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smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.






Sunday, March 06, 2011

seriously, i dont know how i got over my grades so easily. just give me one night, and that's it. but you cant imagine how hard i cried on results day itself. i fell asleep after hours of crying in my bedroom, and im pretty sure i cried in my dreams too. i literally turned into a frog the very next day. i couldnt even open my eyes, as swollen as... ping pongs.
went to the doc for an mc, cooled my eyes, and off i go to meet elicia & zhiwei. remember we have a date to watch Deathbell 2 together when it's out! :)

although i have faced my grades, i cant face the limitations to my choices of courses. this sucks. of course i would love to get into local uni so that my parents wont have such a heavy financial burden, but seriously lah, where can my grades bring me. look at all those Cs on my cert! as though they are having a gathering or something. >:(

not very positive with regards to my future, but neither am i feeling very negative. i believe there's a place where i can go, restart my life, and continue shining. in fact i just yearn for a simple life, which i personally dont think it's difficult to achieve.
life will still be good, definitely. :)

sun still shines.