During FT Island’s recent visit to Singapore for the Sundown Festival Seoul’d Out 2009, a fan attacked Song Seunghyun on the head at the hotel lobby on Friday. The boys were returning from their rehearsal when she hit him. SSH pointed angrily at her face but received a hysterical laughter from her.

A post from that girl’s blog regarding the attack:
“WHY DO U GET SO JEALOUS?
SO WAT IF SEUNGHYUN LOOKED AT ME WITH HIS SEXY HOT FIERY EYES & POINTED AT MI??MAYBE HE WANTS ME?LOVE @ FIRST SIGHT?im crazee.."

for goodness' sake, is this how you treat idols? what's more, seunghyun is my idol.
you crazy tooot.

my 二姑 just passed away. and these few days, i was attending her wake at amk. today is the last day, and its also the day for her body to be cremated.

the style of cremating a dead body is better now, as said by the seniors. cos we no longer see our loved ones burn right in front of your eyes...

not all my cousins attended my 二姑's wake, and i really wonder why. im not close to my 二姑 either. she even had a really bad misunderstanding with my dad which ruined their siblings' relationship further, but my dad still wanted my brother and me to be there at her funeral.
and tyvm, i know both me and my brother are sensible kids. :)

last night after a few of us finished chanting some buddhist scripts in front of my 二姑's coffin, this female monk [i know normally they are called nuns, but her outfit isnt the nun-kind but the monk-kind] updated us in chinese with regards to what we would be doing today, what time to reach and stuffs like that cos its my 二姑's "departure" for cremation.
everyone understood, so we nodded. but this female-monk stared at me ONLY and asked in chinese if we understand, i nodded. but she didnt seem to catch my nod, so she asked again, and i nodded again.
guess what, she immediately changed to english-mode and asked:"do you understand?! you need me to speak english? you have to reach this place at 1.30pm blah blah blah..."
argh, i felt so embarrassed. all my relatives kept asking me why didnt i give her a response, but i swear i did! and this incident became a joke almost instantly.

i didnt appear sad, i still laughed with everyone, but deep down, im crying. cos im being "accused". this is no big deal i know, but i really hate being wronged.
my dad said that it probably is my 缘 with her, which made me feel better...
now i feel bad for getting angry at her for that moment. im so sorry.

another sad thing that i heard was from my 三姑 who commented:"八个兄弟姐妹, 只剩下我们五个了."
life, probably is this fragile...

now, there's this rather big black butterfly in my room.
my mum says it probably is my 二姑 coming back to see my grandma who is currently sleeping downstairs in her room. and cos there are a few buddha statues down there, 二姑 is "stuck" in my room since she is "forbidded".
uhmm, get what i mean? its okay if you dont, im not in the mood to explain further.

and why is she a butterfly and not a moth[the usual beliefs]?
the only explanation which went through my mind was that the other world has modernised as much as our world. they have "upgraded" from moths to butterflies........
yupyup.

im so sorry that i dont have a nice voice, and neither do i have a pair of pretty hands. :(

tan leekeat.
ellekay.
elle_kay0114@hotmail.com

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