smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
oh yes, forgot to mention that i went tampines mall with nuts before i meet liwhey at lavender.went to the new COTTON ON shop.
she bought a few tops,
while i...
sigh.
the top that i like was black.
i wanted to buy some 'fresher' colours for cny de.
so i save that 10bucks.
lol.
pictures from yesterday's countdown party! :)
^ we three tied our tails to our left.wells, i feel 10 years younger. haha.
coughs
coughs
^ group photos.with liwhey, qianhui, yumin, syl, binz, and qingqing!
LOVES! :)
^ trying to do cork-eyes.lol.
^ aww, retarded liwhey!there's some candid pictures of syl too!
LOL!
but dont want to post up here.
i wont sabo you de syl!
:D
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THANKS SYL AND YUMIN FOR THE CHENLEI PHOTO!
i swear im gonna take a picture with him this year, 2009!
grrah.
ah wells. its really great to spend time with the girls.
last few moments of 2008,
and first few moments of 2009.
:)
2008 was quite a happy year for me though.
although there were not-so-little tears too.
in 2008, i have made alot of friends, and got closer to many old friends.
HA!
many many thanks to them yo!~
who made my 2008 wonderful.
like the people from 0830,
and MLBians,
like qianhui, liwhey, yumin, syl, binz, qingqing, pekchoo, lorita, angeline...
and of course my secondary school friends!
like elicia, zhiwei, qinghui, clara, valerie, xue-er, leon wu...
not forgetting my primary school friends whom im still in contact with.
vanessa, nadzirah, and jinqi!
ah wells, 'lost' alot of old friends in 2008 too.
not gonna list who, but just wanna let them know that some times of the day,
i still miss them as much, although i seldom talk to them even though we meet each other.
in 2009,
i wish all to be healthy and well, happy and successful.
i want to be a better person,
so that i wont find myself excuses whenever something bad happens to me.
(like karma, i always blame my bad karma. LOL.)
and wells,
i will work doubly hard(i hope) in nyjc for better grades.
next thing,
i want to lose more kilos!
kanasai, i hate my butt. haha.
what else...
i want to become a calm and rational money-spender.
i realise that i have used up about half the amount of savings i have in my bank just within a year,
and i have no idea where they've gone to.
god, that just aches me so much.
cos they're my hard-earned money! :(
and wells, i want my parents to stop worrying about me like im a kid.
or rather, i want to be a better daughter...?
you know what?
my mum commented that im getting 越来越不像话.
for making my dad and her worry for tonning outside.
and always going out.
and always going home late.
and spending money like no one's business.
her words hit me like crazy.
like what the hell...
there goes my first few drops of tears in 2009.
in fact, i THOUGHT i have changed for the better in 2008 as a daughter.
cos i have stopped lying to them about some stuffs,
skipped all my precious outings just to spend more time with them during the weekends,
didnt retaliate when they reprimand me like i used to but control my temper and answering their intimidating questions in a better way,
thank them with all my heart whenever they buy me food and fill my always-so-empty stomach,
and blahblah.
and now,
my mum's :"你不觉得你越来越不像话meh?" just left me hanging in mid air.
like totally... ...
:(
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