feeling very emo now. haii. was taking a short break after working on my f&n olevel project. so i went to read meikian's and shihui's past posts. oh dear. i was definitely crazy last time. but all were fond memories. haha. just the thought of every single thing makes me smile. be it nic's "randomness is equals to out of the box", or sam's "kan na bian(look there)! *runs away*", or weiqi's "wo ai da bian". haii. why am i in such a state now? was it because i am not able to let things go? or was it because i am 'thin-skinned'? what a sinister. i really missed those carefree days. i miss hanging out with M.E.S.S.! but my Os is prior... ... *heart aches*

my brother is sick. well. have to take care of him since i have the time. not much though, but at least he took care of me the other time when i was sick. this would be a payback. and oh god, his whole body is burning hot! and stupid school koped our thermometers. now no thermometers at home liao lor. cannot take his body temperature. i bet it is rising 1 degree celsius every 5 minutes. hope he gets well soon, and not miss his kayaking course. it would be a good experience for him.

just a few more days, and i must hand in my f&n olevel coursework. and i am definitely not ready. thats is why im here burning midnight oil. not to study, but to chiong finish my practical evaluation, timeplan, and overall timeplan... and to edit my development, decision making, task analysis, research, and priorities. SIAN BO. then tomorrow, 9am to 5pm, whole day in computer lab doing this f&n project. arggh. hope i get this done once and for all. and get a compliment from mrs choo. i dont think i have ever got one from her ever since secondary two.