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smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Monday, March 31, 2014
im afraid that i will never meet a person who is as accepting as you anymore.
but our characters & maturity levels clash so badly that im afraid to commit.
no matter how different we are, love held us together.
however, the exhaustion is too overpowering for me.

it seems like whatever you do, im not satisfied.
whatever i do, you are not satisfied either...

please dont give up on yourself.
you have ambition and dreams.
im not worth wasting your own life away.

i will regret letting you go.
definitely will.
thank you for all the effort, & doing things to live up to my expectations.
sorry if my expectations have made your life miserable in any way.
i hope you will work hard for your own future now rather than ours.

i say we dont have chance anymore because i know you can find somebody who is always readily there for you.
i have too much commitments on my hand that im not willing to let go.
if we ever have a chance to get back together.
it will be the time when we are more ready to commit.
more ready than 18months ago.

sorry for all the unfair treatment from my family's side.
i was too selfish.
im sorry.

xoxo.