smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
smile, even if it's going to be a fake one. because things will get better somehow. because the sun still shines for you. |
Thursday, January 31, 2008
oh shucks!im a few seconds late! sigh~ anyway... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RACHEL! i really had a fun and crazy time with you and zhiwei andand... HAPPY BELATED TO BOKAI! :] andand... HAPPY VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHU ER! :] Sunday, January 27, 2008
![]() WRONG WRONG WRONG! i have changed my mind! i dont want to go meridian le... my final decision... NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE! submitting my JAE worksheet later. please stop making me change my decisions! im tired already... one: 26S - nyjc (science) two: 36S - mjc (science) three: 31S - tpjc (science) four: T01 - tp (business/logistics & operations management/marketing) five: S71 - sp (business administration) six: T08 - tp (hospitality & tourism management) seven: T35 - tp (product & industrial design) eight: T20 - tp (apparel design & merchandising) nine: N66 - np (early childhood education) ten: S51 - sp (experience design - interaction & product) eleven: T02 - tp (accounting & finance) twelve: T48 - tp (psychology studies) OKAY! here are my choices... yawns~ WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE! I AM ENTERING NYJC! :] ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() after that went whitesands library to return and borrow book while waiting for my goody good friend, shim kailing. LOL. michel and amanda were there too! they three had their lunch, and we[kailing and me] took bus 15 to watch the musical at the soka association's dont know where. haha. after the musical, went to kailing house. she was such a great host! she kept on letting me try all her food in her house. and my goodness! she simply loves to be clean... my sliced fishball dropped on her dining table only hor, she got to wipe it THREE times! hahaha! scary hor...? butbut... in a way, its good. her house was so... PERFECTLY CLEAN. hahaha. OHH~ after eating a little, she played about... 95% of canon in d to me! aww~ thank you so much my goody good friend. i was so touched when i sat beside you while you played that music. how i wished i were the one playing, and enjoy every note that i played. sigh... CANON OH CANON... :] not only did kailing play for me, she taught me note by note! like... when to change fingers... andand, how to use the left hand on the piano. i always thought the left hand was useless. LOL! retarded me! at least i persevered and played a whole chunk of canon in one go. thanks to kailing! nownow... all i have to do is to learn to play it fluent! kao ni le, kailing! THANK YOU KAILING! FOR PLAYING CANON IN D TO ME... ANDAND, FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO PLAY IT SO PATIENTLY... HAHA. THANKS REAL LOT, MY GOODY GOOD FRIEND! :] haha. later on.. went to aunty hoon's house to celebrate her baby's first month. her baby was so cute! andand, there were alot of visitors at her house... andand, oh goodness. i played like crazy with the kids. they are way too adorable. daniel, christina's brother was one of them too! LOL. kids oh kids... i think i really want to be a kindergarten teacher real badly... HAHA. they areso adorable! :] Friday, January 25, 2008
![]() im so sad-ed. my overall results was okay. i hit my aim! CHEERS! butbut... can you believe it... I FAILED MY HIGHER CHINESE. =.= im so damn serious. i was so shocked to see a D7 on my slip. i swear i have never ever failed my chinese... even higher chinese. for goodness sake! i scored B3 for my HMT for prelims! and now i got a D7! a fail-ing mark for my Os! its so damn ugly on my slip i swear... my hmt friends all can deduct mroe points from their scores... but me? no more deduction... DAMN IT! WHY A D7?! *cries* other than that shocking D7, alot of my other subjects are shockers too. like my additional maths... without fail, i always get F9 during exams. and guess what! i got a B3 for my Os! SURPRISE! andand... my F&N! thank goodness i make mrs choo proud. A1! THREE CHEERS TO MRS CHOO! :] i thought my F&N would be a gone case since i dont know all those stupid bio terms... and bull-shit my way through... what else... my combined science! i swear i wasnt confident at all for my physics. for practical, i used only one paper instead of five. and then... i really didnt know how to do the paper... i think my chemistry pulled it up all the way to an A2~! woohoo! thank goodness i make kathy ma'am proud! THREE CHEERS TO YOU TOO MA'AM! i want my fondue.... :] okay okay... so all in all. i think i did great. got five distinctions! woohoo! my combined humanities, my elementary maths, my combined science, my f&n, and my mother tongue. 