smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
me and my brother. my brother was trying to murder the cat.
eating the fish, with chilli! while taking this picture, one of the uncles said after the cat finish eating, it would come to me and ask me for the photo. =.=
crabs!
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hmms. another lame photo.
went to east coast park yesterday. reached home at 3+am, and slept til 2.30pm this afternoon. my god. its tiring.
we took a comfort[if im not wrong] taxi there. and that stupid indian driver. wa kao. im not trying to be racist here, but that kb taxi driver was... my god. my dad and me were so pissed off by him. except for my brother, who was 状况外.
[we entered the smelly taxi]
dad: uhmm. marine parade... err. marine parade. the chalet.
[i think my dad forgot that the chalet part is now called east coast park]
indian man: east coast park? or marine parade?
dad: oh ya. is east coast park. bring us to east coast park. block Q.
indian man: alamak. east coast park then east coast park lah~! marine parade, marine parade... what marine parade?! want go east coast park say east coast park... dont tell me marine parade...
dad: yes yes. east coast park.
indian man: yah! want go east coast park say go east coast park lah! what marine parade marine parade... just now you say marine parade! alamak... go east coast park then say east coast park... say what marine parade~ reach there already then tell me the block. dont tell me now. next time say east coast park... dont say marine parade! marine parade, marine parade... ...
[he continued complaining, then my dad damn pissed off]
dad: YES YES. please lah. concentrate in your driving ok? i dont want argue. CONCENTRATE HOR, PLEASE HOR. DONT TALK.
whoaa. my daddy damn cool. i feel like slapping that indian man you know. luckily he shutted up during the journey. i thought there would be peace. but i was wrong. that indian man was breathing damn loudly lah! wa biang. cannot stand him. i was disgusted. and the car had a stench. yuck. stupid indian man!
when we reached there, we started eating. hahaha! the sotong was fabulous. i cant get enough of it. then my dad played mahjong til 3+am, while we played blackjack.
oh yar, to rachel: i had a fun time with the cats too! haha. there were two. one damn old, and one damn young. :]
well. had a 'great night' with all the aunties and uncles. *sigh* luckily its a once a year thing.
ps. hope the aunties and uncles dont read blogs... ...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
a sempiternal journey - by khawars
Stars in the firmament twinkle so bright
A lady strolling in the moonlight
Clad in the raiment of beautiful ivory silk
Like a marble statue bathed in milk
Having found you by my side
I forgot everything in a single stride
No matter what it takes
Whether everything around me fades
If the whole world turns its face
and people look at my madness with amaze
I will sacrifice all my life for you
even the death would not be a residue
Feeling your soul deep in myself so closely
I promise to hold your hand so firmly
Against all odds and blues
Would you be mine for an endless cruise?
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
feeling very emo now. haii. was taking a short break after working on my f&n olevel project. so i went to read meikian's and shihui's past posts. oh dear. i was definitely crazy last time. but all were fond memories. haha. just the thought of every single thing makes me smile. be it nic's "randomness is equals to out of the box", or sam's "kan na bian(look there)! *runs away*", or weiqi's "wo ai da bian". haii. why am i in such a state now? was it because i am not able to let things go? or was it because i am 'thin-skinned'? what a sinister. i really missed those carefree days. i miss hanging out with M.E.S.S.! but my Os is prior... ... *heart aches*
my brother is sick. well. have to take care of him since i have the time. not much though, but at least he took care of me the other time when i was sick. this would be a payback. and oh god, his whole body is burning hot! and stupid school koped our thermometers. now no thermometers at home liao lor. cannot take his body temperature. i bet it is rising 1 degree celsius every 5 minutes. hope he gets well soon, and not miss his kayaking course. it would be a good experience for him.
just a few more days, and i must hand in my f&n olevel coursework. and i am definitely not ready. thats is why im here burning midnight oil. not to study, but to chiong finish my practical evaluation, timeplan, and overall timeplan... and to edit my development, decision making, task analysis, research, and priorities. SIAN BO. then tomorrow, 9am to 5pm, whole day in computer lab doing this f&n project. arggh. hope i get this done once and for all. and get a compliment from mrs choo. i dont think i have ever got one from her ever since secondary two.
my brother is sick. well. have to take care of him since i have the time. not much though, but at least he took care of me the other time when i was sick. this would be a payback. and oh god, his whole body is burning hot! and stupid school koped our thermometers. now no thermometers at home liao lor. cannot take his body temperature. i bet it is rising 1 degree celsius every 5 minutes. hope he gets well soon, and not miss his kayaking course. it would be a good experience for him.
