smile, even if it's going to be a fake one.
because things will get better somehow.
because the sun still shines for you.
Thursday, September 01, 2005
i wanna cry. i wanna die. im not goin to da grand final tml lerhss. no tickets. actuali i pla 2 go der earli 2 get free ticx. cos dey gt extra tix, den dey givin out. if lucki denn take lorhs. bt daddy n mummy seem worried. wad latr gt molester larh, wad i too young dono wad w hapen. hmm. yarh larh, i may b blurr blurr. n things might hapen. bt wadd crap?! bt, nvm. i noe daddy n mummy love me. so. nvm lorhs. daddy even gave me a hundred dollars lerh! he call me 2 go buy e ticx frm sum1, n nt go a queue 4 e free ticx. i so touched sia. bt if lyk tt, i rather donn go liao. othoh im reali missin leon lim alot. save money barhs. 30th gt project superstar concert. save money for tt lorhs. sighh. i so sad. so im goinn out tml wif shuiman to kill my tym. teachers' day so siann.
sigh. i reali verii sad. i reali want to c leon lim. arhh. yest went to mediacorp studio... hmm. so excited. saw da boards of derrick, candyce n so on. u noe? da boards. is da structure of demm... yarhh. saw demm. bt i didnt c leon!! stupid. i looked for leon 1st de. bt when i cant find his board, i go take pic of derrick. bt 2dae in sch ppl say dey saw leon de board. bt y i didnt c?! arhh! y i so stupid de. lyk sh*t man... i miss leon real much lorhs...
i wanna cry. i wanna die. im not goin to da grand final tml lerhss. no tickets. actuali i pla 2 go der earli 2 get free ticx. cos dey gt extra tix, den dey givin out. if lucki denn take lorhs. bt daddy n mummy seem worried. wad latr gt molester larh, wad i too young dono wad w hapen. hmm. yarh larh, i may b blurr blurr. n things might hapen. bt wadd crap?! bt, nvm. i noe daddy n mummy love me. so. nvm lorhs. daddy even gave me a hundred dollars lerh! he call me 2 go buy e ticx frm sum1, n nt go a queue 4 e free ticx. i so touched sia. bt if lyk tt, i rather donn go liao. othoh im reali missin leon lim alot. save money barhs. 30th gt project superstar concert. save money for tt lorhs. sighh. i so sad. so im goinn out tml wif shuiman to kill my tym. teachers' day so siann.
sigh. i reali verii sad. i reali want to c leon lim. arhh. yest went to mediacorp studio... hmm. so excited. saw da boards of derrick, candyce n so on. u noe? da boards. is da structure of demm... yarhh. saw demm. bt i didnt c leon!! stupid. i looked for leon 1st de. bt when i cant find his board, i go take pic of derrick. bt 2dae in sch ppl say dey saw leon de board. bt y i didnt c?! arhh! y i so stupid de. lyk sh*t man... i miss leon real much lorhs...