2 A1s... 3 A2s... thenthen... i got 2 B3s! my english and additional maths. lastly... MY HIGHER CHINESE! a stupid D7!!! rachel... STAB ME! STAB ME! damn it... i didnt do mr khoo and mr lua proud... *cries* L1R5 = 11 L1R4 = 09 at first i was really crazy about entering a jc... but now... i dont know. i havent submit my form yet though... i dont want meridian jc. seriously, after hearing so much stories about it, i think its way too stress for me. i will die in there! thenthen... i was thinking of tampines jc... but kathy ma'am threatened to kill me if i were to enter. LOL! i feel like entering saint andrew's... and at the same time... i feel like entering temasek poly... I DIDNT EXPECT A D7... I DONT WANT A D7... I WANT A1 FOR MY HIGHER CHINESE... I FEEL LIKE STABBING MYSELF... I SHOULDNT HAVE GOTTEN A D7... finally! i managed to let my tears out after a short talk with mr khoo through the phone... its been inside me since yesterday and i couldnt get it out... and now, finally its out... i swear i didnt want a D7... i swear... Wednesday, January 23, 2008
![]() origin: http://milubingmlb.blogspot.com/2008/01/anyone-feeling-sad.html OH OH OH OH OH MY GOODNESS! results on this thursday... im so petrified, stressed, pressurised. sigh~ i think i did not do my best. but still... its already over. my fate is set. let me score well please~ if not i will not be able to have a peaceful and happy chinese new year...=.= ANDAND... all my burning of midnight oil would go down the drain... i dont want that to happen. i must score well. i got to score well. I HAVE TO SCORE WELL! ohoh, not only me! please let everyone score well! HAHAHA! please... i dont want to feel remorseful. i want to have a happy 24th jan2008. and i want to have a happy chinese new year... OH PLEASE! *shivers* Sunday, January 20, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUXIAN! :]
Friday, January 18, 2008
[/edited]![]() met pekchoo at vivocity to catch LE GRAND CHEF... its nice! see you soon girl! THANKS ALOT FOR TODAY! :] andand, thanks adorable boy for the adorable version of canon in d. i need it real lot. my mood just wasnt right today... [neither was it LEFT okay... =.= ] thanks boy! :] oh yah... and i forgot to blog about 17jan. went to meet zhiwei and rachel at tanah merah platform. as usual, our dear aquarius was late. HAHA! no worries! the scorpio and carpicorn didnt mind. LOL. went to airport to collect rachel's pay, and we ate sakae sushi. ouch~ my MONEY... =.= anyway, we got the set lunch, so i guessed its worth it afterall. ahhah. thenthen... took the train back to tanah merah to change train. we were doing some funny stuffs while waiting for the train... LOL! thank goodness rachel didnt demonstrate the chin thing! oh my goodness. my jaw would have dislocated once again... andand, when we board the train, rachel's friend, kenneth messaged her saying that he saw her, me, and a friend(thats our dear scorpio) on the platform. he was at the other side waiting for the other train. yupyup. thank goodness the train arrived before rachel really did that action. HAHA! went to bugis street. bought a BOYFRIEND SHIRT, tunips with sleeves, belt, a plain shirt for my sleeveless tunip blah blah... OUCH~ MY MONEY AGAIN.... =.= oh yah... rachel lost her phone. i guessed she was the target of some pickpockets. poor rachel! hope she's feeling all right by now...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY! :]
hahahah! we are now all seventeen! Thursday, January 17, 2008
ohohoh. gonna make this quick. promised galvin i will be asleep by 2am! thats just so impossible... i take hours to blog! HAHA. butbut, its okay, i shall try... :]first of all, i gonna thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday! LOL. im so so so so touched. serious! #KHAIRUNISA! #ELSEN! #KANG XINYING! #ZHIWEI! #RACHEL! #KAILING! #YISIEW! #MARJORIE! #EILEEN TAY! #ESTHER! #ZHU LIYING! #SYLVIA! #SHUIMAN! #JASMINE! #ELICIA! #CHUA XINYING! #VALERIE CHUA! #SHUHUI! #XUE ER! #CHER ENG! #HUIJIE! #WEINENG! #JOSEPH! #YUXIAN! #KATHY MA'AM! #ZHILIN! #CHRISTINA! #SHUNXIONG! #PEISHI! #YUNJING! #TRICIA HO! #AMANDA AW! #BOKAI! #WANYI! #MR KHOO KIAK ERN! #JINQI! #VANESSA! #NADZIRAH! #JEAN! #MINHUI! #LORITA! #PEKCHOO! #MEIKIAN! #QIANHUI! #BIRU! #PEGGY! #CHU ER! #CRYSTAL(the juicegirl)! #JOANNA! #WANTING! #AUNTY ALICE! and last but not least... #GALVIN! my "girlgirl" boyfriend! :] did i miss out anyone...? tell me all right? THANKS A ZILLION EVERYONE! :] okay! after all the thank-you speech, im going to update my recent activities! 