i feel like giving up.
computing is just so not my subject.
i miss history...

everyday seems to be as warm as today... i cannot stand the heat. how i wish somebody can hide the sun away... at least temporarily. and comes out when i want to get tanned. ;]

Leon wu's english test tomorrow!
all the best to you leon!
no need nervous...
you will do well.
do your best,
and you have us supporting you.
jiayou leon.
you can do it.
:]

PW meeting today at kao's hostel. qianying, nicholas and me left our ez-link there because the office is closed till 5pm, and we couldnt wait any longer. soso... HAHA. left without our ez-links...

thenthen, went to meet darling for DANCE OF THE DRAGON. errr... 3/5 stars?

off to do my work!

JIAYOU LEON! :]

it was matthew's birthday last wednesday! whole class bought him a new bag, and a mango cake... ;]

watched Hansel and Gretel with darling at downtown east's newly opened cathay. the movie was rather nice, just that i dont understand some parts of the movie...

got back my chemistry test yesterday. oh goodness. i scored 10/30. HAHA! i think not bad lah~ LOL. and my econs test yesterday... damn it~ how could i not remember how to draw the demand and supply curves? grah.

still chiong-ing my PI now. thenthen, later compiling some research so that my PW group can start detailed discussion, and hopely start working on GPP this sunday.

its so difficult to plan a journey~!

my 560th post! :]

guess what, guess what?! fahrenheit sang a song with canon in d as background music! although i really really dont like fahrenheit's singing... i must admit that this song, 心里有数, isnt that bad. maybe cos of the presence of canon bah! hahaha.

http://ling.5755.com/..56103195584.mp3

computing theory test tomorrow. im dying... i cant get anything into my brain~

ohoh. im no longer in interact club! they dont want me! sigh~ what a failure. LOL. nownow, shuhui, jiahui, and me, all are CCA-less. they say they dont have anymore vacancies... hahaha.

im so tired...

there seems to be so many things that i want to blog about... but i simply cant put them into words... or rather, i simply dont know what to blog about. what a dilemma. but you guys get it right...?

guess im losing confidence day by day... sooner or later, depression will hit me hard. and i shall die there alone, alone, alone...

aiyoh. so dramatic. LOL. okay lah. im not feeling that bad, just... a teeny weeny bit bah. hope it stays teeny weeny...

went out with clara yesterday. LOL. cant really help her much. but still... jiayou clara. :]

yesterday was COLLEGE DAY! in the morning... something really bad happened. it simply just ruined my mood. but thank goodness i have my dearest shuhui! and not forgetting qianying and jiahui... thanks girls~ :]
photo credits goes to shuhui, and tricia!

after changing into the white blouse which i borrowed from jessica, we started taking photos! as usual... haha!
and can you believe this photo is taken by aaron, after all those unglam photos he has taken for us? HAHA.
and this is us in our blazers.
0830 girls~ :]

0830! marjy was in shuhui's blazer. while kao was in mine. they looked dashing in them right...? HAHA.
before the presentation at the back stage, leon called from hongkong. thank goodness he called. he somehow cleared my nervousness. THANK YOU LEON WU. we miss you!

after the whole thing, ling went to develop some photos for her art, while marjy and andy were playing some games. HAHA. we went to mac later on.
went to vivo for dinner with kao, andy, aaron, jiajin, chunkit, shuhui, tricia, ling. thenthen, went looking for present for our dearest matthew, and some friend of aaron's. at vivo, i imitated aaron's retarded expression, and he didnt retaliate cos he wasnt in the mood.should have provoked him further. but then... come to think of it, i will die horribly on monday... LOL. thank goodness i didnt ka jiao him too much~ thenthen... HOME SWEET HOME!

its been some time since revilia left us in nyjc. she is going to america soon~ we will miss her! :]

nownow~ i cant meet my darling as frequent already. *cries* went out with him on friday night, after my tuition... i missed him so much... how i wish he is with me in nyjc, tackling with the subjects and studying together which we didnt do so before the Os, since we werent a couple back then. i want to help him with his studies, i want to assist him. i want him to be with me...
and now, he is in ngee ann poly, which is like.. so damn far. he would be so exhausted with the travelling...
so sorry, for not being able to accompany you as frequently. soon, i will be so packed with my studies, while you will be busy with all the projects. stay hardworking dear. and hope that you will excel in your upcoming examinations. when will we be able to have more quality time together?! anyway, thank you for everything darling. i love you. :]

the study group was cancelled last sunday!

