smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
smile, even if it's going to be a fake one. because things will get better somehow. because the sun still shines for you. |
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELICIA, MY LUCKY STAR! :]andand, im really sorry. today i really cannot get my off. sorry i cant go out and celebrate with you girls as planned a month before. sorry sorry! Tuesday, November 27, 2007
yawns! since i promised khairunisa for the photos... here! butbut, all got me de okay. dont want to see my face go other people's blog. HAHA!
sian ru & me! ![]() me and yuxian! ![]() group photo! ![]() actually our gown looked almost alike... ![]() valerie and clara were actually talking when yi tian just "snap!" ![]()
me and clara! see!? she doesnt look like her right...?! ![]() me and the princess of the night. :] ![]() rachel. zhiwei. me. ![]() ![]() my conrad bear. ![]() ![]() ![]() i tell you... valerie looked really gorgeous.... REALLY. ![]() shot one! ![]() shot two! ![]() valerie's hair. NICE RIGHT!? is one princess look alike. ![]() and this is me from the back. i love my hair. so many pins..... =.= ![]() this was how my hair looked like... me and wendy! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() OKAY! the end! still got alot of photos leh. but i dont have them... HAHA. soso... too bad lah. i looked weird without specs. and i was blind for the whole night... i am tired. goodnight! Monday, November 26, 2007
![]() prom was... okok lah. not too bad i guess. valerie was like a princess. clara didnt look like clara. as in... to val and me, she looked like miss winnie teo last night. who else... aiyah. all of them looked drop dead gorgeous last night! :] went to buy shoe for prom yesterday afternoon at central with valerie. thenthen came my house to get things prepared. met up with wendy at shaw tower to do our makeup and hair. HAHAHA! my lip gloss was bright pink! scare me to death. then i requested for a change for a lighter colour. yupyup... ohoh. on our way to the hotel, i almost ate all the lip gloss that's on my lips. i wonder why i have such a tendency to do so. and it tastes like... ... yuck. i had a hard time removing the makeup... since i dont have a makeup remover or anything of that sort. i scrubbed and scratched and pulled and wiped... the masacara was totally difficult to come out. and the eyeliner too. i wonder how people survive with such heavy makeups everyday... the photos... i look like crap... TOTALLY. soso... i might not be posting them up. so you guys can have the appetite to eat your meals. HAHAHHA! i cannot wait. i want to watch "30 days of night" with rachel! the movie which she has been talking about a few months back. the vampires and stuffs just makes me drool. i want my off day! Saturday, November 24, 2007
prom preparation is killing me. where is beach road? where is shaw tower!? oh jingming ar jingming... where is that "estebel"...?! andand, i havent buy my shoe yet! my foot is better now. HAHA. but i still have a hard time forcing it into shoes...in fact, im not really looking forward to tomorrow's prom. i have got nothing to show. except flesh. i have gained 2kg! qi si wo~ andand, whats prom for anyway? i dont even have the time to go to yisiew's house for manicure... i shouldnt have agreed to go... ohoh. i have finished watching "one litre of tears" at daily motions a few days back. my goodness. it just makes you cry and cry and cry. death is scary. especially when you have to suffer for years before you can really leave this dimension. i wonder how my days would be. i would rather die earlier... i think. "9 march" is really a nice song.... :] Wednesday, November 21, 2007
im so so so so tired. if i continue working second shift, im very sure that i will soon die from exhaustion. yawns~working isnt that bad afterall. my colleagues are really friendly. we chit-chat and gossip. yupyup. including with justin, the only boy in our shop... andand, im really getting the hang in using the damn machine. one more afternoon shift to endure, that is tomorrow. on friday and saturday, i would be on the first shift. FINALLY... prom is on! this sunday at conrad. damn~ my left foot is still swollen like balloon. i cant even fit into my pathetic shoe =.= how am i going to buy a decent shoe for prom!? grah... im only left with that stupid shoe for prom! heal, foot, HEAL~! SuperMan: "Go into the shop say you want this and that then you run out. Haha. Andand dun stare back lahs. Say okay but dun go to work. Make him pissed =p" Sunday, November 18, 2007
