smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
smile, even if it's going to be a fake one. because things will get better somehow. because the sun still shines for you. |
Thursday, April 20, 2006
a horrible day today. everything does not seems to be smooth. early in the morning, almost got caught by that scary NG. then during home econs, mrs choo prepared my ingredients for the practical when it was cher eng who would be taking the test. i was shocked. our ingrdients had slight difference. and i want mine to be unique...and the worse part was yet to come. while cher was folding her mixture, she called me to get her the chocolate chips. then i went. i asked the lady inside the room where to get the chocolate chips, and she pointed to the table. then i took it. not til one second, choo lay choo rushed to me and snatched the chocolate chips away. "you are not suppose to take the chocolate chips! these are not for you. who ask you to come? why are you here? why are you STEALING my chocolate chips? what are you up to? i am going to tell miss chua. you STOLE my things!" she said with her fingers keep pointing at me. i was fed up. i replied,"i am not stealing okay... steal yours for what." then she came to my table... and threatened cher. say that she would tell miss chua, and even give us PC. wth. i was sleeping throughout. after i have finished my workbook. then cher did not hear that no one will be getting the chocolate chips. then she called me to help her get them... i did not hear mrs choo said that too... i was so innocent... haiis. i really hated mrs choo's naggings, and that she did nt hear my explanation. if not, i believe, she will be a great teacher... later on... chua was like become moody. then she some sort of throw tantrums. make me also not happy. then during lunch break i seek revenge. i tried to shoot back her words like what she had done to me... i was really angry then. but was okay after that. then guides. we stayed back to pack up the room and the store at basement. qinghui was not feeling well. i understand that. but why is she some sort of avoiding me. she not going for guides never mind what. i did not blame her for that. but why is she giving me that kind of 'attitude'... i detest that. i asked if she is ok, she said she is fine and wanted to go home. then go home lorhs! why sat there with the others chit chat when i when i was dirtying myself with all the dust and rust? i see her kept laughing and chit chatting. i was unhappy. really. i am not afraid to say so. she not feeling well... then go home larhs. why look so reluctant to talk to me when i am concerning her all the while, and... ... i do not want to say anymore. |