14january2008... ... wooh~ that day was great! morning went to meet rachel and zhiwei at whitesands control station. can you believe it?! RACHEL was the second to reach! oh goodness. im the last. no need to say, zhiwei was the first durh... HAHA. i was shocked. EXTREMELY SHOCKED. i thought rachel would be like so so so late lah? HAHA! no offence! :] uh huh~ accompanied rachel to meet her friend in order to pass him her RO disc. then went to library borrowed some books on baking. thenthen to COFFEE CLUB for another time of expensive lunch. ouch~ weisu, a waiter who served us on our(rachel, yisiew, and me) very first visit, was there too! he looks BLUR! totally. haha. butbut, i guess thats the reason why we like him alot. not that "like", butbut... just plain "like". we got our own main courses then rachel thought that we should eat the cakes... rachel said she would treat me for that though! HAHAHAH! thanks girl! had hazelnut opera since i tried chocolate opera the other time... GUESS WHAT! flora(a waitress over there whom is also waiting for Os results) and all the other COFFE CLUB staffs behind her came towards our table and sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG. including weisu! HAHAHAH! they served my slice of hazelnut opera with a large candle on top. aww... although its simple, but it definitely was memorable... ALL THE STAFFS SANG BIRTHDAY SONG TO ME LEH! my goodness~ hahahha. i almost died from joy. after that, the supplier(zhiwei said so) came into the restaurant from outside. and i got a really crazy idea about asking him why he didnt come earlier to sing birthday song for me. HAHAHA! sigh~ COFFEE CLUB, OH COFFEE CLUB! :] after that went to B1 to get our ingredients. oh goodness. we were so adorable! we chose the oats for so damn longgggg! HAHAHAH! then in the end, rachel's house actually got it... =.= wasted our time choosing... thenthen... jiu reach rachel house le lor. her house is BEAUTIFUL! hahaha! we baked and baked... ohoh, guess what! we had dinner with rachel's parents. TOGETHER! zhiwei and me got really nervous. my first impression of her mum was... FIERCE. haha. we checked out hair, we checked our attire... then we go down to meet her parents. LOL! reached home kind of late... 11pm bah? so sorry i couldnt make it to your house on that day, yisiew! im so so so sorry... THANK YOU VERY MUCH for that cake, yisiew! you are simply awesome! i love it alot alot... THANK YOU YISIEW! :] on this day... elsen got really sick. he dialled me just to ask where's the nearest clinic if he gonna take bus 89. POOR HIM! sounded so damn sick. if i werent in a hurry to meet rachel and zhiwei, i might go over to pei you while you wait for your turn ath the clinic. LOL! POOR ADORABLE BOY! thenthen... while i was eating at COFFEE CLUB, i received his message saying that he was still there waiting for his turn... HAHAHAHAH! i almost spit out my iced latte(that latte was so damn sweet). poor him. so sickly, but yet gotta wait so damn long for his turn... GET WELL SOON HORNY BOY! :] ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 15january2008... ... went to yisiew house to get the fabulous chocolate cake she baked for me. aww... i love you yisiew! i dont feel sinful at all eating it! SERIOUS! you rock! thenthen rushed home and meet kailing at control station. we went plaza singapura and both of us bought the same design, same colour de top. its 2 for $25. HAHA. so we splitted. yupyup~ after that went to vivocity! took a few photos... but all of them suck! as in... my face looks weird. VERY WEIRD. hahaha. walk walk walk... 50bucks gone. LOL! i didnt know i spent so much... OUCH~ my money... :[ lame-ed with kailing the whole day. HAHAHAH! she gave me a stitch mug for birthday! IM LOVIN' IT! haha. THANKS A ZILLION KAILING! and i saw those words at the bottom of the mug... THANK YOU KAILING! :] after that... had dinner at long john silver's... and back to pasir ris! met up with galvin since he was there too with huijie they all to celebrate crystal's birthday. thenthen... he sent me home lor. i miss him so much! he had been missing for SEVEN DAYS! sighh~ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() 16january2008... ... MORNING! woke up late to meet galvin. HAHAHA! so sorry! then we went to watch "one missed call" at century square. there werent anyone lor. except for a small gang of malays. okay, im not being racist here... but they were really noisy... the show was fantastic. hahahha! after the show, i went to the washroom. the washroom was so empty! i got into one of the cubicles and freaked myself out by imagining some stupid