![]() working... sigh. although my colleagues are very friendly, but, with a swollen foot, how can you enjoy your day at work? yupyup, my left foot is swollen. damn. and i have to stand for 8 hours. went to the toilet whenever im allowed to just to sit on the toilet bowl and give it a massage. yesterday was totally unbearable. my daddy says its not a sprain, but my veins something something. thats why its swollen till... "like that". oh god! hope my foot recovers soon after a good night's sleep. cos i have got work tomorrow! i am starting to hate orchard. especially during weekends. damn~ you dont know the crowd. just the sight makes me faint. andand its the most possible place for me to get lost in. butbut... what to do? i think i can handle it... ... :] bought my gown today at far east. andand a few black skirts for my work at my favourite shopping place. nothing else. i just miss school... butbut, after my foot fully recovers, i think i will start liking my work once again. its only my 2nd day of work when my foot gets so swollen like no one's business. grah... there's going to be a pasar malam again! opposite my block. this time, its a longer one. can get supper from there after my work. :] three years! three years! three years! three years already... ... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- for JODIE! :] LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR: top five hurh? HAHA! a stitch mechandise of course! woohoo~ what else... someone play canon in d to me, only to me, specially to me. hahaha! i would fly in the heaven. not forgetting... a sling bag! my sling bag is old! i have been using it for more about two years... andand, lastly, CASH! wahahaha! thats about it for my TOP FIVE bah... though there's only four. LIST OUT THE REASONS FOR YOUR CHOICES: what a question... hmm... coscos i adore stitch. i love canon in d. im tired of my sling bag. andand i will die without cash. HAHAHA! THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS: JODIE! 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER: young and innocent! another MLB fanatic! a very sweet girl. adorable! one more... definitely easy to get along with. MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU: erhh~ although i know her last year through milubing... butbut... i still dont know her well you see... hahaha. butbut, no doubt that she is a nice and sweet litle girl! :] MOST LOVED INVENTION (does not need to be technologically advanced): definitely my handphone and computer! how am i going to live without them!? WHAT DO YOU DESPISE THE MOST: someone who kicks my chair. i cannot stand such people... 6 persons you wanna tag: hmms... no need lah. hahaha! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ for pekchoo! :] THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS: pekchoo! 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER: another milu bing fanatic! always on the go with us for milu bing events last year. hahaha! memories~ andand, she is skinny. what else... very helpful definitely, can scream real loud, thenthen... cheerful. :] MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU: i remembered last year... whenever i cant go for any milu bing events, she would always be the first to help me get the three milos on the phone so that i can chat with them. arhh~ great great great memories! im missing milu bing already~! Thursday, November 15, 2007
finally. i am starting work tomorrow. all thanks to valerie's help. have gone to many places in a search for a job. such as far east, marina square, tampines, plaza singapura, raffles city, takashimaya, bugis, and some ulu places. sigh. in the end still sought valerie's mum's help. oh right. starting work tomorrow at takashimaya. at "the cocoa trees". the attire... damn. i dont even have an appropriate attire. they wanted dark coloured pants sorry elicia and zhiwei, tomorrow cannot bring the both of you to far east... and zhiwei, sorry i cannot accompany you to see danson on saturday... sorry nadzirah, jinqi, and vanessa. i wont be free on the 20th... what else... today finally went to pastamania for a bite, with galvin. the food was... not bad lah. HAHA. then we watched "beowulf"... :] OKAY! i am tired... nights everyone! Tuesday, November 13, 2007
i cannot deny, and neither can i defy my heart...i am really in love with CANON IN D! it is the most wonderful, and beautiful piece of music in this world, isnt it...?! Saturday, November 10, 2007
finished watching "SHALL WE DANCE" on youtube. its an old show i know. butbut i didnt get to watch it last time... jennifer lopez is drop-dead gorgeous~!andand. there's one song in this movie thats really nice. its called "BOOK OF LOVE" by PETER GABRIEL. click to listen/download: http://www.filenanny.com/files/44f7b9c9f14e0/peter%20gabriel%20-%20the%20book%20of%20love.mp3 PETER GABRIEL - BOOK OF LOVE The book of love is long and boring No one can lift the damn thing It's full of charts and facts and figures and instructions for dancing But I I love it when you read to me And you You can read me anything The book of love has music in it In fact that's where music comes from Some of it is just transcendental Some of it is just really dumb But I I love it when you sing to me And you You can sing me anything The book of love is long and boring And written very long ago It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes And things we're all too young to know But I I love it when you give me things And you You ought to give me wedding rings And I I love it when you give me things And you You ought to give me wedding rings Friday, November 09, 2007
