smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
found this picture in tricia's blog. my goodness. i looked so unglam! hahaha!
thats me and qianying again! LOL.
just came back from century square. watched STEP UP2. its such an excellent movie...
thanks valerie a zillion for tonight! ;]
back to work! everyone, jiayou with the PI!
Monday, March 24, 2008
here are pictures taken on shuhui's birthday! some retarded photos taken by aaron, our class' chairman! *coughs* take a close look at our birthday girl! LOL.once again... HAPPY BELATED SWEET SEVENTEEN SHUHUI! ;]
as for these... these are pictures taken on the night when we tonned at the airport with leon... HAHA! look at this one. half of my head. oh wells. guess im not really good at zi pai-ing. andand, that proves that im not a camwhore! :]
thats kaiming, cheryl, leon, and me!
and these... they are all LEON WU CHING LONG. sigh~
I MISS YOU LEON!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
i have cravings for cheesecake! it started so so so so long ago. sigh.i want cheesecake!
and i miss galvin.
andand i miss leon wu...
leon has left. *wails* i miss you leon! i want to go back to secondary school days! LEON... i should have treated you better back then. and gossiped more with you. take care leon... you taught me what friendship is too. all the best leon. i will miss you.
went to airport to find leon at popeye's at about 10.30pm last friday. cheryl, ceputra, kwanghong, sihui, were there too. after that cheryl and i tonned with leon at airport. leon's friend kaiming joined in too after that. went to macs for supper and stuffs...
morning, eileen, yap, cerlyn, samuel, weineng, yijing came. sent leon off. oh god. i was so sad when i see leon enter the gate. it seems like i have just lost a friend or something. i cried, leon cried, many others cried... and that last hug from him was unforgettable...
hey leon. thank you for being there for me since sec two. you are really a cute chap. take care in hongkong leon... remember to stay in contact all right? you will be my best friend always... :]
I MISS YOU LEON.
this song is for you.
微笑的理由 - 宇恒,静茹
(茹)哭 在我肩上痛快地哭
我安静感觉你眼泪的温度
希望对你有些帮助
(恒)你 总是轻易地把我看清楚
就算日子还有些辛苦
有你陪伴也很幸福
(茹)沉默 (恒)微笑 (茹)哭泣 (恒)拥抱
(合)只要紧紧陪在我的身旁
(茹)你的脆弱 (恒)你的难过
(合)我都懂
(茹)最难过时候就会想起你
(恒)其实你已经给了我勇气
(茹)不管今天或明天 (恒)各分东西 oh ~
(茹)我们都要活得比现在更美丽
(恒)生命里有人来了又离去
(茹)我们都还是 (合)老脾气
(恒)难得坚持也是种幸福
(茹)到最后我们都找到了
(合)微笑的理由
(茹)沉默 (恒)微笑 (茹)哭泣 (恒)拥抱
(合)只要紧紧陪在我的身旁
(茹)你的脆弱 (恒)你的难过
(合)我都懂
(茹)最难过时候就会想起你
(恒)其实你已经给了我勇气
(茹)不管今天或明天 (恒)各分东西 oh ~
(茹)我们都要 (恒)我们都要
(合)活得比现在更美丽 oh~
(合)生命里有人来了又离去
我们都还是 老脾气
难得坚持也是种幸福
(恒)到最后我们都找到了
(合)微笑的理由
(茹)看着你我自然就会知道
(恒)就知道 生命中有太多不同的味道
(合)oh~ (茹)一起寻找 (合)最真实的笑
(茹)最难过时候就会想起你
(恒)其实你已经给了我勇气
(茹)不管今天或明天 (恒)各分东西 oh ~
(茹)我们都要 (恒)我们都要
(合)活得比现在更美丽 oh~
(茹)最难过时候就会想起你
(恒)其实你已经给了我勇气
(茹)不管今天或明天 (恒)各分东西 oh ~
(茹)你给了我 (恒)勇气
(茹)我们都要 (恒)我们都要
(合)生命里有人来了又离去
我们都还是 老脾气
难得坚持也是种幸福
(恒)到最后我们都找到了
(茹)我们都找到了
(合)微笑的理由
Thursday, March 20, 2008
oh YAY! finally i finished 3 questions of computing's practical one... they were definitely difficult, since i know nothing about those C++ stuffs. yawns. im so happy im able to do them. i guess im improving hurh...? :]
yesterday was woon shuhui's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUHUI! ;]
im sad sad SAD...... leon wu's leaving real soon. like... tomorrow morning? sigh. hope cheryl can ton! then i can ton with them in the airport...
