smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
smile, even if it's going to be a fake one. because things will get better somehow. because the sun still shines for you. |
Sunday, December 03, 2006
finally, guides camp is over. had one whole day of rest today. sat infront of the comp for like... 10hours? it is such a pleasure to be at home, doing what you like, isnt it?!ive struggled through the 3days 2nights camp. its a surprise to myself. i never thought that i can persevere that long initially, for the whole camp. wells... thats mostly because ive once given up myself, given up guides this year. i felt that guides is somehow a burden to me. wasting my time and stuffs. but i dont want to quit this cca. cos im worried for my cca points and stuffs. [now like no more such things as cca points le horr?! arr, whatever.] i went for guides reluctantly, slack whenever i can, did and show nothing as a PL of kingfisher, and ponned everytime i could. HAHA. dont know what happened to my thinking, but it just changed overnight. LOL. although im still not really that committed to guides, but for this guides camp, ive given it my 60%. haha. for both preparations and the camp itself. im quite proud of myself already. HAHA. previously, i hate this cca for some reasons. wells, they still remain, carved deeply in my heart. but... just that i feel that i must bring up my patrol. i have a great PS[zhilin, are you reading this?], and i dont want to let my patrol think that im a useless leader. yupp. i think thats the reason why i came back to guides, not fully-hearted though, but i have tried... its a great pleasure working with the leaders, though the PLs are not really close to the top four. hahass. its really hard laa you see... i feel more comfortable with my clique. LOL. and of course, its really fun to be with my patrol. be it zhilin, rebecca, yunhan, or kimberly, im really grateful that i have every single one of them in my patrol. without them, kingfisher would be dead. too bad elizabeth couldnt make it with us for this camp. not feeling well, and even made a trip to the hospital. hope she's all right... kingfisher... they have a poor PL leading... really, without my PS, i think kingfisher is dead by now. oh yes... AND! i cannot forget my ma'ams... kathy ma'am and iffah ma'am. they sacrificed the most. both of them have my respect! being in charged of logistics with huihui. its real tough job. the tents, the pails, the twigs, the fibre, the pots and kettles etc... but luckily it didnt slip off the track as much as i thought. PHEW. anyway, i wont be in guides for long. next year o levels. will be only in guides for about 1 term only?! yupp yupp. was posting about this cos... dont know lehh. just feel like spitting all these out. and here are a few random pictures taken. leading to the alternative space... Hai Sing Catholic School Visual Arts had stove cooking. wells... its really difficult to start a fire with a fire starter, some twigs, fibre, charcoal. KINGFISHER failed the first time, the second time, but tried again and again... buahahh! KINGFISHER rocks! another one. but this time round we used sold fuel instead of fire starter. this is our dearest kimberly striking the very first fire. for our 2nd day's breakfast. our mass tin cooking! the solid fuel burning... burn! burn! burn! here's our EXCO cum TOP FOUR cum MA'AMS de stove. cooking our fishballs and vegetables. healthy eating. but not appetising. LOL. had beehoon and button mushrooms and green vegetables for one of our meals. and its really... horrible. maybe cos of my cooking. its tasteless. HAHA. look at our two xiao cute cute gobble our beehoon. hahaas. valentina and yongling! took this picture while they werent noticing. our PLs turn to eat. goshh. its difficult to swallow. add alot of light sauce. hahaa. and our pathetic chicken meat... SHARE~ this is the stupid drain at the linkway. which caused one of our PL's injury. grr. and after that, someone placed this board. WORKS IN PROGRESS what the heck. couldnt sleep on the canteen table. so some of us moved into the guides room, and slept on the sofa bed. this was the last picture i took before my eyelids turn heavy and got shut. this was taken at 3+am. and we needa got up at 4+am! really lack of sleep arr... my water bottle! to prevent myself from dehydration... bath time!!! love it the most. 2nd day. early in the morning we had IPT(intensive physical training). everyone still in their dreamland~ but they persevered. thats the HSC GUIDES spirit! campfire preparations! making our tripod stand. our bridge collapsed. haiis. so we changed our idea and built a quadropod(buahh! dont know how to spell laa). is that kathy ma'am de shadow?! LOL! and it stood up high, and strong. hahaa. built this with iffah ma'am and kathy ma'am. guides preparing the stage... THE RETRO CALLBACK PLs de sweat and blood. cerlyn! you were right! the words didnt fall off~!!! LOL. my dearest PS of KINGFISHER, ZHILIN~!!! [psst! zhilin! are you seeing this?! hahaa!] our tripod and kerosene lamp... our campfire site! our firewood! the camp was a small success. and on the 3rd day, we were all mainly clearing and packing up. our firewood had turned into ashes... cleaned up the tents and stuffs... tiring job. after that, we had our colour party to break camp. here are the PSs and other guides getting familiarised with the formations... thats all! WAY TO GO KINGFISHER!!! |