year is a disaster. so many bridgings...

nextnext. on my second day of add. maths paper, saw mr das outside school while waiting for rachel. he said:"all the best! if i can get an A2, you can definitely get an A1!" hahahha. that definitely boost my confidence right to the top. butbut, i doubt i can get an A1 for add. maths. it would be ridiculous! from a F9, to A1... haha. i am contented with a C5. :]

chemistry was... all right. at least i know i havent wasted kathy mam's time, and my time. screwed up my prac... wont let the other papers ruin my overall for science...

music has been a great friend. a world without music is meaningless, isnt it!? have been blasting music into my ears while doing revision. dont ask why, but i can study better. really alot better. guess what! it helped me a zillion times for my add maths! i can do everything(except for relative velocity)! i can do differentiation, i can do integration, i can do binomial, andand i can do trigometry with no careless mistakes. hahahha! they have been my "problems" ever since i was being introduced to them. thank god i have music.

there was initially just two songs in my playlist. 林俊杰's BABY BABY, and 王力宏's 爱的鼓励. now i have added another one. 李玖哲's 想太多. three songs to keep me alive for these three weeks of misery!

i have been missing so many episodes of ANIMAL NIGHT! and i am not going to miss it today. thank goodness i dont take geography. HAHA. gotta go!

pictures taken last friday on shihui's bbq! koped from shihui!

first picture: M.E.S.S.! andand second picture: leekeat + minhui + sheena!



dont doubt. its the 26th time today! :]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOI SHIHUI~!

its our second year celebrating your birthday. hope this goes on and on and on till forever, okay!?
stay happy, stay pretty!
M.E.S.S.!

went to shihui's bbq+birthday party at sembawang. it was a long ride with minhui...
when i reached the pit, the first thing meikian said was "ELLEKAY! i saw ANDY leh!" hahahha. that was such an old joke le... HAHA. fond memories~
basically M.E.S.S. were present. pinky, minhui and R.I. girls too. had alot of fun. and i ate alot.

after tonight, i am going on hiatus, as promised. i wonder how dead my blog would become. yawns~ but anyways, i have thought about it. resuming my usage of computer only on 06november is definitely a NO-NO. i am so going to die. and i am not going to let myself suffer so much... therefore... i will come online only on fridays, saturdays, and sunday mornings. this would only be temporary of course. everything would be back to normal on 06november 2007...

luckily i still have my Samsung SGH-D900... :]

周杰伦 - 牛仔很忙
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34w62BOmbXM

additional maths is disgusting.
i cannot do relative velocity;
i cannot remember trigo's idenitities, complimentary angles, negative angles;
i take hours to complete just one binomial question;
i make careless mistakes whenever i do differentiation and integration.

can somebody up there give me power.
i am working hard.
i just need a little push whenever i slow down...
i just need a helping hand whenever i have a problem...
i just need words of encouragement to keep me going...
and most importantly,
i need TIME.
so that i can complete my revision...
sigh~

ohoh.
and its sam's birthday today.
i miss milu bing!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM~!

爱的鼓励 :]

grah. i am angry, yes i am. i am flaring! slept at 6+pm last night. was planning to wake up at 12+am to finish off my elementary maths revision. damn it. i woke up only now. =.= wasted one whole night! i swear i am not going to sleep today. i wonder whats wrong with my ears. i seriously think im deaf. i cannot hear my alarm ring! now i must rely on my brother. i should hire him. hire him to use his "poke poke" tactic to wake me up~

i think i will start going on hiatus this upcoming saturday. cos everywhere i go, i see the word, HIATUS. maybe someone up there is hinting me that i should stop using the computer. will resume on 06november, my last paper! and i think 06november is someone's birthday~ hahahahha!

ohoh, and there will soon be another small stretch of pasar malam right beside my block. its so short can... starting from my house de longkang, to central... its just two-fifth of the route which i use to walk home everyday after school. sigh~ but i still want to go! since i missed out the previous one, also around that area. LOL! the previous one closed so silently even without me knowing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA~!

I MUSTNT SLEEP ANYMORE.
SOMEBODY SLAP ME IF YOU SEE ME DOZE OFF, PLEASE~

this post is a reply to your blog post...

actually i understand fully how you feel. serious. the complicated theory, the thin line... everything. and im really glad that you have positioned me somewhere in your heart. somewhere... on top. somewhere... important.

that day, when i found out that you got really depressed about your NAFA, i... i didnt know what to do. if i were to comfort you, which i think i suck alot at, im afraid that i might give you a feeling that i 幸灾乐祸-ing... i wouldnt want that to happen. so, i chose to just keep mum first...

im really sorry about all those photo-takings and butts thingy... i know you were very depressed already but yet... ... you must have felt worse at that point of time, right? i am so sorry that i am not there for you at "that point of time". i am so sorry that i didt have the confidence and courage to go up to you when you are sad, and after your first + second post.