yesterday's chemistry was so... *toooot* i think im dying again.

and computing! my goodness. the practical, which was dued on monday 11.59pm was totally unbearable. like HELLO... AH WONG... majority of us in class are so new to computing can? and he is like... pushing us, and pushing us, and PUSHING US... although i admit that i must be PUSHED. but i think my A-level cert would be ugly. a fail in H2 COMPUTING. sigh~ i regretted taking H2 COMPUTING. but then... come to think of it... if i were to take other combination, i would end up in other classes... i dont want. im happy with 0830~ :]

when andy spikes his hair.
when we teased andy that he is going to meet his SAJC girl whenever he spikes his hair.
when junjie talks about the flower.
when we teased junjie about him and the flower.
when aaron got so shy when we talked about the animal.
when shuhui shakes her head to get her fringe into place.
when aaron ordered shuhui to shake her head like she is his dog.

NYJC day this saturday. will be on the stage with shuhui to be the... dont know whats that called. you know... arrange the medals and certs. then during the award-taking, i take the tray of medals, and pass one by one to shuhui, while she pass to the principal, which will then be passed to the awardees... blah blah~ thats about it.

im so sad. yisiew got the lobang again during this upcoming june holidays. she asked if im able to go... sigh~ i would like to, you know, YOU KNOW?! but then... where's the time? after holidays would be my midyear, which is so so so important to me. if i flunk it, i might as well retain~ andand, PW is getting more time-consuming. needa meet up with my group often to get the project done...

nanyang jc has only 17% of the whole cohort taking an A for PW. its like... so little. just like what aaron said,"i will be among the 17%." and yupyup, i will be among the 17% too! but before that... hardwork and commitment must come in... soso, WHERE'S THE TIME FOR MY DREAM JOB WITH YISIEW? *cries* i want to be a kindergarten teacher so badly...

my PW group! nicholas, siraphob(kao), qianying, and me... not a bad combination yah...? 4 group members only somemore. easier to get things organised and done. im heading for my A for PW~! ;]

it will be 1.30am soon... yawns~ gonna finish my GP draft...


i miss galvin.
the rain is falling on my window pane.
but we are hiding in a safer place.

there seems to be an alarm clock in me. it strikes at 1.30am or so, urging me to brush my teeth, and go to bed. im so sleepy~

BUT THEN... my chemistry is still nowhere. and test is on tuesday! tomorrow morning eating with my family. after that go study with valerie, kailing, shuhui, khairunisa, and maybe xue er. till night. come back le study awhile, and then my alarm clock strikes 1.30am again. yawns~ time is not enough!

i think i shall do my computing practical now...

ohoh, but before that...
this is for you, my superman...

2moro - 牵着你

在我的心上刻下一个名字
不用刻意　也不可能忘记
这一个你　让我的每天更有趣
连呼吸　都变成是一种甜蜜

在我的床边贴著你的影子
闭上眼睛　梦里也能见你
如果爱情　是王子和公主的游戏
孩子气　不算什么问题

牵着你　我陪你看流星
我为你把时间暂停
晴天或下雨

牵着你　找一个浪漫天真的结局
因为你　我相信
世界真的存在奇迹

[edited]



i should be studying now.but after reading valerie's and kailing's blog... i thought i should say something...

i really didnt expect srjc to be so stressed. cheer up girls. since srjc and nyjc are so near, we can meet up whenever you girls need a listening ear all right? i might not be able to know the whole situation, full story, but then, im willing to hear you girls out. after reading the blogs, i could feel the sadness and stress you girls are facing. jiayou besties~ i know you girls are going to excel no matter what... so dont worry. and know that i will be here for you all. TAKE CARE...



