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smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Monday, April 04, 2011

you know how i'm feeling right now? i feel scammed. for almost everything. it's like a cycle. from humans, to money, then back to humans, and to money again.

i'm sticking to my job 'cos i need the money. my parents dont know what happened, and i dont plan to announce it to the whole world. i wont announce it, and i dont want anybody who knows to announce it either. im not feeling good about that. and i dont need anyone's pity.
not blaming anyone but myself though.

but i guess i have to push back my desire to volunteer... :( that's so sad. even my mummy is living her life to her fullest right now. night classes to upgrade herself, and she is even back to work part-time as a promoter. yet im still doing what i dont like to do...
but guess what, it's okay. 看开了, 只好走一步算一步.

on a lighter note, i just got complimented by a customer. no, i dont think that i have done a good job in helping the customer. but in fact, the case isn't closed yet. i really have no idea how to deal with this matter. now that i have learn about this compliment from my superior, i felt even more stressed as there's really nothing that i can do. mama.

on an even lighter note, after tomorrow, it will be 2days' off! im gonna keep myself optimistic.
i'm gonna sleep like i have never slept before. :)

ps/ im balding! D';