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smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
grahh. i got chicken pox. kanasai. ruined my holidays... and still need to pop in ALOT of pills...

next wednesday still planning to watch deathnote 2 preview with M.E.S.S... then still got the countdown party! MILU BING~ next, i also gonna miss CHRISTMAS! im gonna kill those little little chicken pox on my body... what else! MILU BING gathering #03! grahhhh! 气 arr!

http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/shows/specials/view/1383/1/.html

anyway, everyone must enjoy this festive kkae!?
自己不快乐,也希望别人快乐...
xD

dont know what happened laa. i can get very emotional and sensitive recently. and... RUDE. there's some devil in me laa. still considered a dormant one though. but it feels as if it will wake up anytime, go around setting fire on people's houses, separate lovers and families, kill animals, make the city chaotic...

*sigh* i think i have been rude to my mum, and daddy. cos i think they are a nuisance. keep wanting me to make decisions i dont like, and wanting me to repeat myself 4-5 times...

i swear! im not like this last time. i still thought they were cute this way last time. but now... i feel like telling them off loud(of course i didnt). but i will somehow show them attitude la... maybe im stuck at the rebellious stage?! i dont want to listen to adults. i dont want to get controlled. i want to do things the way i want, the way i think is perfect for me...

wells. one example. just now when im going out to see the doc, my parents called me back into the house as it started drizzling. i started giving them my black face, and showed them my attitude. i cant control myself laa, really. you must be wondering why i got so fed up. hhas! i dont know myself either. maybe its cos im all set to go out and they suddenly want me back in? i dont know...

i dashed back to my room and started reflecting. (i do reflect de okayy...) and i got sad laa. then started blaming myself for it. but i just dont get any better after the reflections laa!

however, my dad just smile at me whenever i showed him attitude. he doesnt scold me or what laa... i think he knows that im changing... but he just doesnt want to voice out. maybe he thinks that im mature enough to control my own temper, and get back to my old self?!

my poor brother kana the most sia. whenever i got temperamental, i will blow off steam on him. and he gets it. hahaa. but i cant stand him laa. got such a big mouth. i call him pao toh kia. every single thing, he will pao toh to my mum... although he pao tohs, which made me really fed up at times, but im quite worried about him. SERIOUS! just cos of his big mouth. his this kind of mouth... once open, guaranteed will offend people. how to survive in this society when he grows up...

haiis. im really getting enraged... kill me laa.