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*PUKES* MY GOODNESS~ why am i up there in nyjc's gallery....

ohoh, and uhm, thats mr bernard wong i was talking to by the way.
*AHEM*
SxxHxx, dont be jealous. ;]

0830 class photo!

i love 0830. at least there's a bond among everyone in the class. unlike when im in 3e4, and 4e4. *groans* i only hang around with my cliques. others are like aliens to me. *groans again* not that i dont enjoy being with my cliques. i love them! just that there's no bond within the class...

didnt know how hectic JC life is until i really got into one. nanyang is slack, but then~ i dont know where does the stress comes from. i feel stressed from time to time. maybe due to the fact that im a slow learner. i cant seem to be able to catch up with the syllabus. secondary school's syllabus was so much easier. i think if i am able to retake my Olevel, no matter what i will try to get a 5-points. i regretted not putting more effort before my Os. and my D7 for HMT, would be an A1 then... sigh~

had computing theory-theory test yesterday. disgusting~ HAHA. i guess i will bottom, or maybe one of the few from the bottom again. LOL. oh wells. at least i know how the questions are being asked now...

to get promoted. we have to pass at least 2 H2 subjects, and 1 H1 subject. among MATH, COMPUTING, and ECONS as my H2s, im planning to fail my COMPUTING. however, what worries me most is that i cant even excel in MATH and ECONS. so forget it. i think i can imagine myself going for orientation again next year, doing mass dance again... LOL. i suppose thats what makes me feel stress.

my ponytail pointed to the LEFT yesterday... *cries*

oh yah... and today would be revilia's last day in nanyang jc. we will miss her!

galvin went for ngee ann poly's orientation yesterday. i miss him.

partial fraction & binomial test during first period... yawns~

COLBIE CAILLAT - BUBBLY

Will you count me in?

I've been awake for a while now.
You've got me feeling like a child now.
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face,
I get the tingles in a silly place.

It starts in my toes,
And I crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I'll always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

The rain is falling on my window pane,
But we are hiding in a safer place.
Under covers staying safe and warm.
You give me feelings that I adore.

They start in my toes,
Make me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I'll always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

What am I gonna say,
When you make me feel this way?
I just...mmm.

And it starts in my toes,
Makes me crinkle my nose.
Wherever it goes I'll always know,
That you make me smile.
Please stay for a while now.
Just take your time,
Wherever you go.

Da-Da-Dum-da-da-da-da-da.

I've been asleep for a while now.
You tucked me in just like a child now.
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms,
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth.

It starts in my soul,
And I lose all control.
When you kiss my nose,
The feeling shows.
'Cause you make me smile.
Baby just take your time now,
Holding me tight.

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go.
Wherever you go,
Always know,
'Cause you make me smile even just for a while.




this is for my superman! :]

im feeling so happy today. ;]

guess the pictures that i uploaded on 30march 2008 didnt work well...

i know this is like so so so over-dued. haha! but still... i want to share these photos! these are during orientation...
ZERO EIGHT THREE ZERO 0830 ~! :]



and this day... is 29march 2008, our sports carnival!
0830 girls~!


these are pictures taken also on the 29th, after carnival. we[shu hui, revilia, khai yew, jun jie, wang yu, andy, me] were at cineleisure! was initially planning to catch SHUTTERS there. but the other gang of our class went to plaza singapura... LOL. so we went to find them at PS for lunch at yoshinoya while revilia went off to meet her friends at acjc.

oh yah, andy, and wangyu were not in these pictures... :[

after lunch, our class splitted into two. my gang of SISTERS went to watch SHUTTERS at THE CATHAY. while the other group went to play pool... and oh my goodness. SHUTTERS is a horrible movie...

oh wells, i want to quote something which junjie said to me in msn...
something really gay. HAHA.
"SISTERS FOREVER!"



okay! thenthen... lastly! my mugshot! ;]

DAMN~ got slight flu. and now im getting feverish... andand, ive not done my GP essay! yawns~

after school studied with shuhui at tampines' macs. studying with her is beneficial! i thought only zhu liying was the only one whom i can really study with... HAHA.
GOOD SHUHUI! ;]

thenthen, after that walked around with galvin... :]

oh shucks! interact club's orientation tomorrow............

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