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
yawns... YAWNS~ im so tired. after attempting those maths questions over and over again, im glad that i managed to solve some. but there's still these few that i just cant do. i need kathy ma'am...
yesterday after school, went to whitesands with shuhui to meet khairunisa bte rusli! haha. she looks so cute in her meridian uniform. LOL. butbut... the skirt... *ahem* i think she wore higher than haising's... haha.
oh wells, anyway, we three chatted in KFC while shuhui and me ate the 5bucks meal. oh man. khai is still so funny with her black jokes. LOL. you cannot imagine how much i miss those days in haising. how i wished khai is with me at nanyang... im so sorry but i cant stop saying:"why you dont want to choose nanyang..." to khai. SIGH.
after that, she received a sms and she went BK to work because some colleagues of hers didnt show up. KHAIRUNISA! MEET UP AGAIN SOON OKAY OKAY!? :]
Sunday, March 16, 2008
before i start blogging, weiqi wants to see M.E.S.S. back in action! *cries* i cant believe he still remembers us as a gang. i have like... stopped chasing MILU BING for so long... and now my school has started... sigh~ now shihui, meikian, and sheena are all getting back to those adorable old days. left me... i miss my MLB chasing days!
13 march 2008
my daddy's birthday! but we didnt celebrate though. my family is planning to celebrate on the 23rd. im treating my family to lunch at some teochew restaurant...
uh huh! back to 13march. went out with galvin, huijie and his *ahem* crystal.
galvin and me reached early at whitesands, so we went to take neoprints. neoprints are kind of cheap at whitesands... 3bucks, 5bucks, 6bucks, and 7bucks... CHEAP CHEAP HURH~? haha.
then we editted the neoprints so long till huijie and crystal got to wait for us in the end. haha.
reached TM, bought THE LEAP YEARS tickets and went to macs. chit-chatted abit and huijie said he saw zhiwei that morning...
guess what! when we were at the theatre, elicia, jiahui, and zhiwei were sitting right behind us! haha. kind of coincidental hurh? LOL.
after that... went to pastamania and see crystal eat. HAHA. thenthen... we planned to watch RULE #1[NC 16]. crystal got excited. haha~ very adorable eh she... then i also got excited... so we went century square to catch it. since crystal's not even 16 yet, we "smuggled" her in to the cinemas. some scenes were gruesome. and the sound system made a great impact.
thenthen... ate AJISEN for dinner!
damn~ this RULE #1 show caused me to stop mugging at 2am that night! i thought i heard some eerie noises behind me. i got so scared i turned off my lights immediately and ran to my mum's room and curled in her bed beside her. felt secure finally then i went into dreamland... :]
14 march 2008
went out with yijing, sianru, weineng, and leon to vivocity! went to arcade, played time crisis 2 with weineng, then that what bubble puzzle with yijing and after that sianru. sianru is a tough component! haha. watched JUNO... we smuggled some bread from BREADTALK into the cinemas. some scenes from JUNO were... how to say... "yellow". then i kept hearing sianru, who was sitting on my left saying:"吃不下..." hahaha! so funny~ butbut, all in all, its quite a nice movie. ;]
thenthen, after the movie, weineng, yijing and sianru went home. leon and me went to eat KFC... talk talk... then jiu go home le...
15 march 2008
went for tuition in the morning! then met up with galvin first, then valerie, leon, shuhui, kailing. went to east coast park. went to eat at macs first while we chatted... hahaha. what TUCK-IN, andh is brother TUCK-OUT blah blah... LOL.
anyway, i got tanned! woohoo~! built some MOUNTAINS and HILLS instead of SANDCASTLES since leon wu liked it. LOL. xue er was so damn late, due to her tuition... then we went cycling... valerie got hit by some guy halfway. HAHA. thank goodness he isnt handsome at all. if not the situation would be in a big "mess". HAHA.
OH AND! i didnt take a picture with the "LATE COMER" who wears a baby shoe to school everyday.... =.=
khairunisa bte rusli~!!! you better be here with us the next time! we miss you. :]
IT WAS A SUNNY DAY! ;]
oh wells. guess im just not important enough...
