ps/ i saw weiqi at serangoon interchange on thursday! it was a super gloomy day for me and his appearance did brighten me up awhile. lol.

was out last sunday (16th) with valerie to NTU. to attend FSS high tea session. ECONS, for goodness' sake, i wonder why i agreed to go. BAUHAHAA. just joking! ;D
拜 valerie 所赐, we took the wrong bus and ended up somewhere else instead of NTU, LOL! thinking about it now makes me laugh once again. so in the end we didnt attend the talk but we still went to NTU and explored the university a little.

ps/ dear valerie, you are not going to be the dumbest student in your course. 'cos you have whatever it takes to be a genius. you are a genius if you think and act like one. or you can think or act like me to become a genius. ;) ♥

was out last friday (21st) after school with valerie, qianhui, liwhey, binz, sylvia, yumin, and pinkie at The Barnyard. omg, yumin and liwhey all turn to kpop already! i felt so weird talking to them about suju at first. LOL. anyway, yumin and sylsyl's exams are overrrr! time to relax girls. all the best for the results! ♥
none of the girls have sent me the photos yet. :(
sigh, i miss hanging out with them leh.





then saturday (22nd) after remedials, jieying, yiling and me went over to dawn's condo! jieying and yiling swam in the pool while dawn and me were "suntanning" (more of getting drenched by the drizzle, lol.) by the side. so 爽 i tell you. as though im living a stress-free 太太 life...

then later on we changed and headed for NYJC's Choir concert - Beauty and the BEAST.





ps/ thank you dawn for allowing me to chill in your house for the past two days! tomorrow too! ♥
'cos im going to meet Shuhui to attend Matthew's Passing Out Parade... ;D

and since holidays is around the corner (if you call that a holiday), valerie and me are planning to head to gay bar soon with a few more friends! sounds exciting huh! gay bar gay bar gay bar!


im watching INKIGAYO on livestream now! and im having so many personal comments currently flooding my brain while watching. let me flood them here kkay!

MLBAQ so shuai, am loving Y more and more, go MIR;
CN Blue's hair stylists did a good job to their hair what, haha, i think its nice;
BEAST with 4MINUTE! BEAST so shuai ttm, LOL, ♥;
am starting to like 4MINUTE's new comeback song;
am getting sick of Wonder Girls, :( nothing special about their new comeback song;
oh yeah, BONAMANA by SUJU! is heechul wearing a hairband?! =.= shindong's currypok hair! that thing on eunhyuk's eye... is that a copy from BEAST's Kikwang?! kyuhyun's sliding part still looked like he is falling to me. lol. the song's getting addictive. "Bounce to you, Bounce to you, nae gaseumeun neol!♫";
special show for World Cup! the songs are nice surprisingly! "HANGGUL!♫";
2PM won the MUTIZEN SONG! ;D

DREAM CONCERT next week on SBS! gonna stay home and watch i dont care. heard many celebs slipped due to the wet ground after the rain. lol, i kinda wanna see them fall... =O but thats not the main point. the main point is... there's BEAST. and i heard yoseob and dongwoon were the few who slipped. =.=

okays, INKIGAYO is over. time to start with my work. havent touched on anything since friday. GP mid-years this thursday! am gonna work harder for my mid-years 'cos ive a bet with xinyi. lol.

may i ask, what will you do if someone whom you cared and loved and adored most said stuffs that hurt you seriously badly? to make things worse, he may not even know that he is in fact hurting you like shit. do you blame him, or do you blame yourself?

my heart was squashed at that moment, and i wished i could die.

what happened was that my dearest brother said something that demoralised me like fuck. yes i may not be in science stream and may not be as clever as him. but he shouldnt have said stuffs that made me wanna die. apparently we were talking about how light bulb works 'cos a light bulb fell off his hands earlier on and i was clearing up the mess. i have to admit that i dont know what is in a light bulb and how it works, except for the fact that there's current and electricity etc. when my brother said that there might be some poisonous chemical, i merely asked if it really is true and he retorted "又不见得你有读 bio 还是 h2 chem", "你连 physics 都没有", and made it sounded like i am nothing but dumb, 什么都不懂.what the fuck have i done wrong tell me. he is my precious little brother! and it's these little things in life that hurt me the most. so am i really dumb or what... ...

shall read history notes now to get rid of my misery.
so, this is life.

im feeling guilty. i have locked myself in the room for the whole day but i didnt work as efficiently as i thought.

shall work harder now.
bye bye cruel world.

life's so great. there are so many new kpop songs being released. and they shall keep me company every day! :D

surprisingly i find Z:EA's new comeback song extremely nice after commenting that they are not very up to standard a few months ago. lol, oops, im so sorry!

stress is climbing over me and im worried about my speed in writing essays...

aiyah anyway, im a happy girl for now 'cos i have loads of new songs to listen to.
and of course some of the old songs like BEAST's OASIS, which im still not sick of. =O
this is my happy life. :)

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