27december2009! went out to meet nuts and van.
together with jin qi initially but she was unwell. :(

jin qi, you have missed out alot of fun you know you know?
lol, but fret not! let's go K after my blocktests kay! :)

anyway, we only planned to walk chinatown at first but it ended up raining super heavily.
just nice van spotted Partyworld and off we go~ lol.
damn it, SHINee is coming to singapore.
im not exactly happy, cos i dont wanna allow myself to do anything crazy, but my inner-self wants to be crazy.
then... there goes my chance of seeing ONEW. :(
is maturity+money more important, or happiness+SHINee?

on a slightly happier (but not enough to compensate) note,
me going FT Island's fanmeet next year! :D
which is 1day before SHINee's performance. :(

going countdown tomorrow!
MILU BINGGGG! :)

im talking to 大嫂 on msn now and its hilarious.

jwennnn says (11:16 PM):
hahaha i go tell lky, "AYE LEE KEAT DA BIAN SHORT SHORT"

ELLEKAY! says (11:16 PM):
HAHHAHAHHAHA
WTHWTHWTH
DA SAO

jwennnn says (11:16 PM):
BURN YOUR HOUSE.

ELLEKAY! says (11:16 PM):
DA SAOOOOO

ELLEKAY! says (11:17 PM):
MY DA BIAN SHORT SHORT
LUCKILY IS BROWN BROWN

ME NOT SATISFIED WITH MESELF.
ME SHOULD HAVE DONE ALOT MORE DURING GROUP STUDY.
ME HADNT ACHIEVED ANYTHING.
ME IS FEELING STRESSED ALREADY,
WHEN ME A-LEVELS IS STILL APPROX 10MONTHS AWAY.
ME IS GOING TO WORK HARDER,
BUT ME IS TIRED.
ME NEED MOTIVATION, OTHER THAN SHINEE.
ME NEED LIFE.

apple martini is no. grasshopper is yes.
haha.
i just fell in love with After School's Because Of You. ♫

although me no want turn 19, but me want the new LG Chocolate. lol.

school's starting on the 11th! so...
me decided no go out with the girls today.
me swear will finish differentiation tutorial and econs project(my part) today!
hwaiting!

me still wants shopping.

me maid gonna baleh kampong this upcoming week.
then housework me gonna start doing. :(

ps. its okay to be fat. :)

singapore's ARIES sucks like shit. is this how a lady boss treat her own employee?
mockery shouldnt be your style ma'am. show some respect will you?

grab a hold of your own product and doll yourself up, so that you can cover up your rotten character, but i guess it wont help much since your products aint any good.
the mirror that i bought from you last year broke after just 1month. even the one which i bought, stating "made in china" has a longer lifespan.

so stop suppressing your employees and earn yourself some karma. laugh for all you want at your employees, and we shall see when's their turn to laugh back at you.

just you wait and see ma'am.

never am i going to step into Aries ever again, i swear.

and so the "refugee camp" turned out not as bad afterall.
my kind-of distant relative from malaysia came to singapore since thursday and my family had been busy being hosts.
not bad though, at first i was super duper worried cos the last time we met was when i was 4years old. plus the fact that they are all english-speaking. and this means that i have to converse in english for 3 to 4days. *horror* hahhaa, but it turned out fine afterall.

thus, homework, here i come.
im on panic-mode right now.
cos i havent touched any work since the school ended, except 3 questions from differentiation tutorial. haha.
and nevertheless, my preparations for block tests! :(
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ps. 汤圆's day!

both my brother and my room will turn into a refugee camp soon. :(

by the way, i can totally understand why onew is gaining so much popularity among the girls.
everything about him, or even revolving around him, can spark.
yupyup...


ps. dubu, im sad 'cos i dont have a beautiful voice.

During FT Island’s recent visit to Singapore for the Sundown Festival Seoul’d Out 2009, a fan attacked Song Seunghyun on the head at the hotel lobby on Friday. The boys were returning from their rehearsal when she hit him. SSH pointed angrily at her face but received a hysterical laughter from her.