stuffs. HAHA! rushed out immediately without even looking at the mirrors... miracle hurh? LOL. that was the first time i waited for galvin. haha. its always him waiting for me... ate pastamania... and we went jalan jalan. saw michel and weesheng at century square! hahaha! and weili senior outside mrt station... we were really running out of place to go to(didnt want to go far cos firstly, im meeting rachel at tanah merah in the evening. secondly, now we are using adult fare! GROSS.) so we went to the library... after that huijie came and he was so emo. he reminds me of elsen! EOC! hahahha. asked him what happen also dont want to say. LOL. after that left him at the library since he is meeting janan. so galvin and me went to mrt station lor. parted there, and i went to meet rachel at tanah merah. took bus 12 to katong mall that bus stop. the one which i always alight at last time for add. maths tuition. went to zion cyber cafe for the ragnarok woe. OH MY GOODNESS. im such a slow learner, and a rough player. LOL! i played rachel's character... till the bow broke, the armour spoil blah blah blah~ HAHAHAH! i cant stand myself. rachel got to send them for repairs even... SO SORRY!!! its my first time playing RO mah... LOL. that zion cyber cafe... its so ulu. you cant even see it from the outside lah! butbut, the inside... it was awesome. thought all the guild people would be there to fight for their castles during the woe, but no. there were only 5 pathetic people inside. not including the in charge though. only rachel and me were playing ragnarok, while the others played maplesea... HAHAHA! ragnarok is definitely difficult to play. especially when i didnt know a thing about it. and rachel got to cope with "my" character and hers at the same time. LOL. then we keep "stress~ stress~" HAHAHAH! meeting rachel and zhiwei later! :] darling oh darling! thank you for everything! i love you. PS. just nice! 1.58am! :] Monday, January 14, 2008
![]() HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :] am talking to jinqi online now. i was telling her about how she was like during our primary school days... HAHAHA! jinqi ar jinqi... we are all grown ups now! :] .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says erhmmm you... studious! definitely. haha thenthen... will try to do your best in everything. VERY NEAT somemore. your handwriting messy hor, will be like me when my hair messy immediately go change de haha then... very feminine. wont be like boyboy de lor yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 有些事情是不能勉强的,只能顺其自然 says haha... what are u talking abt..what handwriting messy like ur hair messy .. haha... .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says yah what! haha you last time hor.. handwriting must be damn neat de leh when i hair messy, i will immediately go comb. then you immediately go erase or use correction tape go tape it and rewrite! yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 有些事情是不能勉强的,只能顺其自然 says haha.. i like feminine??? i like boy lor!!! .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says NO LOR PLEASE! haha yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 有些事情是不能勉强的,只能顺其自然 says haha.. funny.. i at home like boy.. go out also.. very fierce de.. then confidence very low.. and ah.. my handwriting where got so 夸张??!!! .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says REALLY! hahahah! you mean you didnt know? you still got primary school de books? your correction tape hor... tape tape tape! alot de leh! HAHAHAH! I STILL REMEMBER! yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 有些事情是不能勉强的,只能顺其自然 says hahaha.. sure mah?maybe cos i not used to using pen.. go sec sch.. nvr use much correction tape lah.. .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says hahahah yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 有些事情是不能勉强的,只能顺其自然 says then my bad points leh? .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says no smile on your face only sometimes i go crazy then you will smile yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 有些事情是不能勉强的,只能顺其自然 says haha.. really hor.. dun rmb leh..then i talk much? or u guys do the talking? .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says we do the talking you listen then laugh laugh hhaha make you laugh hor, i got sense of triumph del eh serious! thenthen... my turn. about me when im in primary school... .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: HEYHEY! now my turn to ask you... i primary is how de ar? always want to win de is it? yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says : haha.. no lah.. u ah.. hmmm... pri sch u very tall .