do you remember the other time when i say that i didnt believe in best friend? that time, i was just trying to numb myself. i dont like the feeling of losing contact with someone, especially my good friend, out of the sudden. andand... i dont like the feeling of missing the memorable times i have spent with my good friend. you know... you will feel damn bloody empty, it seems as if you are going to get sucked into space, and never return. i hate that feeling... that feeling came to me when i first entered haising catholic school. i missed my primary school days spent with jinqi, nadzirah and vanessa so much... i thought i was going to suffocate and die... i recovered, yes i did. we still stay in contact, and meet one another up every holidays. then the very next time was M.E.S.S... we were so bonded. we waited for MILU BING together. we do things together. we fool around together. we spent hours and hours making gifts for MILU BING. we stayed out late at night just to catch a glimpse of MILU BING. we even encountered ghostly experiences at fort canning park in midnight. those were such happy times. then later, we were all promoted to sec fours. i have decided to cut down these events which took up much of my time. butbut.. all these times, i have been missing those pleasant moments i have spent with them...

now you see. i didnt want the feeling back. i didnt want to have a best friend anymore. i thought i could. but i was wrong. you proved me wrong... later, i had been treating everyone equally. i seriously thought there's no one on earth that is perfect for me. someone who really knows me well. someone who can live up to the standard as my 'best friend'. someone who will never make me miss him/her so much that i would want to die... but, yah~ you proved me wrong. there's no such thing as equality, i realised. there are some people whom i have placed at the top, while the others at the bottom. i can never treat friends equally. especially to you. you taught me how best friends should treat each other once again. you taught me how to love, and be loved. you taught me that there are such a thing on earth, something that i must learn to treasure one more time, something that i will die without. something called... BEST FRIEND.

you know me well...
even without me saying, you knew why i prefer to stand nearer to the railings.
you never force nor threaten me when i forbid you from reading me school journal.
blah blah blah~

i am sorry too, rachel...

and damn~ your blog's song saddened me so so so so much while reading your post...

ohoh. and i mustnt forget...
thank you leon wu. for being such a great mediator...
andand...
thank you galvin. for cheering me up this whole morning. i must have been such a bore. sorry!

im really tired. but i want to post all these pictures up... its been four years in haising catholic school. i really cannot bear to leave my friends! we shall stay in contact with one another okay~?

err. these are us posing in our classroom. SHUHUI, KAILING, MICHEL, WENDY, VALERIE, XUE ER, me. you girls are ever so sweet and cheerful. i miss that day at sakae sushi when we gossiped and joked non-stop, and then walk home with a bloated stomach. HAHA. stay happy always, all right~!?





ZIZHAO~! known him since secondary one. had always been kaopei-ing him... butbut, after we separated classes in secondary two, we hadnt talk to each other till this year. this afternoon after school, sent valerie chua out of school and went to canteen to kaopei him while he ate his laksa. i really missed those sec one times. so naive, and innocent... and i really miss him kaopei me. HAHA. hadnt heard it for 3 long years. so i asked him to kaopei me while he eat... hurhh~! i think he did kaopei me dao very shuang. i still havent say him lor! sec one that time i was taller than him! HAHA. okay, that was random... ohoh! and notice the second picture i took with zizhao. it was huijie at the background. HAHHA! buying his lunch i guess... btubut, dont think you can see... hahahha. but its him all right!

and TERENCE too! know him in seconday one... but he didnt kaopei me as much as zizhao! HAHA.

nextnext~! LIM WEINENG! my secondary two buddy. HAHA. grah~ i miss those days! really! together with sianru, and leon wu. these 3 guys were my 姐妹s, while i was their 兄弟. this all happened that fateful day in the school compound. i think i was sitting really manly. so weineng came up and lamented:"hey, 兄弟!" then i see him so guai guai. so i called him 姐妹. from then on... we are "related". grah~ fun times!






nownow... VALERIE CHUA~! a great and sweet friend of mine since last year. we were number one milu bing fans! HAHA. we attended MLB's concert, autograph session, recordings etc. grahh~ another great memories... valerie is the sweetest thing on earth. pinkish, girlish, adorable, sweet, petite, feminine. she has it all~ ohoh. and last year, besides milu bing, there was a short period of time when we really liked 元气G-boyz's "没有人可以叫妳宝贝"~ HAHA. although there were times when we have disputes... sigh~ but all in all... she is really a great friend. sweetest girl you can find on earth! :]


















CHRISTINA CHOO! also known as XIAOQIAN. hahhhaha. this one best man. known her since young. her grandmother is my babysitter. whom is also my mum's aunty. HAHA. we were crazy young kids! xiaoqian, jie-er, ah kiat korkor and ah bee jiejie. LOL. we played and tickled one another like crazy... that was one of our entertainment. those days... hahha. unforgettable! thenthen... christina really treats me well. like a guiding big sister. and she shares almost everything with me. how can i not love her?! butbut... i treated her real badly in secondary two. sigh~ i was really guilt-stricken... will compensate her no matter what... :]

ONG YUXIAN~ the one who talks non-stop. LOL! however, she has always been the optimistic one. know her in secondary two, higher mother tongue class... didnt know her well till sec three, through christina...