A post from that girl’s blog regarding the attack:
“WHY DO U GET SO JEALOUS?
SO WAT IF SEUNGHYUN LOOKED AT ME WITH HIS SEXY HOT FIERY EYES & POINTED AT MI??MAYBE HE WANTS ME?LOVE @ FIRST SIGHT?im crazee.."

for goodness' sake, is this how you treat idols? what's more, seunghyun is my idol.
you crazy tooot.

my 二姑 just passed away. and these few days, i was attending her wake at amk. today is the last day, and its also the day for her body to be cremated.

the style of cremating a dead body is better now, as said by the seniors. cos we no longer see our loved ones burn right in front of your eyes...

not all my cousins attended my 二姑's wake, and i really wonder why. im not close to my 二姑 either. she even had a really bad misunderstanding with my dad which ruined their siblings' relationship further, but my dad still wanted my brother and me to be there at her funeral.
and tyvm, i know both me and my brother are sensible kids. :)

last night after a few of us finished chanting some buddhist scripts in front of my 二姑's coffin, this female monk [i know normally they are called nuns, but her outfit isnt the nun-kind but the monk-kind] updated us in chinese with regards to what we would be doing today, what time to reach and stuffs like that cos its my 二姑's "departure" for cremation.
everyone understood, so we nodded. but this female-monk stared at me ONLY and asked in chinese if we understand, i nodded. but she didnt seem to catch my nod, so she asked again, and i nodded again.
guess what, she immediately changed to english-mode and asked:"do you understand?! you need me to speak english? you have to reach this place at 1.30pm blah blah blah..."
argh, i felt so embarrassed. all my relatives kept asking me why didnt i give her a response, but i swear i did! and this incident became a joke almost instantly.

i didnt appear sad, i still laughed with everyone, but deep down, im crying. cos im being "accused". this is no big deal i know, but i really hate being wronged.
my dad said that it probably is my 缘 with her, which made me feel better...
now i feel bad for getting angry at her for that moment. im so sorry.

another sad thing that i heard was from my 三姑 who commented:"八个兄弟姐妹, 只剩下我们五个了."
life, probably is this fragile...

now, there's this rather big black butterfly in my room.
my mum says it probably is my 二姑 coming back to see my grandma who is currently sleeping downstairs in her room. and cos there are a few buddha statues down there, 二姑 is "stuck" in my room since she is "forbidded".
uhmm, get what i mean? its okay if you dont, im not in the mood to explain further.

and why is she a butterfly and not a moth[the usual beliefs]?
the only explanation which went through my mind was that the other world has modernised as much as our world. they have "upgraded" from moths to butterflies........
yupyup.

im so sorry that i dont have a nice voice, and neither do i have a pair of pretty hands. :(

went to zorzor's house today, like after so long... :(
and as usual, she complains how tired she was, how her feet and back ache and sore.
i massaged her back for her but it seemed useless still. it only makes me feel sad-er.

going home was the worst part.
i could see her silhouette from the ground floor.
though her silhouette was dark from where i looked at her, i thought i saw her sad face.
i dont know...
she would be staring down at me and my brother from the kitchen window when we left the building, making sure that we cross the bridge to our bus stop safely.
sigh, but im pretty bad at expressing gratitudes to someone i love... :(

anyway, anyway, anyway, back to happy and cute moments. :)

my maid is getting worse. i cant really stand her any longer.
i have always been siding her as much as i could whenever my mum complains about her, but now looking at the way she handles my room, i wanna say i hate her.
she didnt even do basic cleaning like brooming the floor!
plus other stuffs, like threatening my mum indirectly not to mistreat her 'cos she knows singapore law, &talking on the phone as long as she wants like nobody's business [psst, she chats on the phone more than i do], &taking her own sweet time attending to my ah ma when she called out desperately to her for toilet.
wtf. you, baleh kampong! i have helped you enough.

elicia was sick, poor girl, but she insisted on going. lol.
what a weirdo.
weiqi was absent due to re-service.
but oh well, nic and sam did a great performance which melted me on the spot.
i was surprisingly immensed when i heard them sing live, it was definitely different from listening to the album.

but dang, didnt get a photo with them.
at least valerie did, who reminded me that the last photo she took with MLB was a year or two ago. lol.
valerie, you successfully comforted me. haha.
and she kept repeating that sam said hi to her!
nehneh~ poor wenwen and me, gotta let our ears suffer.

buddy called when we were having dinner.
seems like he is having fun with his mates but not the trainings. lol.
til then buddy! :)

the journey to bukit panjang was horrible.
i almost cried out when i was on the train.

i gotta start mugging soon.
hwaiting!

PS/ FTIsland is already in singapore~ :(

tan leekeat.
ellekay.
elle_kay0114@hotmail.com

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