just a few more days, and i must hand in my f&n olevel coursework. and i am definitely not ready. thats is why im here burning midnight oil. not to study, but to chiong finish my practical evaluation, timeplan, and overall timeplan... and to edit my development, decision making, task analysis, research, and priorities. SIAN BO. then tomorrow, 9am to 5pm, whole day in computer lab doing this f&n project. arggh. hope i get this done once and for all. and get a compliment from mrs choo. i dont think i have ever got one from her ever since secondary two.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
yes yes...Aloha wau ia 'oe!
Friday, May 25, 2007
out with khairunisa, valerie chua, and kailing today, after school. stayed in tampines library for a damn long time. hahahha! then later went TM. experiment 626 is still in the shop! as display... together with doraemon, minnie mouse, and mickey mouse.
and this was drawn by rachel yesterday in class. free period... then later, i requested her to draw a heart shape on all my moles on my hand. wow. i was amazed by the number of moles i have. and after she finished drawing... YUCK. its disgusting. leon wu called those "chicken pox". LOL. i somehow feel like they were chicken pox too. gross!
Thursday, May 24, 2007
finally had the time to transfer the neoprints which i took with elicia on o5 may 2007 into my computer.
oh dear. am i WHITE or what? im going to get myself tanned! i think i cant see my mouth in these neoprints. im too white. hahhaha! no offence to khai~!
a photo of milu bing in one of their recent events! thanks pekchoo for this photo! wonderful memories are gushing into my tiny brain...
everyday is so boring. especially when the whole level is preparing for mother tongue o levels. hai~ and us, the higher mother tongue students... slacking! its so horrible. look at christina and yuxian! LOL! sian bo!? we are going mad in class! sharing our eerie experiences and knowledge about ghosts almost everyday. hahahh! its madness! we are wasting our time... i know. but i love it:)
GO SEC FOURS! im going to be the next 8 pointer next year! I MUST.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
english language - 46.0[MID YEAR] - 51.9[CA]higher chinese - 60.0[MID YEAR] - 54.0[CA]
additional mathematics - 36.0[MID YEAR] - 21.5[CA]
mathematics - 51.0[MID YEAR] - 63.7[CA]
science(phy/chem) - 51.0[MID YEAR] - 52.3[CA]
combined humanities(s,h) - 62.0[MID YEAR] - 60.8[CA]
food and nutrition - 54.0[MID YEAR] - 60.0[CA]
for mid year, i cant believe that i have only failed 2 subjects. haha. thought i'd fail my mathematics, science, and f&n too. LOL. but phew~ did the teachers moderate my marks? i must be grateful...
well, and its obvious that i have deteriorated. damn it. my english, dropped from C6 to D7. mathematics, from B4 to C6. science, deteriorated by 1.3 mark. and f&n.
my class and level position! they cant be seen! my level position dropped from 123 to 184. in just half a month. what did i do!? haii~ buck up buck up...
let aside my results. and oh god! was really tired and sleeping just now. but someone just dont want to let me sleep. if i wasnt that tired, i would have gotten up and hit your front teeth! wa kao. you were the first who dared to intrude my dreams sia. do that again, i will kick you to malaysia! dont provoke me when im asleep! come on lahh! this is common knowledge...
Sunday, May 20, 2007
BLOOD DIAMOND was an incredible movie. just finished watching the dvd, and, wow. so many innocent africans died for those damn fucking useless diamonds. get a life man! girls! whats the use of having a 100 karats diamond, when so many innocent lives were sacrificed? damn it! stupid diamonds. the world's like that, i know. and its gross. conflicts, deaths... ass holes. africans shed their blood, for our needs. damn it! i hate diamonds.hurh~ all should really go watch blood diamond... and stop purchasing diamonds! they are just some pathetic, disgusting stones~ nothing but STONES! unfortunately, they are stones, that kill...
