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smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
resuming school tomorrow, together with chem lecture test. im so hating this feeling... shyt. D';

BLOODY MONDAY 2's episode 8 is still not up. brrr.

anyway, have been watching MTV B2ST for the past few days which served as a motivation for me. the pleasure of watching after all the studying was pretty much rewarding. and B2ST/BEAST is growing in me. ♥
and i havent been catching up with news on DBSK and SHINee and UKISS and whoever like i usually do. time's one thing, and i really want to use the time to watch my MTV B2ST. heh~♥

im super worried about my improvements in my studies, needless to say Alevels. i dont see much improvement in me, which is bothering me quite alot. but i dont know how to improve. damn, what should i do. time's running out and im pretty sick studying.

sigh, i miss having night studies with jiajin, clarence, matthew, nicholas, tedson, waihern and sometimes shuhui and tricia and marjy last year. although now i do prefer to study at home, i miss having them making noises and buzzing around doing weird stuffs in the classroom. like playing online games instead of studying, scribbling the board with whatever and whatever. lol.

same for valerie. i miss studying with her at T3's mac, our usual spot.

i need another kind of motivation, which MTV B2ST is taking the effect. :D please last long okay.... ;')

LIFE IS JUST SO BORING AND I SIMPLY WANNA SHUT IT DOWN.
IF POSSIBLE, I WOULD LIKE TO SAY GOODBYE TO THE LIFE IM CURRENTLY LIVING IN. D';
I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO POLY LAH BIANG EH, WHY THE HELL WAS I SO STUBBORN FOR.
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^ BEAST/B2ST says GOODBYE.
LOL.

everything has changed. i dont know. i have changed. you have changed. the others have also changed. i dont want to think so complicatedly but it just cant be thought so simply...
i should just be self-contented and forget about it, huh? pfft, then what the hell are you friends for...?