^ STOP_by_Val_Monti just spat out everything to my parents.
i feel better in the sense that im no longer keeping anything from them.
i feel worse in the sense that im making them worried for their 20-year-old daughter.
i HATE peer pressure okay.
i'm going to listen to my heart from now onwards.
i love my friends, those who are sincere.
thank you all very much for being there.
STOP.