DAMN IT. first shift jiu give me midnight shift, which is till 3am. argh. told her i dont want late shifts liao... grah~ forget it. im quitting.im tired. my shoulder is breaking... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The person who you took this survey from: khairunisa Your relationship with her is: good classmate, good friend! The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: the most memorable thing... its not really for me though, but there's one time when she pour out her worries/secrets to me, and i got really touched cos she trusts me... :] The most memorable words he/she had said to you: " i told my mother that im dark brown. then she replied:'wheres the BROWN? i only see the DARK.' " The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is: *coughs* innova jc! If he/she becomes your lover, you will: huh!? even if i want, she will say:"im a RACIST." If he/she becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be: her skin colour. [im just joking!] If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: CHOY! If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: racism. Your overall impression of him/her is: actually i dont think she is black until she says so. butbut i think she is black in a beautiful way. thenthen... she is very straight forward and fun-loving. has a good command of english. andand... LOVABLE. Thursday, November 08, 2007
from plaza singapura. to cineleisure. then to takashimaya. and to far east plaza. finally, tampines mall. valerie and me walked like mad. we were on a lookout for our prom dresses. butbut the main aim was to search for jobs that can kill our boredom during this few months, and provide us with KA-CHING, CASH!there were plenty of jobs at plaza sing. ajisen. daiso. bata. precious thots. CNS. more than words. we were there for 'more than words' in the first place. but after knowing that they will give us tests to see if we can wrap presents, we gave up. HAHA! ohoh. and far east plaza. there's this shop whereby they design their own prom dresses, and those tops for guys to wear on prom nights. the shop owner will recommend you with all his designs, base on your figure, and likings. i think its good. andand, its about 79bucks for one dress. kind of cheap. soso... elicia! i will bring you there some day! butbut~ make sure you know how to go far east plaza. i will get lost. HAHA. i will start leading you when we enter the mall... :] after searching high and low, we were so demoralised and exhausted. went to tampines mall. and decided to work at golden village. the pay isnt that attractive though. butbut... its okay lah. there will be midnight shifts and stuffs. till 3am... OH GOD. my mummy and daddy are so gonna forbid me from having this job. butbut, i have already agreed! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!? and shucks. my roster wont be placed together with valerie's. i guess im going to work alone... SIGH! thats not my initial intention. butbut~ i guess its all right. we were so desperate for a job at that time. and we agreed to everything. work gonna start this sunday! wish me luck! :]
its been so damn long... its so long ever since i last stepped into a shop to try on clothings. BUTBUT, FINALLY, TODAY I DID! :]
morning kana pangseh-ed by goh shun xiong... i could have slept longer on my bed! grah~ say want to go central buy pirxxed games, thenthen in the end he say his mum doesnt allow. qi si wo... anyway, 1pm met up with lorita, and went to uncle benny's restaurant for lunch at eastpoint. the food is really good! haha. ohoh, and the lunch kept me alive till 11pm when i ate my dinner. anyway, thenthen after that met up with valerie to go shopping. went to ang mo kio hub. after shopping that whole area, we decided to go paya lebar. our usual shopping destination to satisfy our wardrobes. we tried on some dresses for our prom. HAHA! my goodness. we stayed in the fitting room for two hours straight. we brought 9 dresses in total in. 5 valerie's, 4 mine. after that we exchanged. soso... yah, we wasted alot of time inside. and most of the time we felt VERY naked. and... we perspired while changing. cos we had a hard time getting those dresses off our bodies. it seems easy to fit them in, but definitely difficult to get them out. we struggled and struggled... HAHA. what else... we broke the buckle of a dress. to destroy this evidence, i hung that buckle right on top of the fitting room's curtain. horrible right!? HAHA. i know... i have decided. im not going for the JC admission for that three weeks. i want to get a job... there's one at plaza singapura though... Tuesday, November 06, 2007
I AM FREE!and now, i think im way too free... i dont have the mood for youtube, nor those online games. weird hurh~ when there's work to do, and exams to worry about, i always crave for some time for my stuffs. butbut, now... no more papers, but im feeling really empty inside. maybe its because...... forget it. actually, im kind of worried about my results... anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GALVIN~! :] Monday, November 05, 2007