Saturday, May 19, 2007
i love bang bang tang! REALLY!
im so touched. blogger is finally back to normal. same goes to my computer. couldnt get connected to the internet for the past few days... oh yerr, and blogger says,"Now Blogger saves your drafts automatically!" thats cool. which means i will not have to retype everything the next time i use it, and the internet connection just snap. thats one good piece of news... and im grateful for that.
failed almost everything for my mid year. my chemistry paper... passed on the dot. but when i found out my marks for my chemistry mcq... oh god, kill me. failed by one mark. which means... i have failed my chemistry, once again. damn it. its not that i didnt study for it you know?! its just that... everything is not right. and thats nauseating. how on earth can i fail such an easy paper?
same goes to my english, elementary maths, and my f&n paper. sai lahh. i failed them?! believe it or not... they just suckED like hell. what did i do sia. i did study you know! its not as if i just lay back and watch tv. GROSS. leave aside additional maths... its predestined for me to fail my add. maths. LOL.
im deteriorating everyday. and that suckED. its just... one hundred and fifty more days to Olevels!
buck up... buck up...
failed almost everything for my mid year. my chemistry paper... passed on the dot. but when i found out my marks for my chemistry mcq... oh god, kill me. failed by one mark. which means... i have failed my chemistry, once again. damn it. its not that i didnt study for it you know?! its just that... everything is not right. and thats nauseating. how on earth can i fail such an easy paper?
same goes to my english, elementary maths, and my f&n paper. sai lahh. i failed them?! believe it or not... they just suckED like hell. what did i do sia. i did study you know! its not as if i just lay back and watch tv. GROSS. leave aside additional maths... its predestined for me to fail my add. maths. LOL.
im deteriorating everyday. and that suckED. its just... one hundred and fifty more days to Olevels!
buck up... buck up...
Friday, May 11, 2007
last paper on MONDAY! F&N theory paper. hope i dont just pass it borderline again. haii~ but, its MOTHERS' DAY on sunday! hahhaha.
today's paper was a tragedy. its such a simple paper. but i was coughing real badly! sai~ made me calculate wrongly for so many times. it was ONLY MULTIPLICATION! grahh. that was stupid... then, of course, i couldnt finish it.
feeling better today already. had a great tip off from my parents last night. just 15 minutes after i PAINSTAKINGLY adjusted to my best position and slept. they scolded me for being stubborn, not willing to see the doctor after so many days of fever. LOL.
and my KIND di di.
OBVIOUSLY...
he used the towel to wipe my head, in order to let my temperature cool down. especially my forehead. yes. he was kind. but he was just talking too much. HAHHA. but it was really nice of him. :)
and! lastly, BLOGGER really sucks nowadays. everything is going wrong! i cant even use html!
today's paper was a tragedy. its such a simple paper. but i was coughing real badly! sai~ made me calculate wrongly for so many times. it was ONLY MULTIPLICATION! grahh. that was stupid... then, of course, i couldnt finish it.
feeling better today already. had a great tip off from my parents last night. just 15 minutes after i PAINSTAKINGLY adjusted to my best position and slept. they scolded me for being stubborn, not willing to see the doctor after so many days of fever. LOL.
and my KIND di di.
OBVIOUSLY...
he used the towel to wipe my head, in order to let my temperature cool down. especially my forehead. yes. he was kind. but he was just talking too much. HAHHA. but it was really nice of him. :)
and! lastly, BLOGGER really sucks nowadays. everything is going wrong! i cant even use html!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
im down with flu, headache, fever, and cough! LOL. sway sway started feeling weak during my mid year examinations. sian bo~
yay! bang bang tang has got a new song! XIA RI CHU TI YAN! written by XIAOJIE :)
went for my first add maths tuition lesson with esther and elicia at katong mall last saturday. i met up with elicia first at tampines mall... took neoprints... then we were late for tuition. hahah! blame that dam machine! LOL. and we mistook ROXY SQUARE as KATONG MALL. hahha. cant stand us.
no school tomorrow! cos its BIO paper tomorrow! whee~ finally. time to rest... FOR AWHILE. elementary maths paper one on friday~!
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
i really hate it you know... i swear, no one has ever done this to me...STOP ACCUSING ME AGAIN FOR SOMETHING I DID NOT DO.
your criticism is driving me crazy. i swear i will dig out your eyes, if i ever have a chance.
STOP IT CAN ANOT?! CHILDISH!
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
some photos taken on friday with the girls... grahh~ long time no see them. oh yerr, kangqi was there too. but i dont have a picture with her! hahhaha. two photos here koped from biru dee...
just finished 5 essays out of the 15. grahh! im really exhausted. but its my fault. i shouldnt be doing such last minute preparations... friday got 3 exams! social studies(which i am struggling now), elemantary maths, and F&N o-level practical...
wish me good luck everyone!
