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smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
you might not understand. no one understands, i swear.
but your words instantly turned into a pail of icy cold water that was being poured over me.
after every tests,
you never fail to come to me and say that you are disappointed.
and you never fail to make me cry whenever i reflect at night.

its not like i have not put in any effort.
it just does not reflect in my grades,
what can i do...
you just do not have anything else to say other than being disappointed in me.

i still adore you.
its just that...
sometimes i need an encouragement too, you know?

do you know that i was always hoping to hear a word of encouragement from you...
you seem to be encouraging everyone,
all except me.