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smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Friday, April 14, 2006
my english sucks. so from now on, i must not write anymore singlish in this blog. practice makes perfect!

okays. just now i was caught in the heavy rain. it was scary. to get home, i walked in the rain. i did not want to run, as it would be ugly. so i walked... it would be more graceful this way. hahass. and i met nuts at the bus stop! she was going to bugis with her parents. good to see her. i felt so relaxed. and we chatted awhile. she had changed her phone! arhhs. that reminded me of my sony erricsson S70i. which had dropped into our school's toilet bowl. and now i used back my previous, old phone. nokia 6230. when will i ever get to change my phone?!

went out with clara to catch a movie. not a very exciting one. but overall, it was not bad. because there were many sex scenes. lolls. get real! it is a PG show...there should be many censored parts. i dozed off a while in the middle of the show. i was just tired. so i simply just wanted to rest my exhausted eyes. clara thought i did not like the show. and she kept apologizing to me. girl... it was not your fault. i was just tired. that's all...

before i came blogging, i went to valerie chua's blog. her latest entry almost made me cry. i was so touched then. she had voiced out what that had been kept inside my heart for approximately 4 months and 14 days. from what i have known... she was not like this last year... maybe i was not that close to her last year. and that was why i feel irritated with her now. in the morning, i will walk slowly to where clara, me, and her will meet. i will check if she is there first. if she is there, i will wait for clara to arrive then i will go meet them. haiis. everyday living in horror. i do not know when it will actually end. i hope the sooner the better. because i will explode. it is just the matter of time.

back to val's blog. she apologised to me for... you know what. it was not your fault val. i started the whole thing first. i should be at fault. and you are not a hypocrite. neither am i. (that's what i think) so stop blaming yourself. relax.