smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Friday, January 05, 2007
time table, some of the teachers, classroom, seating arrangement, all change liao. a brand new 2oo7 ahead of me. an important year i know, but i feel like playing, and scrape through my sec four life. which i know is impossible laa. since its a brand new year for me, for everyone, i want 2oo7 to be a pleasant, and smooth one. this is such a simple request, hope nobody rejects and turn it into a rocky-ride.i am not a child anymore, i dont play piggy-backs, i want to rule my life, i want to succeed.
i just said i want to rule my life, im not going to control yours, so leave me alone.
wells. just now was watching yu le bai fen bai on channel u. but wasnt watching really peacefully because there were alot of "disturbance". but its all right. i said 2oo7 is a new year, i will not let these "disturbance(s)" affect me. hope this continues for the rest of this year. i will not fall so easily.
ok. thats not my zhong dian. [copy meikian de style] just now watched yu le bai fen bai, and saw the AXE/VACUUM CLEANER guitar. im missing that guitar... which somehow created a "commotion"... i miss the arguements...
"is AXE laa!"
"is VACUUM CLEANER laa! got pipe de!"
"where got pipe?! even if got pipe, is for deco nia mahh!"
"AXE where got put pipe for deco one? is VACUUM CLEANER laa!"
"is VACUUM CLEANER merh? where got look like VACUUM CLEANER... ..."
blah blah blah... ...
*cough* actually this is also not my zhong dian... my zhong dian is that i miss M.E.S.S. previously, by hook or by crook, we would get together at least once a week(normally) to play our hearts out. be it related to MILU BING or not, we will still gather together... (listen! M.E.S.S. dont survive because of MILU BING, but FRIENDSHIP.)
i hope... but i have not seen them for 2 weeks. sianed. i want to go out... i want to eat calbee de potato chips. blame the advertisement laa! when im stuggling with my hunger, calbee advertisement seemed to be everywhere. channel u, channel 8, channel 5. i swear on 30january, i will buy dozen packets of calbee's hot & spicy and eat them all up. oh yarhh, not forgetting ferrero rocher! damn those pox(es)...
and i miss rachel, val chua, clara, yuxian, christina, fiona, esther, qiyun, leon wu, junqi, shuhui, xue er, michel, wendy, "ah ma", huix2 etc etc...
and also vanessa and nadzirah! cannot go meet them up the other day sia. paiseh paiseh...
this is the first time i seriously know what does no freedom means. i cant go out, i cant eat the stuffs i like. if it wasnt for my pox(es), i wouldnt have been so desperate for the things i dont treasure in the past. like calbee potato chips... last time, no matter what, my parents will allow me to go to the place i want, and buy food which i crave. just one snap of fingers, i could have what i wanted. *sigh* but now, i lost to these little pox(es). kinda funny, and sound really retarded...
not being able to go out, not being able to eat calbee potato chips, its already a suffer. but i still got to stay home, and hear my ah ma nag at me. wahhs. thats the worst of the worst. watch tv programme, she will want me to off it, say what waste electricity. i play computer, she wants me to off it. then what she want me to do sia!? grahhh~ i really sian dao cannot get any sianer at home...
oh yerh. and a reminder to that "retard" out there.
我不是什麼都不懂的死白痴
im probably not referring to you, dont get guilty-stricken. or are you?!
just remembered a chinese idiom which meikian used quite some time ago.
此地無銀三百兩
hahas! and that time i forgot to reply you this lehh meikian!
隔壁阿二不曾偷
hees. meikian, you are one great chinese teacher!
anyway... DINNER TIME!
oh yahh. one last thing... support TANK!