16 march 2008
TODAY! im going to finish off my holiday homework. today marks the end of our MARCH holiday! yawns~ back to mugging! ;]
"it's okay to be shy when accepting a compliment, but what's wrong with standing up straight and saying,'yeah, i am great'?" - mandy moore
13 march 2008
my daddy's birthday! but we didnt celebrate though. my family is planning to celebrate on the 23rd. im treating my family to lunch at some teochew restaurant...
uh huh! back to 13march. went out with galvin, huijie and his *ahem* crystal.
galvin and me reached early at whitesands, so we went to take neoprints. neoprints are kind of cheap at whitesands... 3bucks, 5bucks, 6bucks, and 7bucks... CHEAP CHEAP HURH~? haha.
then we editted the neoprints so long till huijie and crystal got to wait for us in the end. haha.
reached TM, bought THE LEAP YEARS tickets and went to macs. chit-chatted abit and huijie said he saw zhiwei that morning...
guess what! when we were at the theatre, elicia, jiahui, and zhiwei were sitting right behind us! haha. kind of coincidental hurh? LOL.
after that... went to pastamania and see crystal eat. HAHA. thenthen... we planned to watch RULE #1[NC 16]. crystal got excited. haha~ very adorable eh she... then i also got excited... so we went century square to catch it. since crystal's not even 16 yet, we "smuggled" her in to the cinemas. some scenes were gruesome. and the sound system made a great impact.
thenthen... ate AJISEN for dinner!
damn~ this RULE #1 show caused me to stop mugging at 2am that night! i thought i heard some eerie noises behind me. i got so scared i turned off my lights immediately and ran to my mum's room and curled in her bed beside her. felt secure finally then i went into dreamland... :]
14 march 2008
went out with yijing, sianru, weineng, and leon to vivocity! went to arcade, played time crisis 2 with weineng, then that what bubble puzzle with yijing and after that sianru. sianru is a tough component! haha. watched JUNO... we smuggled some bread from BREADTALK into the cinemas. some scenes from JUNO were... how to say... "yellow". then i kept hearing sianru, who was sitting on my left saying:"吃不下..." hahaha! so funny~ butbut, all in all, its quite a nice movie. ;]
thenthen, after the movie, weineng, yijing and sianru went home. leon and me went to eat KFC... talk talk... then jiu go home le...
15 march 2008
went for tuition in the morning! then met up with galvin first, then valerie, leon, shuhui, kailing. went to east coast park. went to eat at macs first while we chatted... hahaha. what TUCK-IN, andh is brother TUCK-OUT blah blah... LOL.
anyway, i got tanned! woohoo~! built some MOUNTAINS and HILLS instead of SANDCASTLES since leon wu liked it. LOL. xue er was so damn late, due to her tuition... then we went cycling... valerie got hit by some guy halfway. HAHA. thank goodness he isnt handsome at all. if not the situation would be in a big "mess". HAHA.
OH AND! i didnt take a picture with the "LATE COMER" who wears a baby shoe to school everyday.... =.=
khairunisa bte rusli~!!! you better be here with us the next time! we miss you. :]
IT WAS A SUNNY DAY! ;]
oh wells. guess im just not important enough...
16 march 2008
TODAY! im going to finish off my holiday homework. today marks the end of our MARCH holiday! yawns~ back to mugging! ;]
"it's okay to be shy when accepting a compliment, but what's wrong with standing up straight and saying,'yeah, i am great'?" - mandy moore
Saturday, March 15, 2008
its raining practically everyday! thus we cancelled our trip to sentosa tomorrow after my tuition at kathy mam's place...
oh wells, though its raining, i went out practically everyday too. dont feel like blogging about them now though... haha.
took neoprints with darling yesterday... :]
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
i still feel like dancing. i miss mass dance. although i danced horribly, and wasnt aligned with other couples... but i still miss those dancing... :]
went to watch SKY OF LOVE with galvin yesterday at cathay. oh my goodness. that movie was kind of horrendous. that lead actor and actress did "that thing" in the school's library! i almost felt like hitting my head against the wall. and thats when the girl got pregnant... sigh~ after that, halfway through the movie, i heard people sniffing already. but yet i didnt feel anything. not even a tinge of sadness. HAHA. i thought the show was a little too fast paced, and unrealistic. oh wells, its a cell-phone novel. guess thats the reason why it SHOULD be unrealistic. and, thats threason why it didnt put me to the extend that i would be crying non-stop. but i did cry when hiro[the male lead] was dying, from cancer.
and yes i know, some of you will go:"WHAT? cancer again?!" haha. its like almost all love stories are like that. they all die due to cancer...
bought galvin the cheapest sling bag CRUMPLER has in the shop. i got the brown one already. so i bought him the black one. i still think it isnt enough to repay him for everything he has given me... :]
felt like changing my blogskin. but none seems to catch my attention. and i dontk now how to make one. thus, i guess i shall stick back to this one. its ORANGE anyway, my favourite colour!
