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Saturday, December 10, 2011
i had a dream a few days back. dont quite remember the whole story but, i just know that i saved a group of people whom i knew by sacrificing myself. i apparently got stabbed by this demon twice. but at the back of my mind, i know i will heal. but the pain was so excruciating that it woke me up with that pain literally on my tummy.

so, i guess i was too free, lol, i went to google some dream interpretation.
What Does It Mean To Be Stabbed In My Dreams?

Perhaps you are in a situation where you feel that someone has wronged you in the recent past. This can be represented as being "stabbed in the back" or "betrayed". Or perhaps you have done something that you feel guilty about, (even a minor thing,) and your subconscious is exaggerating your feelings of guilt.

Sacrifice Dream Meaning

If you are the sacrificial victim, the dream may be a reflection of your attitude. Do you always ‘play the martyr’? Perhaps you have tendencies of self-punishment and self-denial. You may feel that other people undervalue your talents and good qualities.
i think it's quite true. i have really done something that im really guilty about. not recently. but years ago, i think i was only secondary 2. that's the only guilt that is still bothering me. and i know it's going to keep me guilty til i turn into ashes. not really telling anybody about it cos it may sound as though im too fake. but well, never mind... and i do have tendencies to self-punish myself! im quite sick actually. lol!

pictures for this post! here we go, dog appreciation. ❤

^ this is Sayang, the puppy!
a new member at the shelter.
^ this is Orkim (a dialect name. when translated to chinese would be 黑金)!
the old dog who always sleeps in my room since his first day in the house.
^and this is fluffy. ah siao #2!