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: thenthen? yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: okok u ah.. always take things very 轻松,but when come to HW and exams very hardworking then ... u pri6 in LOVE with TORO .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: SERIOUS!? yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: i will always rmb that .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: i got take hw seriously meh? oh.. toro! yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: u take hw seriously.. but exams more serious lah.. .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: really!? i dont know sia! then now why i like that.... yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: then u everytime only thinking of losing weight .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: IS IT? HAHAHAHAH! yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: YAR!!! cos u everytime recess also dun wan to eat de... i ask u why.. u say .. cos u wan slim down.. i tell u tt u are not fat.. u still dun believe .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says (12:27 AM): hahahha! i thougth i start thinking of slimming down only when i reach sec two sia... hahah aiyoh! yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: then everyday.. in class i dun know lah... cos u at the back... but recess we always like to stay in toilet.... for 15 mins!!! everytime!! .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: hahahah! same as now yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: haha.. u pri sch keep thinking u fat.. then evrytime see *censored* will like say he why so plump.. then u dun wan be like him .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: OH MY GOODNES.. *GOODNESS. im that bad!? yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: tt time we sec1 just started sch, we saw *censored* at the mrt station then u say.. woah!! he slim down liao lehh... .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: hahaha yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: u not tt bad what.. u r the happy go lucky kind of girl we sad then u always cheer us up then u sad will cry cry.. then we cheer u up..u look happy, but can tell u still very sad then see teachers will also grret them greet .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: hahahahah! true ar...?! yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: yep!! .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: sigh sigh... now i become... yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: i say the *censored* huai hua, then u will say ttt she is actually very gd.. u quite 单纯 sometimes ppl 利用 you, u also dun believe .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: ohh. this. i now believe i felt like smacking myself yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: in P6 u sometimes didn't do work.. but the chi teacher very saiyang u..say u very guai!! haha.. then u will shy shy de.. then face will become red .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: hahaha mdm low! yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: yeah!! .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: LOL aww... im iss those days! yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: me too!! aiyah.. but now slowly maturing bah.. although i dun like growing up.. and havng lots of problems... .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: yeahh yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: u pri sch hor..also like to play with ur hair leh... during recess immediately rush to toilet make ur hair .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: hahahaha aiyoh aiyoh yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: and hor... u only like chi subj.. have chi test then u keep on reading the 词语手册 .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: oh yeah haha yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: but other tests nvr so hardworking.. haha.. then when teacher just raise the voice at u louder.. u already have tears in ur eyes .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: that was weak i can only remember zhao lao shi that time i monitress sigh yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: and and... PSLE.. oral.. for chi.. u looked so confident.. leekeat u scared? no lah.. i steady de... then eng... u asked me i nervous i say okok lor... u say.. huh.. i quite scared leh.. .