smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
smile, even if it's going to be a fake one. because things will get better somehow. because the sun still shines for you. |
Friday, March 05, 2010
and oh my tian, did dawn's face turn rounder? lol. ♥ stay strong, and become stronger. :) and so, today was the day.buddy matthew and dancepartner jiajin are top scorers of NYJC! ;D all the aces, oh my goodness. mingsze, bobby, bernadet... top scorers too. and tommy wth, nyjc's top student of 2010, 8distinctions and one of them being a H3 subject! he is great, i could feel the satisfaction in him when we shook hands in the hall. GP had always been his 致命伤, but thank goodness, he scored an A for GP this time round. it felt like i havent seen these people (0830) for ages. i miss their presence, seriously enough. i miss times when i would walk pass a classroom and see them having tutorials; i miss times when they would say hi to me at the assembly ground in the morning when they walk pass 0934; i miss times when i would find them in classrooms for night studies; i miss times when i would collide into them in school and feel happy... i wanted more times like these but it just ended too quickly. but i forgot about this feeling as quickly too though. however, after today, i start to miss their presence in school again, alot. nownow, i dont regret being a retainee. like what dawn said, it could be a blessing in disguise, which i really hope so. its time for me to put in more effort in shaping my future. effort and hardwork... maybe double of that of last year's? omg, STRESS. as if its not enough for me to handle at all... |