smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
argh. i could feel alot of stabs in my heart. think i zoomed too much on my phone and the pictures turned out to be so damn blurr. damn it damn it. almost cried out...
one part was when one guy got really too close to me while MILU BING was performing. i wanted so much to get high, but this guy, although i thought he didnt do it deliberately, kept leaning on me. yes, LEANING. that body contact was... really uncomfortable. i stared at him a couple of times and he moved back a little. after a while i can feel the body contact against my back again. one word, PISSED. for forbidding me in getting high. he seemed like he didnt know that his actions were causing such great discomfort to me... hence i moved more towards valerie. hope i didnt suffocate her. HAHA!
oh man, another thing which made my jaw drop and a few more stabs to my heart... base on the update weiqi gave in the blog, the event on 22oct has become NYP instead of NYJC. i wanna faint.
andand, i was actually wearing orange that day... but then i see everyone wearing white, so i bought myself a white tee at BHG. :[
on my way home with val on bus, i suddenly jerked upon not remembering shaking hands with sam and weiqi. i remembered nic's cos he said something like why my hands were weak when we shook hands. but then sam's and weiqi's... HOLY MAMA. i cant remember one bit when we shook hands. all i remember was what they said to me. but then again, come to think of it, i think i DID shake hands with them... argh. no matter what, i gotta remind myself to shake their hands this friday. maybe write "shake hands, if not i will die" on my palm before the session maybe. HAHAHA.
ANYWAY.......
met two NYJCians in the event. yumin and samuela! :]
oh yah, valerie and me helped meikian out with her scrapbooks. i kind of messed the things out. haha. sorry mk!
after the event, went to have lunch cum tea time cum dinner with angeline, liwhey, qianhui, pekchoo, and valerie CHUA at pastamania. true. they are all a bunch of jokers. including me. just that... maybe im a little more normal. HAHAHAH!
andand, NO FAIR! they took my retarded photos! and i didnt take theirs.
sam told me that i can update my photos already.
YUPYUP! LIKE FINALLY!
*gives a wide smile*
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and weiqi said something like i sleep so late.
HAHA. I DIDNT WANT TO... BLAME IT ON COMPUTING.
*gives another wide smile*
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wells, wells, let me share some low-quality pictures that i have... and these are seriously the best that i have... *cries*
as for our group photos, credits goes to liwhey! ;]
--> SAM <-- 
--> NIC <-- 
--> WEIQI <-- 
--> MILU BING! <-- 
--> US! <-- 