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: HAHAHAHAHAH! YOU CAN REMEMBER AR?: what the hell.. i damn funny yr07- 21/2, 30/3, 1/4, 24/4, 16/7 says: haha.. no lah.. u like still not matured only lah.. u ah.. bigger size then me leh.. but u more timid then me... haha... everytime me and vanessa protect u... haha. .»тαηιεεкεατ__` says: is it... haha aiyoh! damn paiseh sia yupyup... thats the conversation i want to share... JINQI! :] guess who was the very first to wish me happy birthday? LORITA! THANKS A ZILLION GIRL~! :] andand, guess who was the very first who wished me happy birthday on 14january2008, 12.01am? HAHAHA! i was talking to elsen and jinqi online... and i received this really really weird call. he sounded like leon wu... but i couldnt confirm. so i kept asking him who was it. then he made funny funny sound. sounded like a retard though. HAHAHA! guess who, guess who...? LOL. that retard was HORNY BOY! THANKS A ZILLION ELSEN NEO! you really sounded funny on phone... hahaha! lets be five years old forever! :] once again, happy sweet seventeen leekeat! :] ![]() i miss you! Sunday, January 13, 2008
![]() shucks! im so so so so late! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHUA XINYING! :] time flies! time really really really flies! i could still vaguely remember those times, when we were back in sec one. me, my didi, xinying, zizhao, tsungming, and was there kairu? okay okay, whatever. we went to play basketball at that basketball court outside school. HAHA! our skills suck-ed. i guessed zizhao and tsungming were the pro-est among us all. and they kept "showing off", although they werent really that good. they were just a little better than us... LOL! my didi got the year book already. wooh... remember those LIES we wrote on a piece of paper about haising? HAHA! i saw kailing's, and rachel's! i thought the yearbook looked... okay. its maroon in colour. but i guessed my didi and his friends hated it to the core. every year, it has always been blue in colour, as it symbolises our blue-blooded tradition. and this year, MAROON! haha. i cant help it, but i must shout... "SO EXTRA!" yesterday went to help out with a musical preparation on THE LITTLE PRINCE at tampines, near SAFRA TAMPINES. spent the whole afternoon doing the props. made a hell lot of mess too. morning! woke up and wasnt in the right mood. [neither was it the left mood too, elsen...] my didi was such a nuisance! all those lame questions and jokes just pissed me off alot alot. he was simply trying to be funny, and retarded. and i got scoldings from my parents about my attitude. i hate it you know. they dont scold my brother for being such a pain in the neck on my birthday celebration. they would rather scold me for just saying:"please, 安静leh~" sigh. thenthen... they started saying that im turning from bad to worst.yah yah... those same old things every parents will say. when i try to tell them that im really not in the mood, and my didi's jokes werent funny at all. and they will cut in and say:"I KNOW, I KNOW! BUT YOU SHOULDNT HAVE SUCH AN ATTITUDE." then my mum will go on and on and on. although i love my mum. but she has been acting like an old maid recently. she cant stop repeating stuffs. and that sucks. cos... you know what? the other time, i did something wrong. i forgot what was it, since im making stupid mistakes pratically everyday... i told my mum, just to update her about what i have done. thats what we do in the family... I KNOW I WAS WRONG, AND IM FEELING GUILTY ABOUT IT. butbut... my mum just keeps on going and going with her naggings and lectures, in a softer way though. i already said that i am guilty! i know i was wrong! but all those stuffs she keeps repeating... oh goodness! the more she say, the more i feel that im actually not in the wrong. you get what i mean? im already guilty! i really am! and im trying hard to learn from it and put it behind my mind. but she keeps on repeating and repeating... that just piss me off so much. last night, she asked if she is 罗唆.. i thought she finally realised it. so i said:'yah. a little..." i was so so glad, i thought all those stuffs would soon be over. but THEN! she said:"wah. now you know how to say mummy already hor? the bigger you grow, the more rebellious you become..." blah blah. and the lecture starts. i almost died from heart attack. MUMMY. PLEASE STOP NAGGING. YOU WERENT LIKE THIS BEFORE. now... im beginning to not update my parents about my events everyday. cos they will have a say in everything... although whatever they say are meant to do me good. but come on! i know! you guys dont have to repeat them every single time. im getting sick of it... OH MY GOODNESS. i bad-mouthed about my mum for four paragraphs... =.= anyway, went to SAFRA TAMPINES this morning with my family for bowling. then had buffet at SAKURA. i love the cheesecake! :] butbut... im feeling damn sinful now... i want to watch P.S. I LOVE YOU. TOMORROW IS A SPECIAL DAY OKAY, KAILING? PLEASE DONT SKIP TOMORROW! :]
