smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
shucks! im so so so so late!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHUA XINYING! :]
time flies! time really really really flies! i could still vaguely remember those times, when we were back in sec one. me, my didi, xinying, zizhao, tsungming, and was there kairu? okay okay, whatever. we went to play basketball at that basketball court outside school. HAHA! our skills suck-ed. i guessed zizhao and tsungming were the pro-est among us all. and they kept "showing off", although they werent really that good. they were just a little better than us... LOL!
my didi got the year book already. wooh... remember those LIES we wrote on a piece of paper about haising? HAHA! i saw kailing's, and rachel's! i thought the yearbook looked... okay. its maroon in colour. but i guessed my didi and his friends hated it to the core. every year, it has always been blue in colour, as it symbolises our blue-blooded tradition. and this year, MAROON! haha. i cant help it, but i must shout... "SO EXTRA!"
yesterday went to help out with a musical preparation on THE LITTLE PRINCE at tampines, near SAFRA TAMPINES. spent the whole afternoon doing the props. made a hell lot of mess too.
morning! woke up and wasnt in the right mood. [neither was it the left mood too, elsen...] my didi was such a nuisance! all those lame questions and jokes just pissed me off alot alot. he was simply trying to be funny, and retarded. and i got scoldings from my parents about my attitude. i hate it you know. they dont scold my brother for being such a pain in the neck on my birthday celebration. they would rather scold me for just saying:"please, 安静leh~" sigh.
thenthen... they started saying that im turning from bad to worst.yah yah... those same old things every parents will say. when i try to tell them that im really not in the mood, and my didi's jokes werent funny at all. and they will cut in and say:"I KNOW, I KNOW! BUT YOU SHOULDNT HAVE SUCH AN ATTITUDE." then my mum will go on and on and on. although i love my mum. but she has been acting like an old maid recently. she cant stop repeating stuffs. and that sucks.
cos... you know what? the other time, i did something wrong. i forgot what was it, since im making stupid mistakes pratically everyday... i told my mum, just to update her about what i have done. thats what we do in the family... I KNOW I WAS WRONG, AND IM FEELING GUILTY ABOUT IT. butbut... my mum just keeps on going and going with her naggings and lectures, in a softer way though. i already said that i am guilty! i know i was wrong! but all those stuffs she keeps repeating... oh goodness! the more she say, the more i feel that im actually not in the wrong. you get what i mean? im already guilty! i really am! and im trying hard to learn from it and put it behind my mind. but she keeps on repeating and repeating... that just piss me off so much.
last night, she asked if she is 罗唆.. i thought she finally realised it. so i said:'yah. a little..." i was so so glad, i thought all those stuffs would soon be over. but THEN! she said:"wah. now you know how to say mummy already hor? the bigger you grow, the more rebellious you become..." blah blah. and the lecture starts. i almost died from heart attack.
MUMMY. PLEASE STOP NAGGING. YOU WERENT LIKE THIS BEFORE.
now... im beginning to not update my parents about my events everyday. cos they will have a say in everything... although whatever they say are meant to do me good. but come on! i know! you guys dont have to repeat them every single time. im getting sick of it...
OH MY GOODNESS. i bad-mouthed about my mum for four paragraphs... =.=
anyway, went to SAFRA TAMPINES this morning with my family for bowling. then had buffet at SAKURA. i love the cheesecake! :] butbut... im feeling damn sinful now...
i want to watch P.S. I LOVE YOU.
TOMORROW IS A SPECIAL DAY OKAY, KAILING? PLEASE DONT SKIP TOMORROW! :]