oh yah. guess what! besides BIANBIAN who called me FEIFEI a few days ago, even my maid says that im fat! grah~ yesterday morning, i stood up on the weighing machine while my maid was at the side folding my dad's blanket. she moved her head over and peeked at my
i lost one kilo and was really happy about it.
maid: how much...?
me: YES! lost one kilo! *jumps around truimphantly*
maid: but still very high ar... i only forty-five, or forty-seven...
me: DANG~ *walks away*
[ my maid used the word "high" because her english vocab is really limited... ]
HAHA! i thought this was kind of funny. she has never talked to me this way before YOU KNOW!? haha. her words were really like a pail of iced cold water. but its okay... im still on my way to lose my 5kilos! ;]
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LEON WU! friday would be the last time we meet le. must must must take care! ;]
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this marks the end of our ORIENTATION II...
from top left to bottom right:
sianru, leekeat, nazreen, yijing, cerlyn, samuel, jessica, shuhui.
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oh yah peeps! student offers at golden village and cathay!
6bucks per ticket!
butbut, terms and conditions apply...
http://www.gv.com.sg/promodetails/gv_promotions_777.jsp
http://www.cathay.com.sg/cp_ticketprices.html
Monday, March 10, 2008
leon wu is leaving. bon voyage leon... i will never forget you my goodie good buddy. you accompanied me since sec two. we went through those hard times in school. we gossiped and prank one another. those times... they simply bring me laughters. up till sec four, you are still such a great buddy to me. now that you are going back to hong kong... sigh...
do remember to tag my blog, or msn me whenever possible all right?
leon, leon... stop worrying about your hair. your hair looks fabulous. im serious. dont get pissed by its "curly-ness". you still look as adorable. HAHA. andand, you seriously look like fang da tong. thats a compliment! you can sing 爱爱爱. HAHA.
i will never forget you buddy. dont you ever dare to forget me! all the best to you in the future~! its so hard to get separated by reality. hope you will do fine in hongkong... ...
i will miss you leon...
你喊出来我静下来
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
and leon, you introduced this song to me... now, im dedicating it back to you.
remember, LIFE IS COOL... :]
LIFE IS COOL - SWEETBOX
I never really try to be positive
I’m too damn busy being negative
So focused on what I get
And never understand what it means to live
You know we all love to just complain
But maybe we should try to rearrange
There’s always someone
Who’s got it worse than you
(chorus)
My life is so cool
My life is so cool
Oh yeah
From a different point of view
(verse 2)
We’re all so busy tryin’to get ahead
Got a pillow of fear when we go to bed
We’re never satisfied
The grass is greener on the other side
We're so distracted with the jealousy
Forget it’s in our hands to stop the agony
Will you ever be content
On your side of the fence?
(verse 3)
Maybe you’re the guy who needs a second chance
Maybe you’re the girl who’s never asked to dance
Maybe you’re lonely soul
A single mother scared and all alone
Gotta remember we live what we choose
It’s not what you say It’s what you do
And the life you want
Is the life you have to make
went to celebrate yijing's and weineng's birthday today! at tampines' CAFE CARTEL. there were leon wu, wendy, cheryl, weineng, yijing...
HAPPY SWEET "SEVENTEEN" YIJING!
( you still look so young~! :] )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEINENG! :]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TSUNGMING! :]
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being tagged by pekchoo! ;]
Post 10 things that will make me happy:
(In random order)
1.be a kindergarten teacher.
2.straight As for A-level.
3.smooth sailing in whatever i do.
4.lose 5kilos.
5.WORLD PEACE!
6.learn to play canon on piano, guitar etc.
7.more money, money, MONEY!
8.smooth sailing in whatever galvin does.
9.-reserved-
10.-reserved-
Now choose 7 people to tag:
1.YOU
2.YOU
3.YOU
4.YOU
5.YOU
6.YOU
7.YOU
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going out with galvin tomorrow! happy 3rd month! ;]
THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FREE
by janet jackson & luther
Janet:
Boy, when you look at me, boy
Do you judge me by my cover?
Ya got to be kiddin' me,
To think that I'm that kind of lover
I don't mean to disagree
Sorry you can't buy my kisses
Open your heart and see
True love comes for free
Luther:
I'm keepin' my heart open
Hopin' you won't stab me in it
'Cause I've been in love before,
And when i had to pay I didn't
I'll lose my sanity
Tryin' to measure your intentions
What do you want from me How much will it be?