uh huh. just what the title stated. thank goodness i prepared 'population' for social studies. in fact, i prepared conflicts, diplomacy & deterrence, sri lanka, population, and a little bit of venice... everyone was hoping sri lanka to come out. thenthen in the morning heard from khai that sri lanka came out for the june paper already. we all panicked. then there's one person who kept "add oil, add vinegar"[添油加醋], making everyone lose their confidence at the very last minute. what the hell. she just has to do it... =.= thenthen after the paper, amanda cried~ butbut, she is STRONG. :]today, my horoscope must have been:"capricorns, be prepared to get bullied." grahh~ last paper tomorrow for my class, except for khai though. i cant wait! andand... jingming and yisiew going swimming tomorrow! damn. "time" just doesnt permits me to go with them. thenthen, jingming going to yisiew's house to dye her hair... haha. ohohh. and galvin's going to dye his hair too! who else's...? ohoh. did i mention? im very into this old song... 邓丽君's 甜蜜蜜. my daddy was listening to it when i just got addicted. uh huh~ "甜蜜蜜 你笑得甜蜜蜜"~ guess what! miniclip has got a new game on kindergarten. HAHA. http://www.miniclip.com/games/kindergarten/en/ i need sleep... Sunday, November 04, 2007
![]() FOURTEEN DOWN, TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO! GO FOUR `E FOUR~ as well as those bio students, all the best! i am now so so so looking forward to the end of Os. i want shopping. i want chocolate fondue. i want pastamania. i want clothes. i want bags. i want to burn the books... ... soon... soon, it will be officially three full years of wishing, hoping, praying, craving, and waiting... everyone's worn out by Os... SMILE PEOPLE, SMILE! Olevels will soon be over before you even realise it. i hope i can say that to myself too. butbut, anyway... jiayou everyone~!chatted with jinqi and wan yi alittle while ago. HAHA! :] i'd better get cracking. i will regret if i flunk my social studies and science. but oh please, someone up there. make me stay focus, focus, and FOCUS! we will be freed soon.... :] Saturday, November 03, 2007
![]() uh huh... i dont know whats up with me. i have been really "on the top" these few days. i scolded my didi for not giving me his chocolate. argh~ that was stupid. thenthen i even said things which i assumed to be true to rachel. thats another stupid one. causing jeremy to become... ... oh god. i think im horrible. andand, what else, had a war with shunxiong. sigh~ my poor tagboard... nownow... even shunxiong says that im in a bad mood. which i dont usually show. sigh~ andand, i get pissed off easily... so i hereby apologise to whoever i have offended. SORRY! andand its real funny. after venting out my anger on people, i will start laughing hysterically at small little things. i should be in the mental hospital... ohoh. and i tend to fall asleep unknowingly. =.= i am really upset with my physics. andand f&n. prelims boosted my confidence for my f&n. its the very first time i thought f&n could be a help to me in order to enter a JC. but now... its down the drain. i dont know why. but the facts just cannot enter my brain. thenthen physics. it has never been a problem to me. until secondary four. when my chemistry improved tremendously with the help of kathy ma`am. but my physics was like... grah~ thats disgusting. two more papers to go. social studies... i am going to score well for that. i wont let it drag my history down. grrr... thenthen, science MCQ. A1 for science seems so far away now. butbut, if i do well for this mcq, i think i can secure at least a B4. i hope... 我从不相信自己 也无法面对现实 当生命失去了光 我就失去了方向 前路依然很模糊 要挣脱许多束缚 你让我依靠让我坚强 你守护在我身旁 每当我需要依靠你 你一定会在这里 有你的地方就有阳光 你总会在我身旁 当我还不够坚强(还不够坚强) 推翻命运的围墙 你还是和我在一起 给我无限的勇气 路依然走得困难 当我变成了负担 你依然把我紧紧拉着 我就是最幸福的 每当我需要依靠你 你一定会在这里 有你的地方就有阳光 你总会在我身旁 每当我需要依靠你 你一定会在这里(就在这里) 有你的地方就有阳光 你总会在我身旁(总会在我身旁) 我需要依靠你(要依靠你) 你就在这里 有你的地方就有阳光 你总会在我身旁 Friday, November 02, 2007
FINALLY~! im done with my new blogskin. wasted 5 hours doing this thing. excluding sleeping time. i do do do... then my comp hang, so while waiting, i slept on my computer table, with my forehead at the edge AGAIN.i dont know why. i am starting to lose the motivation after my higher mother tongue paper. i crapped throughout my F&N paper. andand... today's physics... sigh~ i cant even reason out simple theories. here goes two my A1s. i am so DEAD =.= ohoh. and today... actually really wanted to swim with yisiew. butbut... sigh. sorry i couldnt make it. nextnext. mrs choo phoned me right after physics paper. and asked me about F&N paper i took yesterday. i dont remember other things that she said. but i remember this one:"if you dont know how to answer, i punch you." HAHA. jay's songs are so so so damn nice. i am so in love with his "甜甜的"... :] 我轻轻的尝一口你说的爱我 还在回味你给过的温柔 我轻轻的尝一口这香浓的诱惑 我喜欢的样子你都有 你爱过头竟然答应我 要给我蜂蜜口味的生活 加一颗奶球我搅拌害羞 将甜度调高后再牵手 你的爱太多想随身带走 想你的时候就吃上一口 我温热着被呵护的感受 却又担心降温了要求 我尝着你话里面的奶油溜啊溜 听过的每句话都很可口呦啊呦 那些多余的画面全被跳过 你的眼中只有我 我轻轻的尝一口 你说的爱我 还在回味你给过的温柔 我轻轻的尝一口 这香浓的诱惑 我喜欢的样子你都有 我轻轻的尝一口 你说的爱我 舍不得吃会微笑的糖果 我轻轻的尝一口 份量虽然不多 却将你的爱完全吸收 我微笑着让香味停留 缘份走到这也赖着不走 像夹心饼干中间有甜头 继续下去不需要理由 |