WU CHING LONG LEON! good buddy of mine since sec two! the clever one who can score straight As just by playing maple, gunbound, and ragnarok. hahahha! and dont see him cutecute... his mind is not as innocent as he seems to be. LOL. he knows all those yellow dirty stuffs. HAHA. mainly influenced be me though. WAHAHHA! i taught him what a vibrator is! with the help of jingming's 'vibrator-look-alike' eraser. HAHAHHA! what else~ in class, when he is feeling really sleepy. his first typical reaction would be take out physics textbook. place it nicely on the table. flip to the chapter of SOUND. then there he go. he will put his head on the opened textbook and start sleeping. HAHHAHA! ohoh, and one joke which we have been talking about for a few months[note: 3rd parties wont understand]... "leon,你变了~" :]

















RACHEL~! known her since secondary one. through sports leader. she has always been very outgoing. ohoh. and i realised one thing. she hasnt change abit since sec one. HAHA. still so active and enthusiastic in everything related to sports. and i do still remember, the day when she came to school with rebonded hair... she asked me if i could spot any difference on her. i shook my head. HAHA. but after she layered her hair, it became much more obvious that she had her hair rebonded... anyway, jiayou rachel~! score well for you Os, and prove your parents wrong. you will score well! :]

YOUNG ZHIWEI. the thought of you immediately makes me think of danson tang yu zhe. HAHA. i like his 'wen dao yi gong li zhi wai'! HAHA. ohoh. besides danson, the thought of you makes me think of that spastic joke you made on leon's birthday! HAHAHHA! i cannot stand you sia... LOL. dont mind others talking bad about your danson. your danson is actaully a handsome chap. :]

and this one.... sigh... ELICIA. the keipo one. hahahha! albeit being such a keipo, she is a great listener, and comforter. LOL. what else... she is my lucky star... LOL. she makes me get addicted to macdonald's mcflurry! yes~! HAHA. andand... all the best to you on your birthday, besides us celebrating your nirthday with you... i have decided. i am NOT going to do IT~ HAHA. all the best! i sincerely hope the best for you. jiayou!




















nownow... the ones i cannot live without in class 4e4! JINGMING, ZHU LIYING, MARJORIE, XINYING!
wakao~ you don see jingming like that hor... she everytime smack me right on my head de lor. almost had concussions everytime she does that. ohoh. and she will use her pen to hit my arm. LOL. pervert right!? it was miserable sitting with her... she was so abusive! HAHAHHA! butbut... i also did bully her lah... one of our jokes[take note: once again, 3rd party wont understand]... "whitey! whitey!" and "no... no... jingming... uhh~ no..." BUAHAHA!

as for the other girls... LOL. the joke would be BACKSTREET BOYS' 'inconsolable'.
"i close the door. like so many times, so many times before..." they are angels sent down from heaven to brighten up my boring school days! :]


















the girls again! grah. im tired with the typings already~ HAHA.












MR KHOO KIAK ERN~! i miss him so so so much! :]
andand... last picture. MR LUA!



















it shall stop at twenty-four...
dont think it will be going any further...

its graduation day today. yawns. it wasnt as fun as i thought it would be. thought there would be performances, 'cos i heard CANON IN D(CANON ROCK to be precise) being played in the hall while hiding from mr quek with hsu li. HAHA. yes. i ponned his lesson again... anyway, thought the CANON ROCK was some kind of rehearsal. then i got really excited about tonight's event. i seriously thought there would be a CANON ROCK performance. but i was being too naive. later then found out its one of the performances for dont know sec twos or threes. sian-ed. tomorrow would be nuts' graduation day. hope you enjoy it more than i did~!

where did i stop. oh. escaped from mr quek, rushed home then came back to school at 1230 to meet khai, leon, and rachel. it is wu ching long leon's birthday today! dont think he will be reading this part, but still~

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN LEON~! :]

went shopping for leon's present with rachel and leon at whitesands. but leon just simply cant make up his mind on what he want. its another wasted trip. met up with christina, zhiwei, clara, and yuxian after that to have lunch at KFC. we made a hell lot of noise there. had dirty jokes and stuffs. the most sick, and funniest joke was made by zhiwei... my god. i couldnt stop laughing. thats the best joke i have ever heard for this whole month. they said i laughed so hard, till my veins came popping out around my neck area. sigh~ zhiwei, your joke was really gross you know... butbut. zhiwei, i seriously love your joke~!