Janet:
No more than you're willing to give 'cause
you won't pay nothin' for this good lovin'
It's for free
Luther:
And I won't make you promises
I'll just do all that I can to be your lover
'Cause I understand
Chorus:
The best things in life are free
Now that I've discovered what you mean to me
The best things in life are free
Now that we've got each other
The best things in life are free
Luther:
I know you are my baby
My one and only baby
You said it twice
I'll say it thrice
My baby baby baby
Janet:
I got so much love for you
And it's easy to give it
When I know you feel the same way too
Luther:
That's all I expect from you
Just do all that you can to be my lover
'cause I understand (I do)
Repeat Chorus
Janet:
No more than you're willing to give 'cause
you won't pay nothin' for this good lovin'
It's for free
Luther:
And I won't make you promises
You see I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be,
We're gonna be, I'm gonna be
The very best I can
To be your lover 'cause I understand
Repeat Chorus
Sunday, March 09, 2008
that day, ponned that boring workshop. and went to bishan junction8 with yj, sh, jess, and nazreen to get samuel his farewell gift.
i simply just dont know why. my mood suck-ed. 7march, friday, i had a serious mood swing. it just came and hit me really badly. so sudden, so quick. i was emo-ing one corner when jessica, shuhui, yijing, cerlyn, and samuel were having fun at the playground near nanyang jc. things got a little better after messaging galvin. i think i miss him too much...? andand, besides galvin, i think i miss valerie chua too. HAHA. unbelievable right? butbut, i guess its true. [to valerie. touched? haha.]
after that, i recovered. and i made a new friend called BIANBIAN [aka nico] at the playground. 8years old! she's cute. she called me FEIFEI [fatfat]! *cries*
that night, disco night. we[me, aaron, nicholas, wai hern, andy, matthew, zhipeng, chunkit, jiajin, qianying, marjorie, tricia blah blah...] "train-ed" around the hall even though we werent supposed to do so. and we crashed other people's group. cut through them and screamed right into their faces. LOL. had so much fun. thenthen had mass dance with my dance partner jiajin. thank goodness ive got him. i forgot all the steps already!
thenthen, after everything went to serangoon's mac to bid sam farewell. all the best to him in poly! ;]
NYJC 30th mass dance - Ashley Tisdale - Headstrong
http://www.filenanny.com/files/44f7b9c9f14e0/Ashley%20Tisdale%20-%20Headstrong.mp3
NYJC 29th mass dance
http://www.filenanny.com/files/44f7b9c9f14e0/Nanyang%2029th%20Dance.mp3
NYJC traditional dance - Janet Jackson feat Luther - The Best Things In Life Are Free
http://www.filenanny.com/files/44f7b9c9f14e0/fAEQOZRsCqs.mp3
in fact, i dont really like you, you know...?
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
yawns~ im so so so tired. yesterday and today was my orientation II. tomorrow and friday would be level camp. school is getting really fun. when i get to know more and get along well with my civics groupmates. its like... back to secondary school days... ;]after level camp, jiu one week holiday. missed out alot since i didnt attend PAE. must chiong the syllabus during the holidays!
im dead beat. and famished. i cant seem to get full these few days. andand, i have been visiting the toilet real often recently. something is wrong with me! haha.
GO HAISIANS GO! we shall shine in NANYANG. cerlyn, samuel(though he is appealing out soon), jessica, sianru, huihui, shuhui, yijing, marjorie, tricia, and ME!
ARTEMIS wo xi huan.
PI LI PA LA wo xi huan.
ARTEMIS wo xi huan.
PI LI PA LA wo xi huan.
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
Sunday, March 02, 2008
sigh. its raining
i dont know what cca to join! sigh. badminton or interact club? badminton training days, wednesdays and fridays. yawns~ i dont like... interact club would then be on wednesdays and saturdays... not too bad though. and kind of slack. somemore do CIP de, sure got alot of testimonials once i graduate. there are still alot of other ccas... but none really interest me. HAHA. i think i go for interact club bah...
27february2008! class chalet. it sucks.
28february2008! M.E.S.S. gathering at plaza singapura. watched L. oh my god. its such a great movie. gross at times, but literally funny.
29february2008! went to look for leon wu at sengkang after school with shuhui. and we got 3 guys from catholic jc pestering
30february2008! went to work, since cocoa trees was a little tight in hand due to aunty grace's leave for australia. elsen and leon tan dropped by. :]
breakfast tomorrow at serangoon interchange with ex-haisians who entered nyjc!
WHAT THE HELL!!! *pulls hair*