Friday, January 11, 2008
tagged by our dear rachel!Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. 1) i get tired really easily! HAHA. i dont know why. especially on trains... galvin knows! :] 2) i really hate people who shakes or kicks my chair. i just hate that sudden jolt. even if its unintentional, i can also feel like killing that someone... irritating! 3) i can cry while listening to CANON. 4) i have ZERO confidence in myself without my spectacles. in fact, i will start to frantic, simply just freak out and cry. yupyup. ask my yogurt friends, or juice colleagues who played a trick on me! i broke down right in front of them! 5) same as rachel. i hate crowded places. if im high, i dont mind. butbut... if im not, i will start to feel dizziness. especially when people start to push me around like an unwanted trash. 6) uh huh... as stated above. i hate people who pushes me. 7) i dont bite my nails, i TEAR my nails. thats my habit. HAHA. 8) i scream into my pillow when sad. you can try it too! it just blocks out the sound you are going to make, to the minimum. all the wailings and swears... people next door simply cant hear you. its another choice for you if you cant make it to the beach to scream your heart out. 9) my jaw can dislocate. HAHA. i am serious! i cannot laugh too hard. i cannot yawn too hard. i cannot open my mouth too wide. its really painful to put it back into place. 10) i simply simply simply hate carrots! although it is orange in colour[my favourite colour for your information]. im really really puzzled why such a disgusting vegetable has such a nice colour on its body. all right! now 10 people! YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, and YOU! phew~ that was really difficult. HAHAHA! :] Thursday, January 10, 2008
![]() morning! went to that small gym with yisiew. i tell you... i dont even know how to operate those stuffs, except for the treadmill. HAHAHA. thenthen... rushed home, bathe, then go out again with yisiew to meet elsen, rachel, and zhiwei at temasek polytechnic. OKAY! i have decided. if suay suay no JCs want me... i will go to temasek poly. either that product design thing, or fashion design... thenthen... after that yisiew, rachel, and me went to whitesand's coffe club for dinner. my heart is breaking now. i spent $22+ for a dinner! *CRIES* an ALFREDO, CHOCOLATE OPERA, and HAZELNUT CAPUCCINO. my heart is aching... im dying... oh goodness. that can be my dinner for 4 days! andand... that chocolate opera made me so guilty... =.= yisiew! i want my brownie! :] results will be out very soon... *shivers* add ons to satisfy elsen... hmms~ i dont really know what to say actually. LOL! okay, errr... he treated me, rachel, zhiwei, and yisiew ice cream! thats very nice of him... cannot really expect him to do this you know... come on. just look at him! he looks so stingy, troublesome, keipoh, noisy, irritating, lame blah blah blah... HAHAHA! butbut, dont determine one's good or bad by his/her cover... he is really a nice guy. although a little too talkative. HAHAHA! we went to the design corner, and he was kind of determined in getting into interior design. cut-off point below 14! GO ELSEN! GO HORNY BOY! YOU CAN DO IT! :] elsen neo is
yesterday! met up with nuts under her block. oh goodness. i cant believe i would actually forget which lift she would take to come down. i still blur blur waited at the other lift... dumb. thenthen... we took train to novena to meet vanessa, who just came back from some attachment at NUS. oh wells. as usual, we took the wrong train again. HAHA. anyway, we walked UNITED SQUARE, SQUARE 2, and VELOCITY. i was in search for some gifts for the party thats held last night at taka. went back to century square after that, then rush to taka for the mini celebration. oh yahh... at UNITED SQUARE's TOYS 'R' US, vanessa taught me a teeny weeny portion of CANON. thank you van! :] oh wells. at taka, we exchanged gifts, we hugged, we shouted:"i will miss you" & "stay in contact" & "must miss me okay?" blah blah blah... i will definitely miss you girls... from PINK YOGURT, joanna & ezabella. from THE COCOA TREES, charmaine & crystal & vishnu. 15 days is just way too short for us. okay! i should get some sleep. morning meeting yisiew to go gym. then later go home sleep again... since yisiew is going to tp open house after that with rachel and zhiwei... YAWNS. im still counting down...
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