sometimes, i wonder why im born this way... im not street smart, im not good looking, im not skinny, im not clever, im not spontaneous, im not confident, im not talented blah blah~ sigh.

have been working in cocoa trees these few days. my legs are aching. but at least... its bearable... i have to start on my revision soon!

saturday! went for biz club in the morning and then went to the class committee training with marjy, aaron, khaiyew and dansu. oh my god! its so fun fun FUN~
together with 0826 and 0834... thus the more fun fun FUN. ;]

our facilitator was someone called EVA. when we were at our very last activity, which was the throwing of hoops, she kept asking me to focus (she said that to everyone though, but i guess i received the greatest impact). initially, my hoops were like flying everywhere. but after she asked me to focus and not let my teammates down, i started throwing like a marksman. the contrast was like... so BIGGGG. i was kind of shocked myself. guess i found out the technique in throwing the hoops fast enough...

after the training, EVA said she wanted to talk to me. and yup. we talked. she asked me if there's anything in life thats just like the situation(throwing of the hoops). and yah. THERE IS....

COMPUTING.
there's some linkage with these two things in fact. but im kind of loss of words now. soso, dont want to elaborate much... ...

and so... we talked about it... and gradually, i cried. she was so encouraging. she comforted me, and i couldnt control my tears... im glad i let it all out, to someone im not even close with. im just so glad. :]

although its just a simple activity, but then... i guess my teammates all have learnt alot from it. and yah, i miss that day kind of much...

after the training jiu went to eat with my class comm at plaza sing.

the end. :]

MILU BING's events are piling up. and look at me. doubt i will see them during this hols. again.

tan leekeat.
ellekay.
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