mr khoo came back today! saw him at whitesands having lunch alone at coffee club before our graduation thingy start. haha. andand, i want to go to coffee club someday~! mr khoo said the food is nice... :]

some things happened in school. but i dont want to blog about it. hurh~ unpleasant moments.

nothing to blog about... just want to create a post...

planning to finish my physics revision by tonight. with all my notes and facts prepared 100%. and about half of the questions in tys attempted. and tomorrow... finish my history and social studies[if i ever have the time]. promised zhiwei i will lend her my notes on china... well~ i do hope that Olevels will have china for seq... i am going to rely alot on it. so... please, please, please... CHINA! come out for Olevels! its the very last year CHINA is going to be tested anyway. so... please, CHINA! please, MAO ZEDONG! please, CHIANG KAI-SHEK! come out. come out!

back to my physics! jiayou everyone!

i am loving CANON IN D more than ever~ :]

accompany nuts to cut her hair at central just now. ouch~ her hair was like so long... andand... snap! now is almost the same length as mine... my heart ached for her... LOL.

wang li hong's new song, gai bian zi ji... its very nice. as good as ai de gu li!
andand~
he definitely is charming~ :]

today's twenty-fourth! :]

hey chua xiuzhen!
are you still alive and kicking?!
i hope you are not reading this post secretly before your very last additional maths paper...
which is tomorrow...
HAHA.
anyway,
just wanna say...

CONGRATULATIONS CHUA XIUZHEN~!
YOU ARE FREE NOW! :]

and now...
its my turn to consider whether to go on HIATUS(quoted from xiuzhen).
i am also very much like you, you know...
loving the computer so much, and being so dependent on it.
i will die if im being 'banned' from it...
butbut...
since you can do it, why cant i?!
hmms.
i will MIGHT ban myself from using the computer too!
since kathy ma`am is not going to do it...

andand...
how did your modulars go?
do you even understand my teaching anyway?
HAHA!

your EOY has ended,
but im still stuck with my Os~
grahh...

am glad that i managed to "help" rachel out in school. wahahha! she was blushing like mad! butbut... am really really sad later on. 'cos we were being "sandwiched". i guess only rachel understands this whole chunk. exactly what happened, and how i felt... oh girl~ how am i going to live without you?! and we are graduating~ andand... we will soon lose contact... sigh!

i think i am going to aim for just tampines junior college... look at my prelims results! and compare them with the cut-off points of the seventeen junior colleges... damn it... tampines jc will be good enough for me. its in the east side... nearer to my house. so... yupyup! tampines junior college! :]
click >> http://sis.moe.gov.sg/schinfo/html/JCAggregateRange.htm

went to kathy ma'am's new house today. realised that its just two blocks away from my previous home. the one before i move to pasir ris... did logarithms with xiuzhen. i think im getting the hang of it... nonono... i think i have always been good at it. LOL. oh... and i think im gaining confidence for my additional maths' trigometry... i used to hate it like crazy~ HAHAHA.

am really depressed with alot of things... sigh! rachel, rachel, rachel~ only you understand!

a song that never fails to cheer me up. try blasting this song into your ears with your earpiece... shuang~ :]

lee hom's [爱的鼓励]

太阳会出现 只要给一次机会
心情一飞冲天 带你的烦恼"依偎"

每一次 在谷底跌倒
来一点高潮

baby想给你爱的鼓励
在你需要的时候 加油打气
baby想给你爱的鼓励
雨后还能有彩虹 别放弃

太阳出现了 感谢你给我机会
心情哼出来是一首歌
让你听的好甜美

每一次 在谷底跌倒
来一点高潮

baby想给你爱的鼓励
在你需要的时候 加油打气
baby想给你爱的鼓励
雨后还能有彩虹 别放弃

twenty-third! :]

永保謙虛 片刻珍惜 不變則變 心誠則靈

went down to art room with sian ru during lunch break today to see his fabulous art piece. my goodness... its damn... wonderful. how i wish i could draw, paint, and create art piece like his. this has always been one of my impossible dreams since secondary two when i first knew him. HAHA.

argh~ my L1R5 22. not even tampines jc wants me. yawns!

ohohh. tomorrow gotta accompany clara to get her ears pierced. ouch~ i have never imagined myself wearing ear rings. those dangling dangling stuffs are so not suitable for me. i think. LOL. but i have thought of piercing 2 holes on just my left ear...

there are so many october babies! my goodness! there goes my monthly allowance... there are already 6 on my list!

yawns~ i need sleep...

there are some things that you must never know...

"The only difference between a good day and a bad day is your attitude."

~ Dennis S. Brown

finished my add maths revision for last week. good job leekeat!

tomorrow will be a good day!

tan leekeat.
ellekay.
elle_kay0114@hotmail.com

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